In the previous chapter
Hearing the said words, Allen took steps backwards before running away (noiselessly so the two wouldn't know he was eavesdropping). Kanda wants to know who is better: me or Lenalee. Tears unintentionally rolled down his face.
Lost (chapter 14) Yullen
Allen walked in the corridors of the headquarters with his face bowed to hide his tears. He was really hurt, seeing Lenalee clutching Kanda's sleeves tightly like they were lovers.
Maybe he's tired of me…
"You never know when this samurai will get tired of understanding you every time."
Maybe that is what Shisho was telling me. Kanda is really tired of me… But why? What did I do?
Allen stopped walking when he saw the door of Kanda's room. He decided to wait there for Kanda (though he doesn't know when Kanda will come back). He sat on the floor and rested his back on the door of Kanda's room. He stopped crying and thought deeply again why Kanda would get tired of him.
Maybe because I'm not beautiful… Maybe because I'm not sexy… Maybe because of my attitude.
"You promised me you will never leave me."
Maybe because I'm selfish… but that was the only time I ever wanted him to be with me selfishly.
"No! I'm serious, baKanda, we should do what Leverier wants. I don't want to be under suspicion forever."
"That's not it, I'm hungry but you won't let me eat. You're so mean."
"Tell me you love me."
"I told you, I want you to be sweet to me! I want you to be romantic towards me!"
I was demanding him to do the things he doesn't want to do… Maybe he'll choose Lenalee 'coz she's better.
"He left this room secretly?" Kanda asked the nurse. He went back quickly to this room right after the talk with Lenalee and now, Allen is gone already.
"Yes, Kanda-san," the nurse answered politely. "But don't worry, we'll look for him," she assured the Japanese exorcist.
"No," Kanda answered fast.
The nurse stared at the Japanese man, surprised at the exorcist's fast reply. She had a confused look on her face.
"I know where he is; don't bother taking care of him. I'll do it," Kanda said fast as he walked out of the room quickly. Don't tell me you're still scared?
The Japanese man arrived at his room only to find his bean sprout sitting in front of his room quietly. He smiled, seeing this. "Moyashi," he called his beloved but he was only ignored. Allen seems to be deep in thoughts. So he walked near the bean sprout and kneeled in front of the boy. "Moyashi," he called again, kissing Allen's cheek softly.
Allen blinked once when his mind was brought back to reality because of Kanda. "Kanda…" he whispered, turning his head to look at the Japanese man. He blushed darkly when he realized that Kanda's face is so close to his. He opened his mouth to say a word to his lover but Kanda unexpectedly captured his lips quickly. Allen can't help but moan, feeling the taller man's tongue roaming intensely in his mouth.
"What were you thinking about?" Kanda asked when he finished kissing his bean sprout.
The bean sprout bowed his head to hide the blush that was formed on his cheeks, panting cutely because of the older man's intense kiss. "Why… Why did you leave me, Kanda?" Allen asked in a whisper.
Kanda was stunned for a moment because of the question. He doesn't want Allen to know what he and Lenalee talked about. Allen is his, after all. "I just went to the comfort room," he lied to his lover though he really didn't want to.
Liar.
Allen frowned with pain, hearing his lover's lie (Kanda didn't see this because Allen's head is bowed). His heart hurt so much he wanted to cry. "K-Kanda, I'm hungry," he said looking at Kanda with his perfect smile.
Hearing this, Kanda stood up and lend his hand to Allen. Allen took it and Kanda helped him stand up. "Always," he said.
They walked, holding hands. Allen had his head still bowed, trying hardly to restrain himself from crying. Why did you lie, Kanda? But just when they were about to reach the dining room, Allen's tears fell.
Kanda felt his Moyashi crying silently so he stopped walking and turned to see Allen. "Moyashi," Kanda called as he cupped Allen's cheek, making the bean sprout look at him directly in the eyes. "Why are you crying?" he asked, confused at Allen's action.
Allen hugged Kanda tightly. He buried his face on Kanda's shoulder and cried there. Kanda hugged him back, comforting the bean sprout.
It would be so selfish of me again if I ask you to just choose me and never leave me. But…
"I'm sorry," Allen whispered out of the blue. "I'm really sorry," he apologized sincerely, still crying.
