I just wanted to thank all of you who are reading this story. I'm doing the best that I can to show you the enter workings of my mind. I do not own Twilight. Or anything associated with it. That honor is Stephenie Meyer's. Please Review and let me know how I'm doing. I would really appreciate it. J
EPOV
I couldn't help myself anymore, seeing her bite her lip did the unexpected to my body. I was pressing her hot lips against my cold. She didn't seemed frightened, so I kept moving my tongue down her neck on her collarbone. Kissing every inch I could possibly see. Her heart pounded and never stopped. She moaned into my ear whispering my name.
"Edward."
"Bella, I love you"
She wrapped her legs around my waist and I dove in for another kiss.
"OH EDWARD."
I stopped what I was doing and looked into her eyes. For the first time since I saw her in the meadow, they were alive. She started to cry uncontrollably and put her arms around my neck.
"How could I ever forget you? You are my one and only Love."
If I could cry I would have. She remembered. It hit her out of no where.
"Do you remember me now?"
"When you kissed me, I felt it. I felt your love. I remember your love. I remember everything. Why are you back here?"
This is a memory I didn't want her to remember. I didn't want to have to explain my reasons.
"I needed to feel you, to see you."
"I thought you didn't love me anymore. You said you didn't. Oh Edward it hurt so bad, I can feel the pain in my heart. Why would you do that to me? I was lost for so long without you. I would hear you in my head when I did dangerous things, and that made me want to do even more dangerous things. When I was on the motorcycle I heard you telling me to stop. Begging with me to turn around and go back to Charlie. But you broke your promise to me and I wanted to do the same thing. I wanted to be unsafe for once. I thought I was going crazy, and Jacob was the only one there for me. How could you leave me here by myself?"
I let her yell at me for a long time. I didn't want to hear the pain I caused her but it was only fare. I thought this was the best thing for her but I was wrong to believe that she could ever forget about me, and to stop loving me. When she was finally done with her questions and her story I said…
"Bella I lied. I had to tell you that so you would forget me. Forget about everything. I never stopped loving you."
Her reaction to those words were something I will never forget. She kissed me passionately and quite forcefully just as I had done to her. Her hands were moving up and down my chest, starting to unbutton my shirt. A growl from my chest ripped through my mouth.
"Edward, make love to me."
"I cant, I cant do that to you."
"You said you would do anything for me and this is what I want. I want to make sure I'm not dreaming."
I couldn't deny her of what she wanted. I slowly took of her shirt, kissing here all over her breast. She was breathing very fast and very hard. I looked at her one last time just to be sure this is what she wanted, and then before I knew it we were interrupted with a screeching fingernail down her window.
I know I left you with a cliff hanger but that's what keeps you on your toes!! I will update ASAP. Maybe tomorrow. I have a lot more writing to do.