Older Grandpa

Chapter Twelve

Jasper's P.O.V.

I was having a hard time not being able to be with Alice. She was my rock, I swear this would be the end of me. Or . . . I could slip, hahahahah. That's it I will go kill a human, oh how it will feel sliding down my throat soothing the burn.

"Dude seriously, that's what you come up with?" Edward stared at me.

Soon everyone was staring too. "What was he thinking?" Bella questioned.

I swear if you tell them I'll kill you, I threatened.

"Oh really you'll kill me?" he taunted, "what happened to the humans?" That's it, I launched myself at him pinning him to the ground. We went at it as Esme screamed for us to go outside. We ended up breaking the couch, a chair, and the t.v. Esme wasn't happy.

"Your father is not going to be happy when he gets home," she threatened.

"Sorry mom," we said.

Ugh I felt angry and ashamed, and disappointed, and ugh, everything all at once.

"It's not my fault Jasper thought he could rock the red eyes," Edward said stepping away.

"Jasper!" Esme gasped.

"How did I miss this?" Alice said searching through the future.

"Ugh! I'm going to my room!" I exclaimed running.

I could hear them from here.

"I don't understand it, why would he do that?" Esme gushed.

"He's having a hard time not being with Alice," Edward explained.

Some one knocked on the door, but everyone was down stairs, "Leave!" I commanded.

"Is that any way to speak to a lady?" Rosalie asked opening the door.

"Rose I am not in the mood," I complained.

She sat beside me on the bed, "look Jasper I get that you are having a hard time. So am I, but taking away someone's life to make yours easier is not the answer."

"What about Royce, and the other six?" I rebutted.

"They had that coming. But what you are doing is different, you are willing to take a poor innocent humans life!" she exclaimed.

"Why do you care?" I hissed.

"Because they are just like Renesmee, weak, helpless, deserving to live." she sighed.

"You are NOT the Rosalie Hale I know!" I screamed jumping out the window.

I ran until I was far enough away from house that no one would hear me.

"Our coven is completely crazy, wait our family. We are not vampires, we are some freaks that feed on blood instead of food! This is killing me, oh how it would feel to have my rightful drink soothe the burn in my throat," I closed my eyes imagining it, remembering it from all those years ago, "Oh how my throat burns for the taste human blood. But I cannot disappoint Carlisle and Esme, and . . . Alice."

"Uhm hi," someone spoke behind me. They had a foul stench

I turned around getting in a crouch, it was Jacob, I straightened up. "Hello Jacob."

"Hi, were you just talking to yourself?" he asked.

"Who else am I supposed to talk to? I am not allowed to be in the same room alone with Alice, I am not even supposed to be out here alone," I groaned.

"Does your throat seriously constantly burn?" he asked.

"Yes, unless we have . . . well you know," I said swallowing the venom pooling in my mouth thinking about it.

"Oh." That was all he said.

"Yes well Carlisle will be home soon so I must go before he gets back. Also your stench repulses me," I said turning. I ran back and with my luck Carlisle's car was already home. I walked in expecting someone to be there reading to yell at me but no one was. I went to the family room, I could hear Carlisle and Esme talking in Carlisle's study but I couldn't make out what they were saying. I sat down in a chair to watch whatever show the girls were watching.

I don't think any one noticed me, yet. I was glad. Did the mutt seriously not know? I thought, that got Edward's attention, I just noticed that he wrapped up in his own mind as was Alice, probably searching through the future.

"YES!" she exclaimed.

"Alice don't you dare say anything. It isn't for sure," Edward warned.

"But it will be," Alice sung.

We all looked at them in aww, and watched as Alice ran upstairs, we followed.

She knocked three times and opened the door to Carlisle's study, she just held her hand out.

Everyone looked in shock.

"And you said I wouldn't get it back no matter what," she said giving Esme a smug look.

"Oh hush," Esme said handing Alice her keys. Once she had them she ran over and jumped into my arms.

"Jazzy let's go for a ride," she said pulling me with her.