In the previous chapter
Leverier gave Kanda a smirk. "If you don't want to, we'll just use Lavi's or Lenalee's innocence. Though, we can't guarantee Allen's life. We can't assure he'll survive," he looked at Allen, and then looked back to Kanda. "You have to do it. You MUST do it, Mr. Yuu Kanda."
Lost (chapter 6) Yullen
Kanda gave Leverier a smirk. "Hn, that's not my problem. Kill the bean sprout if you like. I don't care," he said as he walked out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
Leverier frowned angrily at the said words. He looked at Allen who was currently stilled at the moment. "Allen Walker, we can't interrogate you unless the swordsman agrees. We can't afford to lose an exorcist and a Noah at the same time," he told Allen. "Talk to Mr. Yuu Kanda and tell him to agree. You can go now," he continued. You're just lucky today Mr. Walker.
Allen ran out of the door quickly but sadly. He ran fast to his room (luckily, he didn't get lost) and looked for Timcanpy. "Timcanpy? Where are you? Tim—TIMCANPY!" he almost shouted when he found Tim. He hugged Tim tightly like there's no tomorrow. "Timcanpy… you know what? I'm supposed to be interrogated today… but it was postponed because Kanda didn't want to do it," he started his story. "He was supposed to be the tool in interrogating me but he refused to do it. He didn't want to do it not because he loves me…" he lifted Tim up and looked at him with sad eyes. "He didn't want to do it because he doesn't care… he doesn't care if die… and here I was… so happy he told me he loves me…" he whispered painfully. He straightened his legs (still sitting) and placed Tim on it.
"Timcanpy… you know, Mana told me to always move forward… but every time I try to… before I know it… I'm already lost…" tears started to form in his eyes. "Tim… I'm lost in their lies… Mana first and now, it's Kanda," Allen cried silently. "Tim, how can I move forward when I can't even make a single step," he smiled painfully at Tim. "How can I move forward when I know that I'll always be lost… lost in darkness…I'm really scared," he cried bowing his head lightly.
Tim flew to Allen and wiped his owner's tears away with his body, comforting him. "T-Tim?" Allen said wiping his tears. He reached for Tim and hugged him, "Thank you."
Lavi walked in the halls of HQ. Today is just too boring for him. He can't find Allen and Yuu is in a bad mood. Lenalee is protected by his brother and Mari is way too serious for him. Chaoji is boring and Krory always talks about Eliade. Bookman will just tell him to read books-which is boring also. Miranda is clumsy and would always say sorry. His scientists friends are busy so where can he go now?
Lavi let out a sigh knowing that he doesn't have anyone to talk to. Just when he was about to lose hope, he found a white-haired guy. "Moyashi!" Lavi shouted happily hugging the little boy from the back.
The little boy was surprised and pushed Lavi away. He ran away fast leaving the Rabbit behind.
"Eh? Moyashi?" he whispered in confusion. Weird.
"Moyashi," Kanda called as he knocked on the door of Allen's room.
When Allen didn't open the door, he took a hold at the doorknob and twisted it lightly. The door opened and he walked inside. He saw the bean sprout sitting on his bed, sleeping and hugging Tim. He walked near to him and touched Allen's face. It's wet. It's obvious that the little boy cried.
"Tch, you're already on your bed yet you still slept sitting, idiot Bean sprout," he whispered as he laid Allen on bed.
Tim flew to Kanda and rested on the Japanese man's shoulder then bit him.
"What the hell?" he shouted shoving Tim away.
Allen opened his eyes, hearing the loud voice of the Samurai. "Kanda…" he whispered with half-lidded eyes. "I was sleeping, you know…" he said rolling over, burying his face on the pillow, bringing the blanket up to his shoulders.
Kanda looked at Allen. "Moyashi," he said stealing the blanket from Allen and throwing it on the floor.
"I'm Allen, baKanda," he corrected, turning to looked at Kanda.
Kanda lifted Allen and placed him on his lap, making the bean sprout straddle him. Allen rested his head on Kanda's shoulder, hugging him. He was still feeling sleepy. "Why did you cry?" Kanda asked all of a sudden.
Allen was shocked at the question but ignored it anyway. "Nnn…" he groaned hugging Kanda tighter, feeling Kanda's body heat.
"I'm asking you, Moyashi," Kanda said.
Allen gave up, knowing that Kanda wouldn't let him go back to sleep anymore. He looked up at the Samurai. "I love you, Kanda," he said before kissing Kanda passionately.
Why are you asking me? You don't even care.
Kanda kissed back and wrapped his arms around Allen's slim waist.
Neh… Kanda? Are you using me for pleasure?
Their lips parted and Allen looked at Kanda with half-lidded eyes, face flushed.
Use me… I'll be okay… just don't leave me.
Allen hugged Kanda tightly.
Don't you leave me.
Lavi heard his stomach growled loudly. He was walking for almost 2 hours, looking for something to do. He let out another sigh as he walked to the dining room.
"Jerry-san, one curry please," he ordered lazily.
"Here you go, Lavi-kun," Jerry said with a smile as he gave Lavi his food.
