A/N Sorry for not updating sooner but the document uploader wasn't working on my computer for some reason :/
Also I have been through my final two weeks of school and have officially finished High School! And I won an award for Child Development Class and Star Pupil Award! :D Should update a lot more now. However Please still Review my story because I did not recieve 10 reviews for the last chapter and I decided that it was ok once xxx
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Chapter 5 – Remember Remember

Tony, Gibbs and McGee arrived at Bethesda at 17.00 and swiftly made their way to Ziva's room. There was very little conversation passed between them as no one could think of anything to say, however all three agents were glad that there wasn't any tension.

"Do you think she'll be okay Boss?" Tony couldn't help his need for reassurance

"Besides recovering from being stabbed and raped, oh yeah, I bet she's peachy DiNozzo" Gibbs' voice was dripping with sarcasm and it hurt Tony a little.

"I know Boss, but I mean in the long run, do you think she'll be okay?" His voice a small near inaudible whisper

"Yeah I think she's gonna be okay eventually, plus she was never given permission to die" Gibbs gave a small chuckle at his own words hoping to get a smile from his Senior Field Agent

"Never thought she'd die Boss" Tony's voice was louder now as he spoke

McGee decided to add a little input

"Me neither, I mean come on she's Ziva"

"I'm sure she'll be fine, she's got us to help her"

"Right boss"

"Now lets get moving"

The three continued making there way to Ziva's Room.

Ziva's Room

Ziva was running down the street outside her apartment building when she noticed a black SUV parked at the end of the street that was not usually there, Ziva wondered what the car was doing there and tried to think of reasons why it may have been there

'Maybe the owner is visiting someone here, yes that must be the reason' Ziva concluded and carried on past the car and headed on her usual route.

She reached the park and had an uneasy feeling inside, throughout the run she had had a feeling of being watched yet when she had checked her surroundings there wasn't anything unusual around and nothing out of place.

The feeling got worse when she had entered the park, and now Ziva's anxiety levels were rocketing as the feeling of being watched was not going away and she could not see anyone around, hell there wasn't anyone else in the park to Ziva's knowledge.

She carried on her run and stopped by some nearby trees and decided re-check for any other person in the park, she was about to turn around and check behind her when she caught a flash of movement, felt the crash of something collided into her skull and then she blacked out.

When she woke up Ziva's hands were tied to a tree and her vision was having troubled clearing up. She tugged on the ropes that bound her attempting to free at least one of her hands but had no luck.

A harsh chuckle came from above her

"How amusing, you seem to believe that you can get out of this. You can't and won't Miss David"

At hearing her name Ziva's head snapped upwards, despite the pain that was pulsing through her. She was sure she'd heard that voice before

"Yes, I know who you are, I know who you work for and I know who your daughter is"

'Zaria?' Ziva began to panic at the mention of her daughter 'Please let her be safe'

As if reading her thoughts the man spoke

"Do not worry I have not harmed her nor will I, I have no interest in your child, just you." He was calm when he spoke this which caused Ziva more fear.

"But enough about that, you need to pay for what you did!" His voice laced with hatred and rage towards Ziva

What was he talking about?

Before Ziva had time to react the man had brought his fist down across her cheek causing her to see spots in her vision, she did not however make a noise.

The man carried on delivering blow after blow to Ziva, beating her face and kicking her body.

Pretty soon Ziva was gasping for breath while trying to stay awake.

Her entire being ached and throbbed with the pain of the hits, she just wanted it to be over.

After a few minutes the blows stopped and she prayed that he would end her beating, the man had other ideas.

He knelt down beside Ziva with a smirk on his face and pulled out a knife.

Ziva's eyes immediately locked on the blade and watched it as he moved it down slowly and slipped it under her slightly bloody shirt. In one fluid movement he tore the shirt in two.

Ziva knew what was coming after he had tore her shirt and tears came to her eyes as she knew that after she was dead NCIS would be called and her team informed about what had happened. Would they think her weak for not being able to fight off her attacker? And what about Zaria?

'Please don't let her know everything, please let her be taken somewhere safe'

Ziva delved deep in to her own mind throughout the rape, trying to block out what was happening, but it only worked so far. Not everything could be escaped nor blocked out.

After it was over she saw him grab the knife and she watched him with weary eyes as he plunged the blade into her beaten body, again and again. Three times she felt the fire it caused, three times she felt the piercing cold metal force it's way through her abdomen. Three times she felt relief.

Ziva woke up from her sleep desperately looking around her making sure she was not in the park. She looked down and noticed all the wires connected to her and she lightly guided her fingers across her body to feel the stitches from the surgery.

"You okay Ziver?" Gibbs, McGee and Tony were stood in the doorway watching her curiously.

"Yes Gibbs, I, it was, I just had a night horse yes?" She was too scared to tell them she had remembered what happened, she didn't want to seem weak.

"It's nightmare Zee-vah" Tony smiled as he corrected her trying to put a smile on her face as well

"Ziver tell me the truth I know your lying"

"I, I remembered what happened Gibbs" Silent sobs were shaking her voice and body as she spoke

"Tell me Ziva. I can help you" He walked towards her and carefully took her hand in his to offer reassurance.

"You already know what happened but I can tell you that I have met him before, he looked so familiar but I could not place him."

"Would you be able to do a sketch with Abby?" Gibbs still spoke softly to Ziva

"Yes I think so" Ziva looked down, ashamed that the team had to find her attacker because she could not fight back.

"Ziver you have nothing to be ashamed of, we all love you no matter what happened, and so does Zaria"

A smile played at the corners of Ziva's mouth at the mention of her daughter.

"Where is she Gibbs?"

"With Abby, now get to sleep and focus on getting yourself better, that's all you need to be concerned about right now"

As soon as the command left his mouth Ziva was already drifting of into sleep, completely worn out from their conversation.

As Gibbs left with McGee, Tony made his way to Ziva and placed a quick, gentle kiss on her forehead before leaving. Both McGee and Gibbs watched this.

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