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Recap- Bella woke up in a hospital bed not knowing who she was let alone who anyone else is. She found the meadow that her and Edward use to go to and is laying in the middle soaking up the sun when someone unexpected shows up.
He moved very cautiously with his hands out in front of him, holding them out as if he was surrendering something.
"I'm not going to hurt you."
"Who are you?" Did I already know him? He was looking at me like he was in pain and he wasn't breathing.
"Bella don't you remember me?"
I got to my feet as fast as I could and looked at him with my mouth hanging open. It looked like his skin was reflecting a rainbow. He was so beautiful. As the shock finally sunk down a little I finally spit out the words.
"How do you know my name?"
"I've only been gone 3 months and you already forgot about me and what you promised me."
"How could I forget something I never said? I don't even know who you are."
"Its me love, Edward."
I would have never forgotten this beautiful face. Maybe he was mistaking me for someone else. Its like my mind was trying to force me to remember but it was blank. I couldn't help but stare at him in confusion. The emptiness in my eyes must have shown his deepest fears.
"Edward?"
"How could you loose me already Bella? How could your heart move on so fast? I know its what I asked you to do but you must remember."
The only thing I knew to do was cry and crying I did a lot. I was use to it just flowing out of me like the rain that poured down all the time. As I started to cry the boy Edward came flying at me so fast I couldn't believe my eyes. What was he? Did I fall asleep laying in the sun in my meadow?
"Shh… Bella don't cry, I'm here now."
I shuddered at his touch and he backed away slowly. Why was he so cold? I knew nothing about this boy, so why was he trying to comfort me?
EPOV
I was still in udder agony leaving Bella behind. I wanted to go back and take her in my arms and tell her I loved her and everything I said was a lie. But would that be the best thing for her? Would it be the best thing for me? If I had a heart then it would be telling me yes, but since I don't I just sat there on a rock watching Emmett hunt. When he was done with his bear he came to me and sat down.
"What's going on Edward? Still thinking about Bella?"
"I am always thing about Bella."
"Well remember it was your choice to leave. I didn't want to go and you know no one else wanted to leave either."
"Can you stop reminding me of what I already know! It was the best thing for her, for everyone."
"I cant see why you just don't change her. It would make everything that much easier."
A sudden growl lifted from my chest and I was on my feet in a split second. I ran as fast as I could not wanting to hear Emmet's thoughts anymore. He yelled loudly "I'm just trying to help you out Edward, running from your past isn't going to solve your problems or drown out the memories. Come back and hunt."
But I just couldn't go back. I couldn't face the truth of what he was saying. I was running from the memories of her perfect heart shaped face. Her beautiful lips and her eyes that shot through me every time I thought about her. Before I knew it I was halfway back to Washington. Why was I coming here? What would I say to her? It didn't matter to me anymore, I needed Bella like the Rain needed clouds.
I stopped only a few feet from her house. It was very bright outside and I couldn't expose myself like this in the sunlight. I listened to every thought on the street and ran as quickly as I could through the yard climbing the house and into her bedroom window. It was unlocked of course like it always was and has been ever since the first day I came through it. I didn't hear anyone in the house or smell anyone. I went to the front window to see if I could see her truck. It was gone! Where could she be? I never stopped to think that she had moved on with her life. When my mind started racing I heard the front door open and slam shut.
"Bella?"
I heard Charlie's thoughts as if they were my own.
Now where could that girl go? Every time I leave the house on Saturday its like she ups and leaves. Ahh here it is the note she always leaves me. 'Charlie went on a hike, don't worry be back before sundown, I love you. Bella.'
So that's where she went, hiking. Hmm…I wonder where she would hike too. The first place that came to my mind was the meadow I took her to not that long ago. I jumped out of the window and ran as fast as I could. I knew this forest like the back of my hand so it didn't take to long to search for that scent I've been dying to smell again. I stopped dead in my tracks and watched her laying in our meadow. Our perfect little world where we would escape the realities of what I was, a Vampire. Her eyes were closed and it looked like she was frustrated, trying to remember a memory that escaped her mind. I just wanted to go up to her and kiss her tenderly and tell her I would never leave again, but my body froze where I stood. She sat up and looked in the direction where I was. Now I had to move to tell her I was sorry. There is no use anymore, I procrastinated long enough. As I stepped through the dark forest I heard her gasp.
'I'm not going to hurt you." I said. Of course she knew I wasn't going to hurt her, why would I say a thing like that.
"Who are you?"
Could this really be true? Did she already forget about me? About our love, our secret to the world?
"Bella don't you remember me?" I watched her as if she was playing a cruel joke. But this isn't Bella, she wouldn't do this. I wanted to ask her so many questions but before I couldn't speak she asked me,
"How do you know my name?"
"I've only been gone 3 months and you already forgot about me and what you promised me."
"How could I forget something I never said? I don't even know who you are."
"Its me love, Edward."
"Edward?"
"How could you loose me already Bella? How could your heart move on so fast? I know its what I asked you to do but you must remember." Her face was blank and then she started to cry. The only thing I knew to do was take her in my arms and hold her and comfort her. But when my skinned touch her she shuddered. I backed away slowly to give her some room. Now this has gone to far, she would have to remember who I was. I finally spoke…
"Are you alright Bella?"
"Its just so hard to put your face in my past, it just doesn't make any sense."
"Why cant you remember my face? It hasn't been that long ago since I held you in my arms every night.'
"You see I don't remember anything from my past. I was in a coma for a few months and all my memories are gone from me."
I stopped breathing. What was she telling me? I left her and the first thing she did was get hurt and be put in a COMA!! I knew something like this happened, even after she promised me I knew it but just didn't want to face the facts.