"Arigatou," he thanked him.
Lavi searched for a table and was surprised when he saw the Bean sprout. "Allen-chan!" he shouted running to the boy.
The shounen looked at him fearfully. He ran away quickly again, leaving his food and Lavi behind. Weird.
"I love you so much," Allen whispered to Kanda.
Kanda pulled away from Allen's hug and looked at him. He lifted Allen's chin up and looked at him directly in the eyes. "What's wrong, Moyashi?" he asked. He could see uncertainty in Allen's eyes.
"My name is Allen, baKanda," he said looking away from Kanda.
"Moyashi," Kanda called deeply, telling Allen to look back at him- which the bean sprout did. "I'm asking you, seriously," he stated.
"Nothing, really, I pro—," Allen paused when the Japanese man frowned at him fiercely; his eyes are telling the Moyashi not to lie. "K-Kanda… I-," he clutched Kanda's coat shaking. "Just don't…" he closed his eyes tightly, "don't leave me…Kanda…I'm… scared… promised me you won't Kanda," he demanded pleadingly, bowing his head.
Idiot bean sprout… Don't be afraid.
Kanda pushed Allen to bed and kissed him passionately.
It's alright… I am here… by your side, Allen.
Allen who was surprised at the action, reached for Kanda's hair. He took a hold of it and clung to him. His eyes were closed tightly but tears were falling from it. Promise me, Kanda… I want to hear it, please.
"Allen," Kanda stopped kissing the bean sprout as soon as he felt Allen's tears fall. He kissed Allen's eye once, "Never will, Allen, never will I leave you," he said looking at Allen, knowing that the bean sprout wouldn't stop this drama unless he'll say it. "Promise," he promised sincerely.
Allen smiled at this. "Never break a promise, Yuu," he said.
Kanda was about to kiss Allen again when he heard a loud growl. He looked at Allen's stomach then to the face. He smiled first before kissing Allen again.
"K-Kanda, I'm hungry," Allen said resisting Kanda's kisses.
Kanda moved his lips to Allen's ear, letting the Moyashi feel his hot breath. "Don't worry. I'm hungry, too. We'll just have to eat each other," he whispered seductively.
Blood rushed up to Allen's cheeks. Kanda just said dirty words to him, "Idiot Kanda! Pervert—ah!" he moaned when Kanda licked his ear. "B-Baka… I'm not a soba…" Allen whispered breathing heavily when Kanda started sucking his neck.
"Then, can you make bean sprout my favorite food?" Kanda asked sexily. His hands started caressing the bean sprout's body.
"I-Idiot! Are you telling me that I'm a bean sprout? And what about me?" Allen asked panting heavily. Kanda had removed his shirt and was now kissing Allen's stomach.
Kanda moved to face Allen and looked at him in the eyes. "I'll fill you up, Moyashi. I'll let you eat me," he said with his sexy voice then proceeded kissing the bean sprout's stomach again.
Allen blushed darkly because of what he was feeling and hearing. "I'm not a cannibal, idiot," he said clutching Kanda's hair.
Allen's stomach growled again but Kanda didn't care. He continued kissing, licking, sucking and biting his new favorite food—bean sprout.
"BaKanda… I'm really hungry…" Allen stated ready to cry. He really is hungry and he's willing to cry just so he could eat a meal. His stomach growled again, louder this time. "Uwaahhh! Kanda! Waahhh!" Allen cried when Kanda bit his nipple.
"M-Moyashi? Did it hurt?" Kanda asked worriedly. After all, he did bite Allen hardly. Allen continued crying (his cry doesn't sound sad, it actually sounds hilarious) loudly. "Oi, Moyashi," Kanda called cupping Allen's cheek. "Stop crying."
"Uwaahhh!" Allen cried cutely. He reached for Kanda. They sat on bed and Allen straddled Kanda, still crying.
"Moyashi, I won't bite you again. Stop crying now," Kanda said rubbing the back of Allen's head gently.
Allen buried his face on Kanda's chest, clutching his coat cutely. "That's not it, I'm hungry but you won't let me eat. You're so mean," he said cutely (he's serious though).
Damn Moyashi, choosing food over me.
"Fine, we'll go," Kanda said pushing the bean sprout away from him strongly. He got up and walked to the door. He walked out and the Moyashi followed him as well. He was just four steps away from Allen's door when he stopped. He turned to look at Allen who was currently trying to wear his shirt. "Moyashi," he called angrily.
Allen looked at Kanda who was walking to him. He was dragged by Kanda back to his room. "What?" he asked looking at the Samurai once inside. The Samurai was looking at him intensely, like he had done something he shouldn't have.
"Dress yourself properly before you go out, idiot bean sprout," Kanda said.
"The name is Allen, baKanda and you could have at least waited for me before you g-," Allen paused and blushed at the same time when he had processed what Kanda just said. Kanda is being conservative to him?
"Tch, don't let anyone see you like that, idiot," Kanda said throwing Allen's coat to him.
