In the previous chapter

Allen blushed more and more. He clutched Kanda's coat and looked at him, "You can stop saying my name now," Allen said trying to sound angry, but ended up sounding nervous. He didn't know he would be this embarrassed.

Kanda's smirk grew wider and he took Allen's gloved hand and kissed it gently, making the Moyashi shiver and blush redder if it was even possible. "Allen…"

Lost (chapter 3) Yullen

Kanda was enjoying every action the little boy would make every time he would tease him. The bean sprout would blush every time he would call his name. And when Kanda kissed Allen's hand, he twitched unexpectedly. Kanda was laughing loudly in his mind. He never thought that Moyashi can be this cute. His face was flushed, a dark shade of pink looked perfect on his white skin, and also, Allen was surprisingly sensitive and jumpy- which made him even cuter. He was clutching Kanda's coat with his right hand while his other hand was held by Kanda. His big eyes were looking at his right hand, never looking at Kanda directly. Kanda was enjoying the view so much he can't avert his eyes from Moyashi.

Getting the feeling of being watched, Allen looked up at Kanda unsurely. "Kanda," he whispered, bowing his head again out of embarrassment.

Damn! Why am I so weak at a time like this? Why am I letting Kanda do this to me? Does this amuse me? Allen, you should fight Kanda, fight Kanda! Fight him!

Allen clutched Kanda's coat tighter with his thought. How can he fight Kanda when he, himself, was enjoying the Japanese man's closeness to him? He was enjoying how his heart beats abnormally. He was enjoying the way Kanda looks at him and how the taller man holds his hand. In short, he was enjoying the moment so much, his revenge doesn't matter anymore.

But they can't stay like that forever. Unfortunately for Allen, Kanda just woke up from his fantasies after hearing his name. He firmed his grip on Allen's hand and started walking (holding hands but not romantic, Kanda was just dragging Allen). Allen, on the other hand, was upset. Kanda just ruined the romantic moment they were in. He frowned furiously.

And here I was, acting like a perfect uke for you. Baka Kanda! Baka Kanda! Baka Kanda! Baka Kanda!

"BaKanda!" Allen shouted at the top of his lungs.

Kanda took one last step before he stopped walking. He turned around to look at Moyashi, "What?" he asked.

"How could you ruin such a moment?" Allen asked frankly.

Kanda just looked at him innocently. What moment is he talking about? Kanda didn't want to prolong the conversation anymore. He wanted to go back to the dining room so he could eat breakfast (Kanda missed it because of Allen). "Tch, Moyashi, you're weird. Here is your room," he said.

Allen looked at Kanda angrily. He had just chosen the romantic moment with Kanda over his revenge. But Kanda ruined it. What's wrong with him? "You're the weird one and I told you, the name is Allen!" He shouted.

Kanda smirked, "I know, but you got embarrassed when I said your name, Allen," he teased.

Allen blushed. Only his name was said in a sexy tone. He saw Kanda smirked again. This made him angrier than ever. "I'll totally get my revenge, baKanda!" Allen said as he strongly opened the door. He walked in but when he was about to close the door, he saw Kanda walking away.

"Oi, Kanda, where do you think you're going?" Allen asked stopping Kanda from leaving.

"Out of here," Kanda answered coldly.

Allen frowned at this. He grabbed Kanda's hand and dragged him. He pushed Kanda inside his room before closing his door, locking it.

"Oi, Moyashi, what the hell are you doing?" Kanda asked irritated.

Allen leaned his back to the door, gave Kanda his usual smile and said, "I'm gonna get my revenge, Kanda, we'll play poker."

"Tch," Kanda walked to the door (where Allen is, of course) and took a hold at the doorknob. He knew the Moyashi wouldn't let him go unless he would play poker with him. So he decided to leave by force.

Allen, on the other hand, was smiling, enjoying the feeling of the Japanese man's body in front of him. His back was leaning forcefully to the door so Kanda wouldn't be able to open it.

"Oi, Moyashi, let me out," Kanda said as he pulled the door forcefully.

"No," Allen said pushing Kanda, "play with me."

"No," Kanda replied bluntly, still trying to open the door.

"Play with me," Allen demanded, still pushing Kanda, leaning his back with more force to the door.

"No."

"Play with me."

"No."

"Play with me!" Allen shouted pushing Kanda with all his might.

Kanda didn't expect that Allen would push him that hard so he fell on the floor with Allen. He was lying on the floor while Allen was on top of him. Allen was surprised at what happened. He didn't expect that they would fall and on top of that, he was lying on Kanda. (And here goes Allen again) Allen was too distracted by this; he forgot that he needed to get up. Instead, he rested his head on Kanda's chest, closing his eyes as he does it, feeling every beat of Kanda's heart.

