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They both drifted to sleep, knowing that a painful tomorrow awaits them.

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Allen panted heavily as Kanda licked his neck for one last time.

"K-Kanda," Allen moaned.

Kanda removed the strands of Allen's hair that covered his face. "Allen," he said before slowly entering the bean sprout.

Allen closed his eyes and cling to Kanda's arm as he felt the big intruder entering him. "Kanda… huge… hurts… it hurts…" he panted once Kanda was fully inside him.

"That's because you're so tight," he commented as he kissed Allen lightly on the lips, then penetrated the little boy hardly.

Allen opened his eyes widely as he felt the pain. He gripped Kanda's arms tightly. "Ah! Kanda… let me… nnn… adjust first…" he said between pants, tears fell down from his eyes subconsciously.

"It's okay, Moyashi," Kanda licked the tears that fell from the bean sprout's eyes and continued penetrating him.

"Moyashi," Kanda called.

"Ngh… Kanda…" Allen moaned.

"Moyashi, fucking wake up!" Kanda shouted as he slapped Allen really hard.

"What the hell was that for?" Allen yelled back as he opened his eyes. He saw Kanda on top of him, staring at him.

"What the fuck were you murmuring about and why in the world are you crying?" he asked irritated. Allen was crying and murmuring words he could not understand in his sleep. And he just woke the hell out of Kanda.

Allen, in contrast, just stared at Kanda with confusion. Kanda's wearing clothes and I… am also wearing clothes… we're both dressed properly so… he and I… the sex… his thing… not true… we aren't making love… just… dream… I was just dreaming… it was just a dream… the sex… Kanda… just a dream… dream… I… have a dirty mind? Blood rushed up to his face. He just dreamed of something he never thought he would (though he had some fantasies like that).

"Moyashi, are you sick?" Kanda asked, touching Allen's forehead.

"No…" Allen removed Kanda's hand from his forehead because Kanda's touch brings shivers to him. He looked at Kanda who was currently staring at him with puzzlement. "I…I…" I can't say I dreamed about having sex with him. "I… Good morning!" Allen greeted nervously.

"Tch, Moyashi, you're really weird," he said, giving Allen a small smile.

"The name is Allen, baKanda," Allen corrected.

Kanda got up from bed, grabbed his coat and wore it. "Anyone would have mistaken you as a bean sprout, Moyashi," he said as he buttoned his coat.

Allen got pissed because of what the Japanese man said. He walked to Kanda and grabbed his coat, drawing Kanda closer to him. He looked at Kanda furiously. "Repeat your words, baKanda," he commanded.

Kanda just looked at Allen, smirking. "Why would I?" he asked.

"Just do it, baka," Allen demanded. He wanted to beat the hell out of Kanda now.

Kanda wrapped his right arm around Allen's waist, feeling the slim waist of Allen, while his left hand touched the bean sprout's cheek. "Don't make me repeat my words, Moyashi, or I'll be rough on you," he teased.

Flashbacks of yesterday and his dream about Kanda being rough on him ran in Allen's mind. "That, I didn't say anything like that," he denied.

Kanda smirked at Allen's reaction. He hadn't said anything about Allen saying those but the Moyashi is being defensive already. "Being defensive, Moyashi? I did not say you said that, did I?" he stated.

Allen blushed out of embarrassment. Kanda is right, after all. "I… I… My name is Allen, baKanda," he said looking away, still clutching Kanda's coat.

Kanda lifted his chin up making the bean sprout look at him. "Good morning, Moyashi," he greeted first before kissing the white-haired boy passionately.

"I'm… I'm hungry," Allen said, blushing, when they're done kissing.

"Always," Kanda replied.

FF

Kanda and Allen entered the dining room together. Everyone looked at them, surprised at what they're seeing: Allen and Kanda aren't fighting.

"Good morning, Jerry-san~!" Allen greeted with a smile. "I want-"

Kanda pushed Allen aside, interrupting the Moyashi. "Moyashi wants a mountain of bean sprouts, the usual soba for me," he said.

"Yeah, a mountain of bean sprouts for me, please, thank you Kan- ehhh?" Allen paused when he realized what Kanda just ordered for him. He looked at Kanda angrily. "What the hell, Kanda?" he shouted.

Kanda took the soba that Jerry cooked for him, completely ignoring the little boy.

With this, Allen got angrier than ever. He shoved away the soba that Kanda was holding (which obviously fell on the floor) and grabbed the Japanese man's coat. "I DON'T EAT BEAN SPROUT!" he yelled at Kanda.

