Chapter 13: Creepy Sesshomaru

Rin starred at me as I consciously looked in shock. Nothing, I mean nothing can get this feeling away from me. I can't believe it…it's everything that I'd imagine it would be. So why do I feel bad than? Shouldn't I be happy? I kissed the man I loved…but maybe it was because of that look in his eyes…after the fact.

He was sad, maybe even terrified. Sure a huge massive demon, searching to destroy the world couldn't scare him at all. But having one little kiss with a girl does? What kind of man is he? I don't understand why he's so upset.

He hasn't talked at all. And it's even less than before. I mean not a single word escaped his lips…He's been like that for the past 3 hours. Trust me, walking around with that is as much enjoyment as starring at a leaf for days on in. It's horrible! And the worst part is knowing that it's your fault that he is like that.

Hey why the hell should I be upset? It's not like I purposely tripped on the log. I didn't mean to fall onto him like that. But than again…it's not like I tried to stop it either…

"…Y-Y-Yune?" Rin asked me as I turned to her but still had those thoughts running through my head.

"…Yes?" I asked her

"…What it wrong? You have had the same expression for 3 hours…"

"…Oh…I-It's nothing Rin."

"IN fact Lord Sesshomaru's been just as quite…is something wrong? What happened?"

"Nothing Rin!"

She was taken a bit back at my raised tone. I didn't mean to yell, but I didn't want to speak…I didn't want her to know my secret. As much as I trusted her, I couldn't…I just couldn't…

"I-I'm sorry Rin." I told her in a softer voice

"That's alright I knew you didn't mean it Yune." She told me as she looked straight ahead.

She let out a sigh and she sat down. I gave her a confused look as I saw Ah-Un and Jaken do the same. I looked ahead and than saw why they began to relax. Inuyasha's group was ahead, he was going to fight Inuyasha like usual. I smirked and sat beside Rin.

We turned to Sesshomaru and gasped when we saw him walk past Inuyasha. Inuyasha gave him a weird look as well. He was ready to fight, but Sesshomaru was somewhere else…And I knew exactly where he was.

"Lord Sesshomaru?" Rin asked as Sesshomaru turned to her.

His eyes didn't find her, but they found me. Now what happened next was like an epic stare down. I could hear the old school western music playing in the background, I saw an imaginary tumbleweed moving with the wind on the ground. Get ready Yune, for the worst showdown of your life.

Now his eyes were focused on me but I still couldn't tell what he was feeling. Was he angry? Happy? Upset? Like come on…Give me a hint. At least do a charade or something. Maybe a little smirk or frown. Does he expect me to automatically know everything that goes on in his head? Ha, yeah right. I'm a demon, not a physic.

His eyes widened as I let out a sigh. How am I supposed to deal with this? What does he want from me? And no, I'm not going to sing Adam Lambert, it just ain't happening. But seriously, what does he want? Does he want me to hug him, fight him? It's so damn confusing! I hate this love thing, it gives me a headache.

"Okay, seriously! I can't take this anymore." I said as he stood there dumbfounded.

3 hours of silence, waiting for signs and a whole lot of anger equals pissed off girl. If he can pull of this shit, than I should be able to do something too. Perhaps he doesn't understand that when you don't say anything after a kiss, that the girl will most likely try to kill you. And trust me that's the last thing any guy wants.

"What is it huh? 3 god damn hours of not a single damn word? What is it with you! I can't tell what your thinking! SO tell me Sesshomaru! What is it that you want from me? Do you want me to run away? Do you want me to be there what the hell do you want from me?" I yelled as Sesshomaru gritted his teeth.

I could tell that I annoyed him every now and than but right now, I think he doesn't care about silence. He's just as pissed about this as I am. For once, I realized that I knew what he was feeling. I could feel the tension in the air and everyone was confused. But to them it was a little show, it's better than a hard core fight anyways.

"Well? Are you just going to continue to stay silent? Because, that's obliviously gotten you very far." I sarcastically said as I see his anger begin to boil even more

"Oh what? What are you going to do to me? It's not like you have a voice box! Or ears! You don't listen, you don't speak! How the hell am I supposed to know what you want god damn it?" I began

"Well I don't want anything more from you!" He yelled back as everyone gasped of him being out of character.

"So what! Do you want me to leave? Because I will!"

"That would be fine with me! All you bring is trouble!"

"Oh so now I'm trouble!"

"Of course! What did you think you are? A good companion? Like there's going to be a day when that happens!"

"…I am an amazing companion!"

"Sure at being captured and falling over things all the times."

"Sue me! I'm clumsy, it happens! You think I meant to fall over that branch!"

"Sure looked like it to me! Falling over damn branches, bumping into people!"

"That was not my fault! How can you be so damn dumb! I thought you were smart!"

The group of people stood there dumbfounded at the anger filled people screaming at each other. Not only was Sesshomaru actually speaking his mind but I knew exactly why he was pissed. In my own way, the group knew this, that I was trying to get him over it. That I was trying to make him himself again.

"What the hell is going on?" Inuyasha asked Rin who had gone over there to get away from the fight.

"I have no idea. All I know is that Lord Sesshomaru and Yune have been out of it for 3 hours. Master Jaken do you know anything?" Rin asked as Jaken looked down.

"No." Jaken replied as Kagome giggled.

"I know." Kagome said as Sango went up beside her

"Is it that something happened if they were alone?" Sango whispered as Kagome giggled and nodded

"Maybe." Sango replied

"Were they alone at any point of time?" Kagome asked Rin

"Um…Perhaps…" Rin said

"Look what do you want me to say!" I asked as Sesshomaru angrily gritted his teeth.

"I told you I want nothing more from you!" Sesshomaru said as my fangs grew and I knew my eyes changed color

"So what? Want me to go to and leave you alone!" I screamed as tears built up into her eyes

"…Yes I would!"

"Fine! I'll go! I'll leave you alone you…jerk!"

I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. Tears streamed down my cheeks. My own anger hadn't made me cry…but his anger did. He was so hurt that we kissed…Maybe it was for the better that I left…Maybe it's for the better…Yet again, I'll be on my own…

"I didn't mean to kiss you!" I yelled as his eyes widened and everyone else gasped.

"…I…" Sesshomaru muttered as I starred down at the ground.

"You've said enough…You've made it very clear what it is you want. Well you can live an entire life of solitude! I didn't mean…" I yelled as his eyes drifted towards the ground.

"To fall in love…with you…" I muttered to myself so only I could hear it.

Without another word I turned around having my back turned to everyone. I started to run into the forest. The wind pushing my hair back, making the tears cold. As much as my heart wanted to stop running, I couldn't…I couldn't. For once, my mind had won the battle. I left them all in that place…I'm alone…