Kanda blushed unexpectedly because of this. He didn't know what to do. Should he push Allen away? No. That would be so uncool. Or that is what he wanted to believe. He was actually enjoying this. Moyashi, so close to him, was really, really relaxing. But this isn't like him at all. So… What should he do?

"Moyashi…" Kanda breathed, not knowing what to do.

Allen opened his eyes wide; he completely forgot his revenge again. He wouldn't choose this romantic moment again over his revenge because of what Kanda did earlier. He sat up on Kanda's lap, straddling him, "Play with me," he said as he looked down at Kanda.

Kanda sat up also, holding Allen's arm with his right hand while the other rested on Allen's waist. "No," he replied not even giving a second thought.

Allen grabbed Kanda's coat, drawing Kanda's face closer to his. Still straddling Kanda's lap, he looked at Kanda furiously, "Play. With. Me." He demanded.

"No," Kanda replied quickly. He was being stubborn because he was truly enjoying this. Allen is just too close to him.

In contrast, the Moyashi isn't enjoying this at all. How can he make Kanda play with him? He frowned as he thought of some plan. He didn't take long thinking, as soon as he thought of something, a smile was formed on his lips. He bowed his head first before looking back at Kanda, now with his puppy eyes.

Kanda looked at him questioningly. Moyashi just changed his attitude.

"Please, play with me, Kanda," Allen said with pleading eyes.

Kanda knew what Allen is doing. He changed his strategy. Before, he was forceful but now, he's acting like a hopeless kid. "That won't work, Moyashi," Kanda said coldly, looking directly at Allen's eyes. His eyes were telling the bean sprout that his new plan won't work.

But Allen wouldn't give up so easily. He looked at Kanda's eyes also, with his puppy eyes, of course. They stared at each other for long. No one's blinking, they just stared at each other, waiting for someone to give up (for Kanda only, I guess, Allen still had something up his sleeves). Until tears started to form in Allen's eyes but they never fall.

"That… still won't work, Moyashi," Kanda said unsurely.

With the said statement, Allen's tears fell. He tightened his grip on Kanda's coat, "K-Kanda…" he whispered.

Kanda looked at him wide eyed. Bean sprout really is crying. "Oi, Moyashi?" that was all Kanda could say at the moment.

"Play with me… Play with me… Kanda," Allen said between sobs. (Allen's expert at this, remember his Master Cross?)

Kanda frowned. Moyashi is just acting. I shall not fall for this. "I told you, Moyashi, that won't work," Kanda insisted trying to resist Allen's pleadings.

Allen bowed his head, still clutching Kanda's coat, "B-But, he breathed, more tears flowed on his cheeks.

Kanda sat on Allen's bed irritated. He couldn't believe that worked. And now he's sitting in front of Moyashi, facing each other. Moyashi had his evil smile on his lips and a deck of cards was held by his hands.

Damn Moyashi! Damn Moyashi! That thought never left Kanda's mind.

"Kanda, let's start," Allen said, evil smile not leaving his lips.

"What is this revenge for?" Kanda questioned not wanting to start the game.

"You made fun of me yesterday. Helping me find my room was not your intention. You just teased me yesterday. You like teasing me. Bullying me amuses you," Allen almost shouted.

Kanda's heart broke again with the said words. So when I helped him, he thought I was bullying him? But when it's Lavi…

"Shall we start now?" Allen asked interrupting Kanda from his thoughts, "I'm gonna get you naked," he continued not thinking of what he was saying.

Hn, Allen hates me this much. Kanda looked at Moyashi's eyes then looked away quickly, irritation was overflowing his emotions… or rather jealousy. "Tch," was his reply to Allen.

"I'll take that as a yes, Kanda," he said with a smile, unaware of how Kanda feels. Allen started dealing the cards, "the game won't be over unless one of us is completely naked," he said.

Game start

First winner – Allen

Kanda took off his coat.

Second winner- Allen

Kanda gave up his Mugen. (Kanda has second thoughts of giving though)

Third winner- Allen

Kanda took off his shirt irritated, revealing his well-built abs. "Damn it, Moyashi, are you cheating?" Kanda cursed. He didn't like playing this game but he's not that dumb to loose consecutively.

Allen's evil smile turned back to angel one. "I'm not," Allen lied with the perfect smile of his, looking at Kanda. Allen blushed unexpectedly. He had just realized that Kanda's already half-naked. And of course Kanda looked so sexy or should he say, Kanda IS sexy.

"Oi, Moyashi," Kanda called, pissed was obvious in his tone.

"Yes?" Allen gulped. Kanda is just too sexy for him.

Kanda noticed Allen staring at him, "Tch, deal the cards now," he said annoyed.

