Sorry for the late update I've been really busy with school work and just realized how long its been since I've reviewed. I own nothing but Grace and her babies and Johnny.

"How could you possibly think something was happening between Remus and I?" I yelled as Sirius looked down at the floor and Remus stood awkwardly to the left of us in the doorway to the dinning room.

Sirius ran a hand through his hair and said "How do I know nothing has ever happened between you two? I was in prison for twelve years!"

I grabbed a book off of the shelf next to the fire place and threw it at him "Because I love you, and I would never keep something like this from you! If Remus and I had ever had a sexual relationship I wouldn't want to tell you but I would!"

Remus nodded in reassurment "Padfoot I would never do that to you; she's your girl, and that kiss all those years ago was a one time thing."

Sirius didn't look reassured as his eyes moved from Remus to me. I huffed in anger and walked from the room.

"Where are you going?" Sirius yelled as I walked into the living room.

I didn't answer; my throat felt like it was on fire and tears threatened to spill out of my eyes. I had finally come to the conclusion that Sirius Black was never going to grow up and start trusting me. I had to face the fact that it just wasn't going to happen.

"Gracie what's going on?" Lily asked as I picked up Orion and Rose.

I threw a look toward the door and snapped "Ask Black," then I walked out into the hall toward the front door.

"Grace where are you going," Sirius yelled running over to block the door.

"Dada," Rose yelled reaching for him as I tried to stop the tears from falling.

"I'm going home Sirius; I can't handle this anymore." I whispered as I watched Remus put a hand on James's shoulder as he looked at Sirius with so much anger I was afraid the father of my children was going to burst into flames.

Sirius shook his head and reached for Rose "You can't take my children out of this house."

I moved Rose and Orion away from him and hissed "Watch me Black; I can't stand you walking around here thinking I'm cheating on you. I have wasted my whole life loving you Sirius; I could be married now with children around Harry and Johnny's age, but instead, I stayed single in hope that one day you would be freed from prison."

Sirius put a hand on my cheek "I'm sorry Gracie,"

I cried out in disbelief "You're always sorry aren't you Sirius? You were sorry to all your girlfriends at Hogwarts when they caught you making out with another girl. You were sorry when you gave your best friend, and my brother, to Voldemort. And you are sorry every time you call me a liar, I will not have my children growing up with a father who doesn't trust their mother. I am sorry Sirius, but I never want to see you again."

I didn't have to push very hard on him to get him to move so I could leave. I walked out into the cold night air and to the park across the street.

I closed my eyes and apparated to Scarlett cottage. I quickly got the twins into the cottage and into the nursery.

"I know you want daddy, but please go to sleep." I whispered running a hand through Orion's hair as he let out yet another cry; waking Rose in the process. "Orion look what you did," I groaned as I picked Rose up from her crib and carried the twins into my room.

"DADA," Orion yelled balling his tiny hands into little fist.

I sat the twins down on my bed and collapsed beside them "You can see daddy in the morning, please go to sleep for mommy."

Three hours and two hundred bubbles later Rose and Orion finally settled down and were sound asleep.

They loved their father; but did their father love their mother? Sure Sirius had said that he loved me but he had said that to so many girls before me that ended up with their hearts broken. I was the lucky one though; I was the girl that was going to tame the ladies man Sirius Black, but maybe I was no good at that then the other girls who had tried to do the same thing.

I closed my eyes and a memory that I had long forgotten filled my head.

It was a cold December afternoon and I had walked to Hogsmead with my friends to get the rest of my Christmas shopping done. We had just walked into the Three Broomsticks when the door opened once more sending a wind of cold air into my back. A shiver ran through my body just as my friend Lisa blushed red and quickly walked away to our regular table.

I turned around and came face to face with Sirius, James, and Remus. "Must you always make Lisa blush and run away Sirius?"

The black haired nineteen year old laughed and gave me a doggish grin. "It's not my fault that I'm so handsome that all guys are jealous and all the ladies want me."

Remus and James snorted as they walked away to find a table. Sirius and I watched them walk away then Sirius grabbed my hand and pulled me outside.

"I have missed you," he whispered pressing a kiss onto my lips.

I kissed him back just as a girl in a pink mini skirt and revealing shirt with a leather jacket walked up to us.

"Hello Sirius," she purred as she pressed herself into my boyfriend

Sirius cleared his throat and shoved her away "Sarah please, I'm dating Gracie now." The blond haired girl looked at me with hatred.

"You're dating her; what does she have that i don't?" Sarah snarled

I looked her over and said "I have more clothes on, and I know how to keep me legs clothed." My mouth had opened before I thought over what I was going to say. But the moment the angry look appeared on Sarah's face I was glad I hadn't thought it over.

Sarah ran a hand down Sirius's chest and whispered "If you ever want a real woman give me a call."

I watched her walk away then turned to find Sirius looking apologetically at me. "Lets go inside Siri,"

"Grace please don't be angry, I didn't know that she was going to be here."

I grabbed his hand and pulled him back into the pub "It's fine Sirius, I know you'd never cheat on me."

He nodded and kissed me again "Just as I know you would never cheat on me."

Oh Sirius, where was that trust now? I wandered as I off the lamp next to my bed and tried to get some sleep.

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