(A/N) I guess everyone's seeing why I called this story Once Happiness, Sadness Follows. And trust me, it get's a whole lot worse.

Spinelli's POV

TJ and I began to lose hope when Rory turned four.

We had tried for a two years. Each time I seemed to get pregnant, I lost it in a matter of weeks or months.

"TJ, I...I just can't..." I found it hard to say. "Teej, I can't. Not anymore."
TJ was silent and for once I saw a little tear, gleaming in his eye.
"I see, well, I guess you're right. I just never imagined you would be the one to tell me." He sniffled.

I felt a tear coming on too. "And I never imagined you would be the one to cry."

A tear ran down his face before he laughed.
"That's not true!" He pointed out as a a tear dropped off my chin.

I covered my eyes trying to show him.
TJ walked over and hugged me, resting his head on mine as I rested mine on his chest.

Suddenly Rory came running in.
"Mommy, Daddy? Why you crying?" He asked confused. "Did I do somefin' wrong?"
"No, Rory, that's not it."I sniffed. "We sometime cry when we're happy too."
Rory was really ow confused.
"Why happy?"
"Well why not, we have a beautiful home, I've married a your father and best of all, we've got you!" I pointed all out.

Rory smiled before running off.

…

Rory became five and life was happy as dandy.

I still am haunted by nightmares of all the miscarriages I've had.
"Spinelli, what's wrong?" TJ asked.

"I'm still haunted by those moments of the last two years." I shock.

TJ knew when I mentioned that what I meant. "I know how you feel."
So I wasn't the only one. "Why didn't you say?"

"I didn't want to bring up the memories or anything." TJ quietly said.
I sat up on the bed and leaned down to kiss him, using my hand to pet his face.

"We need a holiday." TJ sighed. "Just us like a second honeymoon."
I smiled. "Where to?"
"California is the place for me."
I smiled too at all the beaches and fun we'd have at night.

"I'd love to go, do we have the money?"
"We should, we've saved up a lot so..."
"I agree." I sighed. "And Rory?"
"He can stay with one of our parents."
"I can't wait.

…

I kissed Rory good bye before hitting the road with TJ.
It took days before we reached California.

"Let's go!" TJ smiled.

On the beach, I wore a black string bikini. The bottom half was tied at the sides in bows and if that went out, the knickers were gone. The top half was tied at the front in the middle.

It was rather plain than some fancy ones but yet when I wore it, it seemed like I turned it into something hot!

TJ's POV

Just watching her sun bathe on the beach looked awesome. She had a lot of guys lining up for her but I shooed them off. I was so bored and sick of watching her lying down doing nothing. We came to have fun so, without another thought, I lifted her.
"TJ? Hey!" She shouted before being more confused when I threw her over one shoulder.
"TJ, what are you doing?"
"What I should have done when I got here." I chuckled.
I stepped into the water and got in till it became real deep.
"TJ? No! TJ, no, please I beg you. TJ no, no, no, no..."Spinelli started to struggle.
I chuckled before throwing her into the water.

Spinelli came out, drenched.
"It's on!" She laughed starting to splash me with water as I did back. Yes, we were a little old but we were in love and that's all that counted.

…

Spinelli wore a cute mini red dress and I, jeans and a t-shirt and the two of us hit the restaurants.

Once we ate we laughed and joked to each other back to our hotel room.

After a laugh, Spinelli sighed and looked up at the stars.

"They're a lot prettier than back home."
"Yeah,"
"They're so big and the easy to see. Also the sky is really clear." Spinelli smiled.

I looked at her lit up face as she stared at the sky and I noticed the stars were reflected in her longing eyes, making them twinkle beautifully.
"You're my star." I smiled.
Spinelli turned to me a little dazed before smiling.
"And you mine."
I then pressed my lips on hers, rubbing her neck as she rubbed my face.

We then parted for gasps and touched each other on the noses and forehead before staring into each others eyes.
"Should we go?" I asked.
"Let's."

Spinelli's POV

We went home and I went straight to the window to look at the stars. I should really draw that.

In the moonlight I got my pastels and art pad before softly sketching the night sky.

"Beautiful!" I heard TJ whisper in my ear.
"Thanks."
"No, not the picture, that's pretty but you, you're beautiful."
I jerked up and set the art pad and pastels down silently and looked up at TJ.

The moonlight beamed on both of us.

"Just how I found you in my room all those years ago." TJ smiled down at me.
I blushed before smiling too.

We then kissed but this time I could pull away I wanted more.
TJ lifted me up and lay me on the bed before slowly taking the dress off.

…

"Mommy!" Rory shouted running out of the house as we came out of the car.

"Rory, my boy, how's you?" I smiled running to him swinging him round and round while he was in my arms.

"Heya Rory!" TJ smiled rubbing Rory's hair which Rory got from TJ.

"Daddy, where you go?" Rory asked.
"Away to have some fun." I smiled.
"Did mommy get me a present?"

"O, I'm sorry Rory..." I pouted.

Rory's little face went down. It's eyes became puppy and his mouth started to quiver.

"Just kidding!" I smiled bring out a present for him.

"Yay!" He cheered.

We then went home.

TJ's POV

It was nice to be back. It was the end of April.

"TJ!" Spinelli screamed.

"Spinelli, what's wrong?" I yelled running to the bathroom.

Spinelli turned to me, smiling.

"I'm pregnant."
Dear God, if you can hear me, please, please may she not lose this one!
Spinelli smiled at me.