Allen slapped his face repeatedly. Wake up, Allen, Wake up. He woke himself up. He started dealing again.

Fourth winner- Allen

Kanda took off his boots.

Fifth winner- Allen

Kanda untied his hair. He gave up his tie.

Allen watched as the strands of Kanda's hair touched his shoulders. The scene was so sexy, his lips unconsciously parted. Kanda noticed it and a smirk was formed on his lips (which Allen didn't see because he's subconsciously admiring the beauty in front of him). But of course, Kanda didn't forget the fact that Allen and Lavi are lovers. He frowned a little knowing that this will be over soon.

"Oi, Moyashi, I'll deal the cards. You're cheating," Kanda said.

Allen looked away from Kanda's body. Just wake up already. Don't let him distract you. "The name is Allen and I'm not cheating," Allen said as he gave Kanda the cards. Their hands touched each other.

"Nnn…" Allen gasped at the contact. He blushed. He looked at Kanda to see if he had heard Allen. Thank God, Kanda didn't hear me.

But Kanda heard it. He just ignored it or else, it would be hard for him to restrain himself from attacking Allen (in a perverted way). Instead, he started dealing the cards.

Sixth winner- Allen

"See? I told you, I'm not cheating," Allen smiled, the evil one.

"Tch" was Kanda's reply as he started unbuckling his belt. He knows that the Moyashi is cheating; he just didn't know how Allen does it. He put away his belt, then, he started dealing again.

Seventh winner- Allen

"Tch," annoyance was obvious on Kanda's face. He stood up and unbuttoned his pants. He let it slid off revealing his black boxers.

Allen blushed at the sight and became nervous. He couldn't look at Kanda anymore. He's too dazzling for Allen.

Ignoring the Bean sprout reaction, Kanda proceeded.

Eighth winner- Kanda

"Eeehhh?" Allen couldn't believe it. Kanda just won which means he lost.

Kanda smirked. He won… just when he was about to lose hope. "Loosing your control, Moyashi?"

"No," Allen answered. He took off his coat. Kanda is distracting me. My heartbeat won't slow down.

Ninth winner- Kanda

Allen took off his vest.

Tenth winner- Kanda

Allen gave his ribbon.

Eleventh winner- Kanda

Allen gave his glove.

Twelfth winner- Kanda

Allen gave his belt.

Thirteenth winner- Kanda

Allen took off his boots.

Fourteenth winner- Kanda

"Kanda, are you cheating?" Allen asked unbuttoning his shirt.

"Tch, I'm not like you, Moyashi," Kanda replied. Kanda knew one thing, Allen isn't good at poker, he's good at cheating.

Allen glared at Kanda. How did he know I'm cheating? When Allen reached the third button of his shirt, he realized that his trick would be revealed. So he stood up and unbuttoned his pants. He let his pants slid off.

Kanda looked at Allen. His white shirt was half-open and only his white boxer was on his bottom. It was perfect, white hair, white shirt and white boxers were perfectly matching his white skin.

Allen sat on his bed. He looked at Kanda who was currently looking at him. Kanda's looking at me… he's looking at me. His heart beat so fast. "K-Kanda," Allen blushed again.

Kanda was brought back from his daydreams because of Allen's voice. Allen was blushing; embarrassed from the way Kanda was looking at him.

Allen looked really seductive for Kanda, weird thoughts started running in his mind. If only he had no self-control, he would attack the poor Moyashi now.

"I'm sorry," Kanda apologized. What he said was really out of character but the Moyashi was obviously feeling uncomfortable so he just had to comfort him.

Allen took a deep breath and smiled at Kanda. He was still feeling really, really nervous.

Kanda deal the cards again.

Fifteenth winner- Kanda

Allen was loosing and he wouldn't accept that. He's getting his revenge and why was he loosing? He unbuttoned his shirt completely. When he was about to remove it, he realized something. If he removed it, it would be truly over for him. But he wouldn't remove his boxer for it would obviously reveal his thing. Allen panicked.

"Oi, Moyashi, take it off now, the next time I deal, this will be over," Kanda said.

Allen hated it. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to lose. He didn't want to be humiliated in front of Kanda. So he took all of Kanda's things.

Kanda was confused at what Allen was doing. "Oi, what the hell are you doing?" Kanda asked.

Allen grabbed Kanda's wrist and dragged him to the door. He opened it and pushed Kanda out as he gave his things.

"What are you doing? The game isn't over yet, Moyashi," Kanda said calmly, trying to stop Allen from closing the door.

"No! Go away!" Allen shouted trying to close his door.

"Tch," Kanda threw his things inside Allen's room and pushed Allen out of the way. Allen fell on the floor. Kanda walked in and locked the door behind him. He looked at Allen who was currently trying to stand up. His butt hurts. Kanda reached Allen's hand and pulled him up.