"Why are you apologizing?" Kanda asked his bean sprout.
"Am I a bother to you, Kanda?" the white-haired exorcist asked, ignoring his lover's question. He looked at Kanda, directly in the eyes. "Am I?" he asked again.
I don't even know anything about you. What am I to you?
Kanda doesn't really know what is going on with Allen. But there's one thing he is sure of, Allen's mind is full of uncertainties. He couldn't utter any word because it might only increase the uncertainties the Moyashi has.
"Good morning, Kanda, Allen-kun," a voice interrupted their conversation.
Kanda averted his eyes from Allen to the person who greeted them. It was Lenalee, standing right in front of him.
Allen pulled away from the hug and wiped his tears cutely before turning around to look at Lenalee. "G-Good morning," he greeted with his perfect smile, like nothing sad was happening a while ago.
Lenalee smiled back at Allen. "Are you two going to eat breakfast? Can I join?" she asked holding Allen's right hand.
"H-Huh?" Allen asked, surprised at the female exorcist's action. He blushed unexpectedly because of this. He looked at Kanda to ask permission if Lenalee can join them but he only received a deadly glare from the Japanese man. "I-I don't know," Allen answered nervously.
"Come on, just like before," Lenalee said, still smiling.
"O-Ok," Allen agreed. At least, she's not holding Kanda's hand…
They walked in the dining room together. Lenalee was still holding Allen's right hand. Noticing this, Kanda held Allen's left hand, gripping it tightly, irritated at what Lenalee is doing.
Allen, who was surprised at the Japanese man's action, looked up at his lover nervously. "Kanda, it hurts," he whispered but it was enough for the Japanese man to hear.
Kanda didn't let go, instead, he pulled Allen closer to him. "Shut up," he said, a dark aura was spreading around him. (Kanda is jealous again.)
Allen sighed heavily. He felt like a kid being held tightly by his father and mother to prevent him from getting lost. They reached Jerry and ordered food. Obviously, Allen is the first one to order.
"Good morning, Jerry-san!" Allen greeted excitedly. After all, he had missed more than 3 meals. "I want au gratin potatoes, French fries, dry curry, mabodofu, beef stew, meat pies, carpaccio, nashigoren, chiken, tuna salad, some scones, a kuppa and rice. Oh, and for dessert…"
"That's enough, baka Moyashi," Kanda said as he pushed Allen a little to the side (still holding the boy's hand). "Tempura for me," he ordered.
Allen looked at Kanda with pitiful eyes. "But Kanda…" he whispered sadly.
"That's too many already," Kanda said, ignoring Allen's entreaty. Take care of your health, baka Moyashi.
"But I missed my meals yesterday and the other day," Allen pouted cutely, looking at Kanda with pleading eyes.
Allen looked so cute for Kanda. The Japanese man couldn't help but looked away and blushed lightly. "Fine,' he finally agreed gripping Allen's hand tighter.
Allen smiled happily at Kanda before looking back at Jerry again. "For my dessert Jerry-san, I want mango pudding and ahmmn… some mitarashi dango… let's say… twenty of them."
"Moyashi, that's too much," the Japanese exorcist commented.
Allen looked up at his lover again only to see Kanda's serious face. "B-But," he said, tears forming in his eyes. He really misses his favorite food so much, but Kanda wants him to reduce the number of dango he ordered.
"Just, just today, Moyashi," Kanda said, kissing the tears that was formed in Allen's eyes away.
Allen smiled happily, though he felt shivers go down his spine when he felt Kanda's lips touch his skin. "Thank you," he thanked, hearing Kanda's consent.
Seeing this, Lenalee gripped Allen's hand tightly. They're showing their relationship in public. "A shou mien for me," she ordered.
Jerry gave all the food they ordered. Kanda and Lenalee got their food but Allen can't… not when his hands are still being held by these two, older exorcists.
"Ahmmn," Allen thought of words to say to them. "C-Can you two let go of my hands now?" he asked, unsure if he used the right words.
"Ah, gomen, Allen-kun," Lenalee apologized as she let go of Allen's hand.
On the other hand, Kanda didn't even bother doing it. Instead, he firmed his grip on the boy's hand. "Kanda," Allen said as he looked at the Japanese man. He frowned angrily when Kanda just ignored him. "BaKanda, you can hold it later," he told his lover. But Kanda still didn't let go of his hand. Allen blushed lightly because of that. "N-No matter how long you want," he said with his face turning even redder if it was still possible.
