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Lavi's lips met Nathan's…

Lost (chapter 9) Yullen

Never thought I'd say this just because of a man and a kid at the same time but…

"Strike," Lavi whispered smiling. He positioned himself in between Nathan's legs so that the boy straddled him. He, then, stood up and carried the boy like a kid. Nathan rested his head on Lavi's shoulder and his hands clutched Lavi's coat cutely. Lavi liked the moment and he smiled with satisfaction. He took his lollipop first and placed it in his pocket before walking out of the room.

So where is this kid's room? Hmmn…

I'll just let him sleep in my room.

Lavi smiled at his thought. He walked in the corridors and reached his room. He walked inside and locked the door behind him. He, then, laid Nathan gently on his bed. Lavi took off his coat first before lying beside Nathan, hugging the boy tightly but gently.


Allen really wants to cry now. It's already midnight yet he still couldn't find his room. His stomach hurt so bad, it wouldn't stop growling.

"Jerry-san must be sleeping now," Allen sighed, knowing that he'll have to cook for himself.

"Moyashi," a voice called him.

Allen widened his eyes when he heard Kanda's voice. He didn't turn to look at the Japanese man; instead, he started to run fast. He still didn't want to see his lover… not now… not now that he's hungry and lost again. Allen ran as fast as he can 'til someone held his hand. Expectedly, it's Kanda who stopped him. He tried to get out of the man's grip.

This is why now isn't really a good time. I'm weak when I'm hungry.

"Moyashi," Kanda called Allen, gripping the boy's hand tightly so that he would stop resisting.

Allen looked up at Kanda, frowning. "The name is Allen, baKanda, and I'm hungry, let me go," he said.

"You're hungry?" Kanda asked.

"Yes, I'm going to the dining room so if you'll excuse me," he said looking at Kanda angrily, wanting to find the dining room now.

"Do you know where you are?" Kanda asked Allen, looking at him directly in the eyes.

Allen's heart skipped a beat, knowing that Kanda found him lost again. He looked away from Kanda and blushed lightly. "No," he answered shyly.

Kanda smirked and started to walk, dragging Allen gently. "We're on the 6th floor; the dining room is in the 2nd floor. Memorize that, Moyashi," he told Allen seriously as they walked down the halls.

Allen didn't talk back nor resist from the man's grip. He just stared at his hand that was being held by Kanda, blushing lightly at the situation. His heart was beating so fast that he can't even think of any word to say. His mind is busy thinking of something.

Kanda… I thought you're mad at me… why are you here with me…

"Kanda?" Allen whispered to himself but it was enough for the taller man to hear.

Kanda stopped walking and turned to look at the Moyashi. "What is it, Moyashi?" he asked Allen emotionlessly.

The bean sprout looked back at Kanda; he didn't intend to say Kanda's name, he just got carried away in his thoughts. "Kanda… I…" Allen didn't finish his words before hugging Kanda. His right hand clutched Kanda's coat and his head hid on Kanda's chest (his left hand was still being held by Kanda).

Kanda's heart beat fast because of the bean sprout's action. He let go of Allen's hand before wrapping his arms around the bean sprout's waist. "You're not mad at me, Moyashi?" he asked looking down on Allen.

Allen looked back at Kanda, directly in the eyes. "You're the one who's mad at me, baKanda," he pouted cutely.

Kanda smirked, unwrapping his arms from the bean sprout's waist. He held Allen's hands and pushed him gently to the wall. He, then, moved his head closer to Allen's and kissed him passionately. Allen kissed back and they fought for dominance.

The kiss lasted long. Allen breathed heavily after the kiss. His face was flushed and he looked at Kanda cutely. "I'm… I'm hungry, Kanda," he told Kanda with pleading eyes.

"Always," Kanda said before dragging Allen again.

FF

Allen cooked beef steak for himself while Kanda just sat on the chair, waiting.

Once done, Allen put the beef steak on the plate (he cooked a lot). He also cooked a lot of rice for himself. He sat beside Kanda and started eating.

"Kanda, do you want some?" Allen asked Kanda, turning to look at him.

"No," Kanda replied. He had his arms crossed against his chest.

Allen put food on his spoon and placed it near Kanda's mouth. "Eat, Kanda, I cooked this," he said smiling.

