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BPOV

I woke up in Edwards bed. Standing over me were all the ones that broke my heart.

Carlisle walked over to me and asked…

"How are you feeling Bella? Does your head hurt?"

"No I'm fine."

"You don't look fine Bells, you look like someone threw you against a wall" Alice said.

"I really don't remember what happened. How did I get here? Where is Victoria?"

"I'm so sorry love, she got away."

"WHAT!!! How could you let her get away? She was right in front of you Edward."

"Well she was about to attack you again and I ripped her arm off and then she ran away into the woods and I didn't think it was right to leave you by yourself with your head bleeding everywhere."

When he told me that my right arm flung to my head to feel the knot and stitches. I hit it in the exact same place where I hit it before. Surprisingly this time I didn't loose all of my memory. After convincing everyone that I was really okay I just wanted to be a lone with Edward so we could talk about everything that happened and the reason why I had to leave Charlie all alone.

"Edward?"

"Yes?"

"Could you please explain to me why you changed your mind and came back for me? I know you said you couldn't be without me but it doesn't change anything. I am still Bella the breakable and your still…well you."

"For the past few months I have been nothing but depressed and unhappy. When I left you Bella my whole world came crumbling down. I wanted to turn around and run back to you but the reason why I left was to protect you from me. To protect you from my world. I walked around feeling nothing, seeing nothing. My family didn't even want to be around me because I made them all sad just by looking at me. It got to the point where Jasper and Alice left for a little while because Jasper couldn't control his emotions when my emotions were black. I told Alice not to look into your future because I told her that you were going to be fine. I had to know that you were going to be fine. That you were going to grow old and have babies and be happy without me. That you could forget about me and just learn to love someone else. When I told you that I didn't love you, I didn't expect you to believe me. I thought I would have to convince you for hours. How could you believe that Bella? Couldn't you see that I would have given up my existence for you? I would have given up everything for you."

Of course with him saying all of this I just started to cry. Poor little weak Bella. What else was I suppose to do? Believe him? Forget about Jacob and Charlie and Renee and my whole life because he comes running back into mine? I was so confused and then when I looked up to see Edward his eyes said it all.

"Edward, how could you think that I would be able to stop loving you after everything we have been through? When I told you that if you left me I would die, well I wasn't lying. I died. I was a zombie, and have been a zombie for the last few months. Jacob was the only reason why I was a little bit whole. He kept me sane. Before my crash he was all I had and but I didn't want him to comfort me. I wanted you. I needed you and YOU LEFT ME in PAIN."

"I am so sorry Bella, well you ever forgive me?"

"I don't know if I can, I'm not strong enough for you to leave me again. If you left me again I wouldn't survive. I wouldn't be able to live anymore. I would die."

"That's never going to happen. I wont leave you again. I promise."

"You promised me before and you broke that promise. They don't mean anything to me anymore." "Bella, do you want me to leave again so you can move on with your life? Is that what you really want?"

"I don't know what I want. I need to see Jake."

"NO! You are not allowed to hang out with a werewolf. Especially one that's brand new."

"Werewolf?"

"Oh umm…yeah about that, your friend Jacob well he is a werewolf."

"How would you know that?"

"He smells just like one."

"I need Jake right now Edward. I have to talk to him. To ask him to tell me the truth. I have to know."

"I want to come with you."

"No, I'm doing this on my own. I've been on my own for 3 months now and doing just fine, I don't need your protection."

"If you haven't forgotten love, you were in a Coma and forgot who I was so how is that doing fine by yourself?"

"IT WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU WOULNDT HAVE LEFT ME!"

Now I started to get angry. Cant he see? Is he fucking blind? All he needs to do is back off right now and let me go see my friend. The friend that has been there for me, and held me and the friend I've fallen in love with.

"Edward you don't understand. Since you've been gone. Its not just you that I love now I also love Jake."

EPOV

Oh no, I knew that this would happen. This is what I wanted to happen. But oh no. I was speechless. She was speechless. I looked into her beautiful eyes and grabbed her face. Bella's gasped.

"I will be here waiting once you decided what your heart wants."

When I told her that she grabbed the back of my neck and leaned in to kiss me. She started to pant really hard and then she fainted.