Kanda gave Allen a smirk. "Really? I thought it was your favorite food 'coz you're cosplaying it everyday," he insulted.

The people in the same room distanced themselves away from the two. They realized they're wrong when they thought that Allen and Kanda became friends.

Allen and Kanda glared at each other fiercely, a line of electricity connecting their foreheads was visible.

"Hmp," Allen looked away from Kanda. "And I thought you're gonna be sweet to me," he whispered and pouted cutely.

Kanda smiled at Allen's reaction. Do I look like one hell of romantic man for him? He took the hands that were clutching his coat off of him and turned to Jerry. "Another soba for me," he said

Kanda took his soba once Jerry was done cooking and looked for an empty seat, leaving the Moyashi behind. He found one and sat on it. He started eating his soba.

Allen, on the other hand, just looked at the Japanese man, irritated. "Hmp," he turned to face Jerry. He changed his mood fast and smiled happily. "Jerry-san~! I want omelet, szechuan tofu, rice, eggplant, two servings of chicken curry, a meat pie and 5 pears. Also, baked yam and egg flour soup, mustard fried rice, a lamb steak and large chips. Oh! And some jambalaya and some dumplings please~" he ordered gladly.

"Here you go, Allen-kun," Jerry said once he was done cooking every food Allen ordered.

"Thank you, Jerry-san!" Allen said as he took all his food excitedly.

"Anytime, Allen-kun," he said with his eyes shaped like hearts.

Allen had a hard time walking because of the food he ordered. When he reached Kanda's seat, he placed all his food on the table. "Bastard," he said as he sat beside Kanda.

"Moyashi, don't sit beside me, idiot," Kanda said, looking at Allen, irritated. Allen's food almost filled the table and it looked crowded and he hated it.

Allen frowned at the said words. "Well, because there are no more seats available," he answered.

Kanda was about to talk back when Leverier approached them. "Good morning, Allen Walker… or should I say 14th?" he greeted.

Allen was stunned for a moment. He felt a little nervous, his heart skipped a beat.

Kanda saw this and held Allen's hand (which was under the table). "Moyashi," he called Allen in a whisper.

Allen regained his consciousness. I shouldn't be afraid. I'm not the 14th. I'm not a Noah. I'm an exorcist… I'm Allen. He looked at Kanda and smiled at him, then turned to look at Leverier. "Seeing your face doesn't make any of my mornings good," he said, "What do you want?"

Leverier gave Allen his usual smile (which looked like a wicked smile for everyone). "Nothing, just be ready for your interrogation later, have a good meal, 14th," he said then walked away but tripped unexpectedly. He was lying on his stomach.

Everyone in the same room had a hard time stopping themselves from laughing. In contrast, Allen didn't even bother holding in his laugh, in fact, he laughed loudly that it echoed in the room.

Kanda, on the other hand, just looked down on Leverier. "My Mugen dropped on its own," he lied as he picked his Mugen up. He watched as Leverier got up. "Also, Mugen has its own sense of justice," he added smirking.

Leverier didn't talk back. He just glared at the Japanese man before walking away. Of course he knows how merciless Kanda is.

Allen was so happy because of what Kanda did. "Thank you, Kanda," he said.

"Hn," Kanda ignored Allen and continued eating.

FF

They walked in the hallways of HQ. Kanda was leading Allen and Allen was walking behind him. They're silent at the moment.

He could feel the irritation that was radiating in Allen's body. Allen is mad because of what he did in the cafeteria. The Moyashi kept complaining about him being so cold to the little boy. The bean sprout wanted Kanda to be sweet to him, to be romantic towards him but Kanda just wouldn't do it.

"Oi, Moyashi," Kanda called turning his head to see Allen, still walking.

"Hmp," Allen looked away from Kanda. He really is mad.

Kanda tch-ed then grabbed Allen's wrist. He dragged Allen in an empty room/place/area where no one would see them.

"What the hell, baKanda? This isn't the interrogation room," Allen said when Kanda stopped walking.

"What the fuck is your problem, Moyashi?" Kanda asked pushing Allen to the wall behind him.

"I told you already! The problem is you!" Allen answered irritated. "I told you, I want you to be sweet to me! I want you to be romantic towards me!" he shouted at Kanda, making sure that the taller man heard every single word he said.

Kanda smirked at Allen. "Do you really think I'd do something as weird as that? Why don't you just go to Lavi instead?" he asked in sarcasm.