Kanda glared at Allen. "Baka Moyashi, I said I don't—," he wasn't able to finish his words because Allen inserted the food in his mouth.

Allen smiled and gave Kanda a quick kiss. He looked at Kanda, kneeling on the chair like a child so he faced the taller man. "Chew it before you swallow, Kanda," he ordered the Japanese man.

Kanda chewed the food and swallowed it. "Baka Moyashi," he said intensely.

Allen grinned happily. "Does it taste good, Kanda?" he asked.

"No," Kanda answered bluntly.

Allen looked at Kanda, wide-eyed. He was ready to talk back but he chose not to do it for it will lead them nowhere. He looked back to his food and continued eating.

I cooked this with love, baKanda…

Allen had inserted food in his mouth when he felt Kanda cupped his cheek, making him look at the Japanese man.

The samurai moved his head closer to Allen's and kissed his lover passionately, tasting the food in Allen's mouth. He inserted his tongue in Allen's mouth and took the food before pulling away from the kiss. He, then, swallowed the food. "That tastes better," Kanda said, smirking at the bean sprout.

Allen put his palm on his lips and blushed darkly because of Kanda's action and words. "B-Baka…"Allen whispered behind his palm. He looked back on his food again, wondering whether he'll still eat his food or not. What if Kanda does it again?

"Eat your food, Moyashi, I'm sleepy," Kanda told Allen.

Allen glared at Kanda fiercely. "BaKanda, how do you expect me to continue eating when you did that?" he asked Kanda but it was more like a shout.

Kanda gave Allen a smirk before moving his head to the side of Allen's so that his lips were near to the Moyashi's ear. "I'm being sweet to you, Moyashi," he told Allen with his sexy voice.

Allen blushed darkly hearing Kanda's seductive voice. His heart beat fast and his breathe became uneven. "B-Baka, that's… disgusting, perverted Kanda!" he shouted pushing Kanda away, making the Japanese man sit farther from him. He continued eating, face flushed with dark pink, and his brows crossed cutely.

FF

Kanda accompanied Allen to his room. "Good night, Moyashi," he said before taking his step away.

"Kanda," Allen called the samurai, holding his hand to stop him from leaving.

Kanda turned to look at Allen. "What is it, Moyashi?" he asked the shounen.

Allen looked at Kanda's eyes, blushing lightly. "I want to sleep with you," he said shyly.

Cute. Shall I tease him again? Kanda smiled in his mind. "No," he answered Allen coldly.

Allen's heart skipped a beat, hurt at Kanda's unwanted answer. He frowned at Kanda. "Fine," he said angrily, opening his door as he said it.

Kanda held Allen's hands and pushed Allen to the wall, their hands on either sides of Allen's face. He faced Allen closely. "Short tempered today, Moyashi?" he said smirking.

"No, you just keep on hurting me," the beans sprout said.

"When did I?"

"When you said the food I cooked doesn't taste good and when you rejected me just now," Allen pouted cutely.

Kanda smirked before giving Allen a quick kiss. He, then, dragged Allen. They walked fast. "We'll sleep in my room," he said.

The Japanese man opened the door of his room. They walked inside and Kanda locked the door.

Kanda turned and saw Allen looking at him.

"Kanda, we should do it," Allen said out of the blue.

Kanda stared at Allen with confusion. You were resisting all this time and now, you suddenly want to do it? "Baka Moyashi, you didn't want to do it before," he said, leaning his back to the wall.

Allen also stared at Kanda with confusion. "Meee?" he asked. "You were the one who declined it," he said.

"Why would I do such a thing? And I was the one who wanted to do it," Kanda retorted.

"You?" Allen asked, pain was obvious in his tone.

"Yes, why?"

"So you really want to hurt me? You really want to kill me?" he asked Kanda, hurt at what he was hearing. "You really don't love me?" he continued.

"Moyashi?" Kanda approached Allen. He gripped Allen arms gently. "What the hell are you talking about?"

"What the hell am I talking about?" Allen whispered. "THE HELL, I'M TALKING ABOUT MY INTERROGATION," he shouted at Kanda.

Kanda stared at Allen, stunned at what he heard. Interrogation… not sex.

Allen stared at Kanda painfully. "You don't love me, Kanda?" he asked clutching Kanda's coat tightly.