"Ouch!" Allen cried out because he was pulled up carelessly. He glared at Kanda then pushed him away.

"I thought you wanted revenge?" Kanda said.

"I did! But I was loosing," Allen pouted.

Kanda placed his hand below Allen's chin making Allen look directly at him, "but you said the game won't be over unless one is completely naked."

Allen's heart beat fast. Kanda was being stubborn. He pushed Kanda away, bowing his head, "B-But if I lose, then my revenge…" Allen paused. He looked up at Kanda.

Kanda was walking closer to him. Every step Kanda made, Allen would take step backwards until he bumped to the wall behind him. Kanda placed his hands on either side of Allen's head, imprisoning him like what he did before.

"What?" Allen asked looking up at Kanda. He was so nervous. Kanda's too close to him and on top of that, they're almost naked.

"So, you're like this, Moyashi? When things don't go the way you want it, you run away?" he moved his head closer to Allen's. "Tch, pathetic," he teased.

I'm not running away. I'm moving forward… But maybe, Kanda's right. I'm pathetic. I'm coward. Allen bowed his head lightly, hurt at what Kanda just said.

Kanda moved his right hand to touch Allen's chin. Allen looked up only to see Kanda smirking. Allen's frown of pain changed to frown of anger. Kanda's making fun of me again. "I hate you, Kanda," he whispered but it was enough for the older man to hear.

Kanda's heart hurt at the statement. "I know," he replied painfully as he removed the strands of hair that covered Allen's face.

Allen looked at Kanda; pain was obvious on his face. "No, you don't know," he moved his hands and wrapped it to Kanda's neck, pulling him in a kiss. The kiss didn't last longer than fifteen seconds. Allen looked to see Kanda's face. He was stilled by the kiss. "Kanda," Allen called waking Kanda up.

Kanda looked at Allen, confused. "What was that for, Moyashi?" Kanda sounded annoyed.

Allen was surprised. Why did he do that? He didn't know. Kanda is mad at me. He surely is mad at me… Oh my… Allen pushed Kanda away. He attempted to run but before he could even pass Kanda, the Japanese man grabbed Allen's shoulders with both hands and slammed the poor Moyashi to the door, hardly.

"Ouch!" Allen gasped.

"Your fault, Moyashi," Kanda said, pinning Allen's both hands above his head with his left hand. He moved his right hand to Allen's chin making the little boy look up, "Now tell me why you kissed me."

Allen smiled, "Why would I tell you?" he asked.

Kanda smirked, "you just don't get the situation you're in, Moyashi," Kanda moved his right hand from Allen's chin to Allen's hands, helping his left hand. Kanda tightened his grip on Allen's hands. Tell me, Moyashi, did you kiss me because you love me or because you just want me to fall for you more and in the end, you'll leave me broken. Did you kiss me because you hate me that much? "Now, tell me," he demanded.

"BaKanda, what are you doing?" Allen panicked.

"Tell me," he said tightening his grip more.

"Oi, Kanda! I-It hurts… Stop it," Allen said. It felt like his bones and innocence would break.

Kanda wasn't stopping and if this goes on, Allen's hands would really break, "Ok! I'll tell you! Now let go already!" Allen shouted.

But Kanda didn't let go of his hands. It seemed like Kanda was daydreaming.

Tell me, Moyashi, do you truly hate me?

"K-Kanda? You're gonna break me! Kanda!" Allen screamed.

I want to hear it from you. Because Allen, I won't accept it unless you say it looking directly in my eyes.

"Kanda…" Allen whispered, tears started to fall from his eyes. He wouldn't activate his innocence because it would cut Kanda's hand. "Kanda… I'm gonna break… Kanda…" Allen called.

But Allen, even if you hate me, I'd still love you. You're my only Moyashi, after all.

"Kanda, I love you!" Allen shouted looking directly in Kanda's eyes. "I love you so much…" he whispered bowing his head, still trembling from the pain his hands are feeling, tears never stopped falling, "I love you that's why I kissed you… So please…" Allen said between sobs.

Kanda was brought back to reality. Did Allen just tell him he loves Kanda? Kanda removed his hands from Allen's. He looked at the poor Moyashi.

Allen wiped his tears away like a kid, using both hands even though their still aching. When done, he looked up at Kanda angrily, "Are you happy now? Do you really like bullying me that much?" Allen pushed Kanda to his bed. Kanda laid there. He sat on top of Kanda, straddling him, "I'll still get my revenge, Kanda!" Stop bullying me, Kanda. Can't you just love me? "I'm gonna rape you!" Allen shouted angrily, though a tear fell down from his eyes.

Next chapter

Allen will rape Kanda?

Me: No Allen, you're definitely the uke.