"Y-Yes," Allen agreed not knowing whether he would smile or blush or be shocked at the moment. But there is only one thing he can conclude: Kanda is possessive.
FF
Kanda and Allen entered the room together.
"Kanda, try mitarashi dango, it's my favorite food," Allen suggested jumping in front of Kanda cheerfully.
"No fucking way, Moyashi," Kanda said with disgust.
"Hmp. BaKanda," Allen pouted cutely.
They ordered their food and searched for a seat.
"Lavi!" Allen called loudly.
Lavi turned to look at who called him. He saw Allen and Kanda.
"Yuu!" Lavi called jumping to Kanda, looking at him with such dazzling eyes, ignoring the bean sprout.
Kanda looked at him with irritation. "Don't call me that, rabbit," he said.
"Moyashi-kun is running away from me!" Lavi told Kanda loudly but sadly.
Kanda looked at him with confusion. He was ready to ask a question but before he could even utter a word, the Moyashi already interrupted him.
"Meee?" Allen asked looking at Lavi with his big eyes, shocked.
"Yes, Moyashi-chan," Lavi answered looking back at Allen."Why aren't you running now?" he asked seriously.
"Why would I?" Allen asked back, placing his food on the table since it's too heavy.
Kanda sat and started eating his tempura, ignoring the two. Allen and Lavi sat also, wanting Kanda to join their conversation.
"Yuu, Moyashi really did ignore me!" Lavi said wanting Kanda to at least give a comment on what he was saying.
But Kanda ignored the rabbit, frowning angrily as he continued eating.
"Yuu!" Lavi called trying to catch attention from his best friend.
"When was it?" Kanda asked finally, expecting that the rabbit would shut his mouth once he gave a word.
"Two hours ago, he ran away from me, and a while ago, he was eating here then ran away again when I called him," Lavi answered seriously.
"But I wash ishleeping that time," Allen said with his mouth full.
"Baka Moyashi, don't speak when your mouth is full," Kanda said.
"The name is Allen, baKanda," Allen said standing up. He just finished eating his food. "Excuse me, I'll just get some desserts," he said walking away.
"But really, Yuu, I saw Allen, he was wearing a light blue shirt with long sleeves and shorts," Lavi whispered to Kanda loudly.
"Idiot Rabbit, the bean sprout was sleeping a while ago 'til I came in his room," Kanda replied.
Lavi looked at him, wide-eyed, "So, you finally told Allen your feelings you had kept inside for a long time?" he asked Kanda not pausing.
Kanda looked away from Lavi, blushing lightly. "How did you know my feelings?" he asked.
"You can't hide anything from a Bookman and your best friend at the same time, Yuu," Lavi said with a smile. "So… have you done 'it' already?" he asked grinning evilly.
Kanda looked at Lavi intensey. Not only did he say Kanda's name but he also asked something he shouldn't have. He stood up and drew his Mugen. "Baka Usagi, I'm gonna fucking maim you!" he said intensely.
FF
Kanda walked in the HQ alone. Lavi was asking him so many perverted questions which annoyed him and which the Moyashi didn't understand because he's so innocent. And his Moyashi couldn't stand because he wouldn't stop ordering food 'til he couldn't get up anymore. He walked alone with no particular destination 'til he saw the white-haired boy Lavi was talking about. He was wearing a blue, long-sleeve shirt and short and boots. He approached the boy and slammed him to the wall powerfully. The boy whimpered because of the pain. "Who are you?" he asked pinning the boy's arms on either side of his face.
The boy trembled at the sudden action. Fear was visible in his eyes. He was trying to get out of the man's grip so badly but Kanda was so strong for him. He couldn't even move his fingers because the man's grip was so tight, his blood couldn't flow normally. His hands are feeling numb.
"Impersonating my bean sprout? You can't get away with this," Kanda said looking at the boy intensely, gripping his wrist tighter, causing blood to flow down his arms.
The boy winced at the pain and tears started to fall from his eyes. He cried like a kid not knowing what to do. Kanda looked at him because he really looks just like his bean sprout, even when crying. The boy has white hair and is slim just like his bean sprout. He has eyes like Allen's but he has no scar on his face. And he is smaller and weaker than his Moyashi. He has normal hands. He is also as pale as his Moyashi.
"Kanda!" Allen called him.
"Moyashi," Kanda said turning to look at Allen who was approaching him.
Once he was beside Kanda, Allen looked at the boy. "You look… just like me… Why are you crying?' he said. He turned to looked at Kanda. "BaKanda!" he shouted.
"What?" Kanda asked irritated. Allen was so close to him yet the bean sprout shouted.
"Stop hurting him, he's just a kid and he hasn't done anything wrong, has he? He's crying already, stop it," Allen said seriously.
"He's imitating you, Moyashi," Kanda said.
"Just let him go already," Allen commanded strongly.
"Tch," Kanda said as he loosened his grip.
The boy quickly jumped to Allen and hugged him tightly. Burying his face on Allen's shoulder, he sobbed there silently like a kid, still trembling with fear. Allen's heart skipped a beat because of the sudden action and hugged back the little boy subconsciously.