"Tch," was Kanda's only reply as he let go of Allen's hand. You said that Moyashi, don't you dare complain if I hold your hand endlessly.
Allen took all his food. They went to an empty table and sat on the empty seats. Allen sat beside Kanda and Lenalee was in front of them. They started eating their food quietly. Allen really wanted to start a talk but he felt a very cold atmosphere surrounding them— telling him to keep quiet or else, he'll die (ok, that's exaggeration).
Allen sighed in his mind. It felt like his parents just fought with each other— though he really didn't know the feeling of having one, but he saw scenes like this before, back when he was still traveling with Cross.
W-Wait— parents?
Parents = father and mother = husband and wife = lovers?
Allen almost spit out the food in his mouth because of his thought. He swallowed it quickly before coughing.
"Baka Moyashi, I told you to chew your food," Kanda said as he rubbed Allen's back.
"Allen-kun, here, water," Lenalee said as she gave Allen a glass full of water.
Allen quickly took and drunk it. "Thank you, Lenalee," he thanked female exorcist. They're really acting like parents.
Kanda only frowned when he heard Allen thanked Lenalee. So she's better?
The three proceeded eating. Allen, at the same time, was still deep in thoughts.
Then… Kanda was gripping my hand tightly because Lenalee's holding my hand. No… impossible… Kanda is yet to find who is better between me and Lenalee… but how?
"What do you mean, Shisho?"
"Sex."
"W-What's your condition??"
"Sex."
S-Sex… They're all talking about sex. Maybe Kanda will use sex to know who is better between me and Lenalee. But… but… I don't even know how to… No… I know how to do that but I haven't experienced it… So… how can I win? Lenalee is sexy, she's a girl in the very first place… maybe even if she doesn't know anything about this, Kanda will find her better than me because she is cute. Oh my… how can I make myself better than her?
Allen didn't notice that he had already eaten all his food. His mind was brought back to reality when he had bitten his spoon. "Oww," he whimpered as he looked at his spoon. He, then, looked at his plate— which is now empty. He had also eaten all his mitarashi dango without noticing it. He frowned sadly because of this.
"Are you done, Moyashi?" Kanda asked, smirking at his bean sprout sexily with his hand supporting his chin. He had been watching Allen for a while now since he was done eating. He laughed in his mind when he saw his Moyashi frowned sadly because of his empty plate. Allen just looked so cute when he did that. "What's wrong? You're spacing out," Kanda told the boy.
Allen looked at Kanda and blushed lightly when he saw the man's sexy smirk. "I-I was not," he denied. He looked away from the Japanese man and drunk water.
"Tch, you ignored Lenalee's questions earlier," Kanda informed the bean sprout who obviously lied to him.
Hearing this, Allen looked at where Lenalee was sitting earlier. He was surprised to see no one there. "Where is she?" he asked, looking at Kanda again. "Did I really ignore her?" he couldn't believe he did that that is why he asked his lover again.
Kanda took Allen's hand and dragged him out of the room. "Yes, she got angry," he answered.
"Where are we going, Kanda?" Allen asked again. "I'll say sorry to her."
"She got angry at me, not at you, idiot," Kanda told the bean sprout. He opened the door of his room and they walked inside.
"She's mad at you? Why are we here?" the white-haired exorcist just wouldn't stop asking. "Kanda!" he shouted loudly when the Japanese man suddenly lifted him up placing him on the shoulder carefully. "BaKanda, what the hell are you doing? I'm injured!"
"I know," Kanda said calmly as he laid Allen gently on bed. He positioned himself on top of the bean sprout and removed the strands of hair that covered the boy's face. As he did this, a light shade of pink was formed on the younger exorcist's pale cheeks. "I'm going to confine you here so you can heal faster." He leaned his face near Allen's ear and whispered sexily, "So we can make love sooner," he said before licking Allen's ear.
Allen's blush turned dark hearing those words. He wanted to answer but he chose to ignore those words and continued asking questions to his lover. "Why did Lenalee get mad at you?"