Allen was taken aback at the said words. "Those aren't weird! And why the hell did you bring Lavi up? Are you jealous?" he asked frankly.

Kanda looked at Allen fiercely. The bean sprout just said the right thing. "Tch, you irritate me, Moyashi," he stated.

Allen was hurt because of what Kanda said. Now that he thinks about it, Kanda hadn't said a thing about loving him since that day up to now. And there he was, telling Kanda he's jealous. "If you're irritated, then go to your Lenalee. Since she's way better than me! I'm just a bean sprout for you, anyway!" he shouted pushing Kanda out of the way. He walked away quickly. Tears started to form in his eyes. Baka Kanda. Always hurting me like this.Allen thought as he wiped his tears away.

"Moyashi," Kanda called grabbing Allen's right hand stopping him from walking. He looked at Allen and was surprised when he saw tears. "You're… crying," he said.

"Of course! Do you think I'm numb to not feel a thing?" Allen asked angrily.

"Tch," Kanda removed the strands of hair that covered Allen's face before kissing the little boy's tears away.

"K-Kanda? What are you doing?" Allen asked in surprise.

Kanda ignored the question and continued kissing Allen's face. As he does this, he pushed Allen lightly on the wall. As soon as the tears were gone, he hugged Allen tightly.

"What are you doing?" Allen repeated his question.

Baka Moyashi. Kanda frowned because of the question. Isn't it obvious? "Being romantic to you, idiot" he answered.

Allen smiled. "You know Kanda, adding idiot to your words doesn't make anything romantic, moron," Allen informed. "Tell me you love me," he demanded out of the blue.

Kanda pulled away. "Who the hell would say such things?" he almost shouted.

"Just say it," Allen demanded strongly.

Silence. There was a long moment of silence. Allen looked at Kanda, frowning. "Just say it, you idiot!" he yelled.

"Who would?" Kanda retorted.

Allen frowned painfully at Kanda. "You… y-you don't?" he asked in a whisper, bowing his head lightly.

He's hurt. Kanda lifted Allen's chin up, making the little boy look at him directly. Tears form behind Allen eyes but he does not cry. "You should have told me earlier. I-"

"I love you," Kanda stated fast, looking directly in Allen's eyes.

Tears in Allen's eyes vanished quickly. He stared at Kanda with his eyes fully opened. "R-Really?" he asked still surprised.

Kanda looked away from Allen. A light shade of pink was visible on his cheeks. "You sure change your mood fast, Moyashi," he commented, still blushing.Why did I say that really?

"I love you too," Allen said jumping happily to Kanda, hugging him tightly. Kanda smiled at Allen's reaction, he hugged Allen back. "I really do," he said seriously, smiling.

"Tch, cut the shit, Moyashi," Kanda replied. The bean sprout just kept saying embarrassing words to him.

"Let's go now, Kanda. Leverier will scold me again, for sure," Allen said.

FF

They stopped in front of the interrogation room's door.

"Moyashi, I'll leave as soon as this shit starts," Kanda said. He didn't want to see his Moyashi in pain. He knows how sadistic the central is.

"Can you stop calling me Moyashi? And fine," he said unsurely.

Kanda smiled and kissed Allen lightly on the lips. He patted Moyashi's cheek before opening the door. The room isn't normal like the interrogation rooms we know. It has chains in it, handcuffs and so many others.

"You sure took your time eating, Allen Walker," Leverier said looking at the two exorcists. "Shall we start now?" he asked.

"Yes," Allen answered bravely.

Kanda was about to leave when Leverier stopped him. "Where are you going, Mr. Yuu Kanda?" he asked.

"Out," he replied quickly.

"You'll have to stay here. We'll have you use your innocence in interrogating the 14th, we'll have to use your innocence to wake Neah," he said.

Allen was stunned at the said words. Kanda has to hurt him.

"Why would I waste my time doing that?" he asked.

"Well, it seems that you're the only one who's capable of doing it. Since your innocence is a sword, you can choose where to stab your opponent, just like what you will do to Allen later," he explained.

"What makes you think I'll do your orders?" he asked. He really doesn't want to hurt Allen.

Leverier gave Kanda a smirk. "If you don't want to, we'll just use Lavi's or Lenalee's innocence. Though, we can't guarantee Allen's life. We can't assure he'll survive," he looked at Allen, and then looked back to Kanda. "You have to do it. You MUST do it, Mr. Yuu Kanda."


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