"No, that's not it," Kanda told Allen. "Damn it, I was talking about… different thing," he cursed looking away, blushing lightly.

"What thing?" Allen asked, changing his mood fast.

"Secret," Kanda replied right away.

Allen pouted at Kanda, showing his disappointment bluntly.

"It's not important," Kanda said, not wanting Allen to know how perverted he is. "I won't do it, Moyashi," he told the bean sprout, bringing the topic back.

"BaKanda, the name's Allen, why can't you just call me that?" he asked Kanda, irritated.

"Tch," Kanda ignored Allen. He removed his coat and went to bed. "Good night," he said closing his eyes.

Allen sighed seeing this. He positioned himself on top of Kanda. He had his hands on either side of Kanda's head while Kanda's body was in between Allen's knees. "Kanda," he called the Japanese man, making him open his eyes.

Kanda stared at Allen. "Playing the seme part, Moyashi?"

Allen blushed. "No! I'm serious, baKanda; we should do what Leverier wants. I don't want to be under suspicion forever," he told Kanda seriously.

Kanda frowned at Allen. "No," he replied.

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to," the Japanese man answered.

"Because you don't care if I die," Allen said fast, correcting what the Japanese man said.

"What the fuck are you saying?" Kanda retorted.

"You told Leverier to kill me if he wants to. You told him you don't care," Allen said painfully.

Hearing Allen's words, Kanda sat up on bed and so did Allen. He hugged Allen who was currently straddling him. "You actually believe that, Moyashi," he whispered to the bean sprout as he rested his chin on Allen's head.

Allen hugged Kanda back. "Because you said it," he told Kanda, sobbing silently on the man's chest.

Kanda stroked the back of Allen's head gently, comforting him. "I just don't…" Kanda paused, not wanting to say the next words for it will sound corny but he had to, "want to hurt you," he finished, sighing in relief at the end.

"You won't hurt me, you'll help me," Allen told Kanda.

Kanda frowned, not really wanting to do what Leverier wants him to but if Allen's the one who ordered him, then there's no objection, but there'll be a condition. "Fine, in one condition, you'll do what I want," he said.

"O-Ok, but not now, I'm sleepy, good night, Kanda," Allen smiled before drifting off to sleep.

Kanda felt the calmed breath of the Moyashi which only means that the bean sprout is already asleep. He took off Allen's coat before laying him on bed.

Really, Moyashi, you should stop falling asleep so fast.

Kanda kissed Allen's lips before lying beside him. He, then, drifted off to sleep.

FF Morning

"Can't we eat first?" Allen asked Kanda, irritated, as they walked in the halls.

"No," Kanda replied fast, already annoyed at Allen's never-ending-complaints as he opened a door. "We're here," he told Allen.

Allen sighed. They both entered Komui's office. Komui, Lavi, Bookman and Nathan were there, they turned to look at the two.

"Good morning~," Komui greeted.

"Good morning, Yuu-chan, Moyashi-chan!" Lavi sang.

"Baka Usagi, don't call me that," Kanda replied to Lavi.

Nathan approached Allen and bowed his head to greet him. "Good morning, Onii-san."

Allen looked at Kanda nervously, surprisingly for him, Kanda isn't angry.

"We talked already," Kanda said.

Allen smiled and looked back at the boy, "Good morning… and stop bowing your head."

"Since you're all here, I'll start," Komui said. "Bookman, Lavi and Nathan will go on a mission."

"Wait, Komui-san," Allen interrupted Komui.

Komui looked at him, irritated. "What is it?"

"We'll do what Leverier wants," Allen told Komui.

Komui looked at Allen, wide-eyed. "Really?" he asked, doubting what he heard.

"Yes," Kanda answered.

"Please tell Leverier," Allen said.

"Then, I'll have to stay here for some records," Bookman said. "Only Lavi and Nathan will go," he continued.

"Ok," Komui said. "Are you two fine with that?" he asked Lavi and Nathan.

"Yes," Lavi answered.

"Then it's settled," Komui said, smiling.

"Why'd you call me also?" Allen asked Komui (Kanda isn't invited, he just accompanied Allen).

"Oh yes, I almost forgot," Komui said. He put a serious look on his face. "General Cross is coming."