Kanda sighed and frowned when Allen ignored his seduction. But oh well, he can't complain because he is madly in love with this innocent boy. "Because you ignored her," he answered looking at Allen's face again.
"Huh?"
"You don't have to understand it, Moyashi," Kanda said as he sat on bed. He really didn't want to tell Allen the feelings Lenalee had for the boy. He's not confident enough that Allen will stay with him once the boy knew Lenalee's feelings for him.
Hmp. Maybe this is the right time to know things about Kanda. I'll ask him. "Ne, Kanda, can I ask you questions?" Allen asked as he tried to sit but Kanda quickly restrained him from doing so. He looked at the older exorcist who had his eyes, looking at Allen's directly, telling the boy to just lie there.
"Now, you ask me that when I already heard a lot of questions from you earlier," Kanda told his bean sprout, crossing his arms against his chest.
Allen smiled cutely, knowing that he can ask questions to his lover. "Why aren't you cutting your hair?" Allen started his interview.
"None of your business," Kanda answered coldly.
Allen frowned when Kanda didn't answer his question. He thought of another question which his lover would answer. "Why do you have a tattoo on your chest?" he asked unsurely.
"…"
The white-haired exorcist pouted cutely when he didn't hear any answer from the man. "Kanda, you're not really answering my questions," he told the Japanese exorcist.
"I'll answer it if I want to," Kanda told the bean sprout.
Geez… so he really isn't going to give me any information. Then I'll just ask him straightforwardly. "How did your tattoo spread on your chest?" Allen asked, though he really wasn't expecting any answer from his lover.
Kanda sighed quietly before saying a word. "It happens when I'm using my regenerating ability too much," he answered calmly.
Allen smiled hearing the Japanese man answer his question; though he was surprised Kanda answered it. "Why do you have fast regenerating ability?" he asked again.
"…"
"What does your tattoo have to do with your ability?"
"…"
"Why aren't you answering my questions?"
"…"
"Kanda!" Allen shouted at him as he sat up on the bed. "At least, give me a word."
"You don't have to know," Kanda said as he turned his head to look at the Moyashi.
"It has something to do with your past?"
"Yes."
"Then why won't you tell me? We're lovers, right? I want to know you more," Allen said looking at Kanda with teary eyes.
"…" Kanda couldn't say any word to Allen so he just looked away from the boy. Because he didn't know where and how he should start his story.
Getting pissed, Allen stood up and went near Kanda's cabinet. There, he took a hold of the lotus which was in an hourglass. "What's this, Kanda? Why do you treasure it so much?"
"Don't touch that," Kanda said as he stood up and walked near his beloved.
"Who gave this to you?" Allen asked, looking up at Kanda seriously.
"Give it to me," Kanda demanded seriously.
"Tell me."
"Damn," Kanda cursed because of Allen's stubbornness. He stole the hourglass from Allen's hand. He put it inside his drawer and locked it. He, then, looked at his bean sprout. He was surprised when he saw Allen's tears running down his face but it was obvious for him that the boy is really trying his best to stop his tears from falling. "Moyashi," Kanda whispered as he hugged Allen.
But Allen pushed Kanda away from him and ran outside.
Lavi and Nathan (and his innocence, the cat) waited patiently outside the museum. Phantom Thief G left the police officer a note that he will come at the museum to steal. The policemen were positioned around the museum very well. There's no way the thief can escape that.
The two exorcists stood there silently 'til someone shouted that the crown was stolen. Every police readied themselves for they know that the thief will come out anytime soon.
"You'll never catch me!" the thief shouted as he jumped out of the window. He was wearing a weird costume that looks really childish for a very skilled thief.
The policemen shot their net trap to the thief quickly. They caught him easily, making the police officer smirk with satisfaction. "You won't get away this time," the officer said as he walked near Phantom Thief G.
"You'll never catch me," the thief told the police officer.
Lavi and Nathan stared at the thief as the policeman uncovered his mask. Everyone was surprised when they saw the face of their comrade.
"Not again!" the police officer shouted loudly at their comrade who is now dressed as the Phantom Thief G.
Everyone was in chaos while Nathan just stood there, confused at the moment. "Lavi-san, why don't they just impri— wahhh!" Nathan tried to ask the older exorcist but was surprised when Lavi lifted and carried him, placing the boy on his shoulder. "Lavi-san, what are you doing?" he asked Lavi.
