Chapter 7- Mixed Feelings
Junior never thought his best friend would blow up like that to him. Only if he deserved it, which he didn't. "If someone should be yelled at like that, it should be Matt. He's the one that went out with my ex first. He knew I still loved her. I don't deserve that from him," he thought.
"What are we going to do?" Kris asked Junior.
"What do you mean?" Junior questioned.
"Well. Matt blew up like a bomb. That's not how I imagined people taking the news. If that was bad, we haven't even told your dad yet. Now I can't stay anywhere."
"What are you talking about? You can stay with me." Junior suggested.
"Oh yea. Just wait until your father catches us. Do you really think he wants us to get married? He's not just gonna welcome me with open arms."
"I don't care what my father thinks. What is your problem? I thought you were happy with me. I guess I was wrong!" Junior and Kris were in a heated argument.
"I am happy with you. I'm looking forward to marrying you, believe it or not," Kris defended.
"Then why do you always care about what other people say and think. Why can't you just forget about that stuff and be happy?" Junior asked.
"Because, I don't know how to be happy! I always screw it all up when I find happiness. Maybe it has something to do with growing up with a drug addicted mother who never cared. My father, never around. I only had my brother." Kris was on the verge of tears.
"We're almost one in the same. I had no mother to care. My father wasn't around enough. I only had Dani. The only real difference is I grew up with more money."
There was a silence between the two now. Neither were mad enough to scream. The two calmed in the silence.
Kris was the first to break the silence. "I'm just tired of disappointing people. That's why I care what people think of me."
"You shouldn't. You could never disappoint me. Never. Kris, I love you and always will."
"I love you, too." Kris wrapped her arms around Junior ad tightly embraced him. Junior returned the gesture and hugged her back. Just then, Kris's eyes poured tears down her face.
"Shh. It's okay." Junior reassured a crying Kris.
"No, Junior, it's not. I let you down and everyone else."
"Hey, you could never let me down. Are you still going to marry me? Or do you have mixed feelings now?'
"I will never not marry you. I love you to much to let you go over a stupid argument. I can't wait to walk down the isle with you at the end."
Hearing those words made Junior smile and Junior smiling made Kris smile.
I am So sorry to take so long to update. For any of you that actually read my fanfic, thank you for keeping interest.(If you are interested) This is an extremely short chapter, I know. The upcoming ones are longer. Once again, so sorry. There was a lot going on, didn't feel like typing it, and just lost interest. But I'm back for now and it will eventually be complete.