"Where's your lollipop?" Lavi asked seriously.
"I-In my pocket," Nathan answered quickly.
Lavi jumped to the roof hurriedly making Nathan groan because of fear of falling. He slipped his hand inside the younger exorcist's pocket to get the lollipop. Nathan whined cutely and blushed lightly at Lavi's action. "You're innocence seems to know where the thief is," Lavi informed the boy as he threw the lollipop to Nathan's innocence. The cat ate it and became a leopard.
"But the thief was caught already," Nathan pouted.
"Ozuchi Kozuchi," Lavi activated his innocence, ignoring Nathan's words. He rode on it and they overrun the thief. Lavi put Nathan down and blocked the way of the thief. "No more running, Mr. Thief," Lavi said with a smile.
The thief looked behind him only to see the leopard blocking his way also. He looked back at Lavi, then to Nathan who was still confused at the situation. He walked near the boy. "Is it just a coincidence or is it destiny?" he asked the exorcist as he held Nathan's right hand using his left hand.
Nathan stared and frowned at the same time, confused at the thief's words. 'Is this a kid's hand?' he asked himself.
Lavi also frowned at the thief before holding Nathan's free hand, pulling him in a hug. "What do you think you're doing?" he asked the thief.
The thief smiled at Lavi then took his mask off, revealing his face. The thief is the kid who groped Nathan's ass yesterday morning. "I thought she's not your girlfriend, Onii-san. Why are you jealous?" the boy asked.
Lavi blushed because of the kid's words. "He's not my girlfriend and I'm not jealous," he denied. "What's your name?" he asked, still hugging Nathan.
"Timothy Hearst," the boy answered.
"L-Lavi-san," the little exorcist called Lavi, looking up at him as he tried to pull away from the tight hug.
"Oh," Lavi smiled and let go of Nathan. Why did I do that?
"You don't have to hide it, Onii-san. Your girlfriend is really beautiful and sexy," Timothy said.
Hearing this and getting insulted at the same time, Nathan turned around to look at Timothy angrily. "How dare you address me like that! I'm a boy," he shouted as he punched the thief on the face.
Timothy almost fell on the ground. Luckily, the leopard caught him (they're on the roof, remember?). He fainted because of Nathan's punch.
Kanda sat on the floor of the training room, in front of the female exorcist.
"Give Allen to me," Lenalee told the Japanese exorcist.
"Tch," was Kanda's only reply. He will never give his Moyashi to anyone, never.
"Allen was crying in front of you this morning, right? I saw it. And when he went out of your room, I saw tears in his eyes. Give him to me, I'll never make him cry," Lenalee said.
Kanda didn't reply any words to the female exorcist. He just closed his eyes angrily, already irritated at the lady's pointless talk.
"You made him feel like he's just a bother to you that's why he cried. I'll never make him feel that way."
Kanda looked at the female exorcist directly in the eyes. He couldn't endure listening to Lenalee's wrong conclusions anymore. I never made him feel like he's a bother. He's just pessimistic enough to feel that way. "He's crying because he's hurt. He is hurt because he loves me. He loves me that is why he wants to know my past but I didn't tell him that's why he cried. Now, if you think that I— making the Moyashi cry means that I don't love him enough and you love him more than I do, you're wrong," he explained as he stood up. He didn't want to talk anymore.
Lenalee frowned, hurt at the said words. She's hurt because Kanda has a point, after all. "Where are you going, Kanda?" she asked.
"To my bean sprout, I'll tell him my past," Kanda said as he walked out of the room.
Lenalee frowned knowing that it will be really hard for her to have Allen.
Allen walked in the library. He stopped crying, realizing that it won't help him in making Kanda stay with him forever. So he thought of things that will help him prove to Kanda that he is better than Lenalee, better than anyone else. He wandered around the library (there is no one there except him) and looked for the book he needs though he isn't sure if there is something like that in the library.
"Ah, there," the white haired exorcist whispered when he found the book. It is just a simple book with simple cover. He smiled happily and sat on the chair. He placed the book on the table and opened it. He looked at the table of contents and found the topic he was looking for. He turned the book on that page. He read the title silently in his mind, blushing darkly; unsure if what he was doing is right. The title is:
How to please your man in bed.