Junai No Bad Romance

Chapter VI

Am I fooling myself with the illusion that I love you…can you say that you have always loved me with all your heart, that now and forever you've waited to hold me. I keep dreaming you do. Brother, Hey brother, when we're older, are we still going to have fun the same way we do now, even cover with wrinkles, ugly, or disfigure…will you kiss me even then….

Sasuke sat cross from his brother.

His heart was hammering inside his chest, a sense of nervous happiness spreading through it. It was an insane feeling, but he was not sure what to do. It had been so long since his brother had taken him out to eat and he did not want to make this one the last time that his brother decided to take him out to eat. Suddenly all the speech he had planned from his brother left his mind, leaving him blank and grasping for something to say…

What was he going to say?

"Is something wrong little brother?"

"Uh, nothing" Sasuke said, finding it hard to swallow or even look up at his older brother. Itachi's voice washed over his body, making him feel alert, making him feel awake to Itachi's presence in front of him. But he had to say something, he just couldn't stay quiet. This was his one and only chance, well at least it felt like it was. When else was he going to get the balls to say this to his brother? It was now or never. "Itachi, there is something I need to talk to you about" He suddenly said. He had not even given the words permission to leave his lips.

"You mean about what Kisame did? I'm sorry about that Sasuke, but it's not your fault" Sasuke shook his head and Itachi watched him more intently. Placing a slightly confused look on his face, "then, what do you wish to talk about little brother?" Sasuke wanted to tremble from the fear that was running through his body. "Sasuke?"

"I'm scared you're going to hate me if I tell you," Sasuke said, his voice faltered a little and he hated himself for that. Itachi smiled at him, not a big smile, but a smile nonetheless and placed a hand over his own. It made Sasuke's breath catch.

"It'll be alright little brother, you can tell me anything and I won't hate you" Sadness grew in Sasuke's eyes. Yes, he thought, you will not hate me right now because you do not know or understand how huge this is going to be. Part of Sasuke wondered what it would be like if their roles were switched and it was Itachi asking him to be his boyfriend. It was so easy to reject that person and to hurt that person, as long as you are not the one getting hurt.

Sasuke pulled his hand away, hid it under the table, with his other hand, and bowed his head down. "Here are your orders," The waitress said as she placed a plate with burger and fries in front of each brother, there was a large smile on her face. She then placed down the drinks "May I get you anything else, some ketchup, sauces, ranch? Or perhaps another order"

"Some ketchup will be good," Itachi said, knowing how Sasuke loved tomato and all the products such as that. The girl nodded her head and handed him some ketchups.

"Will that be all?" She winked at Itachi, clearly she was trying to catch his attention.

"Yes" Itachi said, "That will be all"

"Good then, call me if you need anything else!" And with that she left. Sasuke was glowering at her that whole time and Itachi found his little brother amusing.

"Did she wrong you in some way Otouto?"

"Huh" Sasuke said and looked over at Itachi "What are you talking about" Itachi chuckled.

"You were glaring at her"

"Oh" Sasuke said, acting as if he did not notice his own actions.

"So, what did you want to tell me?"

"Hmm, let's eat first"

"Okay" Itachi said "But I asked you here to ask you if you are alright, with the whole thing that Kisame did. He will be going to jail for two years, Kisame did not want to do any community service. Lazy as always" Sasuke nodded his head.

"I'm alright about it, I was just scared" Sasuke paused in eating his fry "I was scared that he was going to kill you. For a best friend, he sure is a lousy one" Itachi smiled.

"I could say the same thing about your best friend, I don't like him"

"I know you don't, you always tell me" Sasuke shook his head and then bit into his fry. He ate for a while before deciding to ask Itachi "Why is it that you don't like him again?"

"Because I just don't" Sasuke frowned at Itachi's response.

"That's not a real reason" Itachi sighed. "Please tell me"

"It's because he knows you better than I do, okay" Itachi said stabbing a fry down on itself "he gets to hang around you almost all day, and once he even told me that he consider you to be his brother, he even argued that he was the better brother for you. As if he's even related to you, I'm your only brother" Itachi's answer made Sasuke strangely happy, but he wished that his brother was a lot more than just his brother.

"You are the best and only brother I have Itachi" Sasuke chuckled "You were jealous" Itachi shook his head.

"Yeah, yeah whatever" Itachi started to eat as he said "I still don't like him"

"Naruto only says that because he's only child, so everyone around him is either his brother or his sister, but he's closer to me and Sakura. He also says that lee is going to be his brother is law for when Sakura and he get married."

"Who's Lee?" Itachi knew Naruto and Sakura since Sasuke always mentioned them, but he had only met Naruto once. That had been when he was twelve and Naruto had been about eight.

"Sakura's boyfriend" Sasauke said, "He's got a bowl hair cut, large round eyes, and he loves wearing green. He's pretty tall, and his arms are and legs are super long!" Itachi nearly laughed, Sasuke sounded like his eight-year-old self when he explained things like that. "He's not the best looking, but he is a nice guy"

"Didn't you mention that you were going out on dates, how did it go?" Sasuke felt a stab at that.

"I only went on a date with Temari and helped her get out of state, I skipped my other dates" Sasuke knew that his older brother was aware that he had gone on other dates. To Itachi this probably was nothing different. That was why he did not think it was a big deal. Sasuke wished he could get a reaction out of Itachi though.

"Temari?"

"Yeah, that mean blond haired girl that followed me around for some time remember?" Itachi nodded, yes, he remembered her. She was the blonde-haired person that Sasuke used to complain about all the time.

"Where'd she go?"

"I don't know, she just called a couple of days ago saying that she was doing alright, she's getting married, and she's coming back soon." Itachi nodded his head.

"Why did you cancel your other dates" Sasuke frowned.

"Because, I didn't want to go…and after what Temari said, I decided that I was going to do what was right for me, what I felt…I..." Sasuke looked away. "This is what I wanted to talk to you about"

"You mean the reason that you locked yourself into your room" Now Itachi was frowning. Something was hurting his little brother and he did not want his younger brother to hurt. "What's hurting you Sasuke?"

"Huh, nothing. It's just that" Sasuke took a deep breath "I don't want you to hate me" Itachi rose a brow.

"Sasuke, you're my brother, I wouldn't hate you. Tell me" Sasuke's heart was racing, his palms were sweating and he felt like he was about to be torn apart. He was going to say it, and he was going to say it now.

"Itachi….I…I...have a crush on you!" Sasuke said the last part as fast as he could.

"What?" Itachi asked, confused on what he had just heard. Did his little brother just say he had a crush on him? That was something he never would expect his little brother to say, surely he had heard wrong.

"I have a crush on you," Sasuke said, able to breathe a little bit more now that it was out in the open, but he was still scared "I like you more than a brother, I want you to be my boyfriend!" Okay, so he had not heard wrong.

"Why?" Itachi asked.

"What?"

"Why would you want me to be your boyfriend?" Itachi asked. That was now that Sasuke had been expecting.

"Because I love you"

"I love you too little brother" Sasuke narrowed his eyes at that and was getting a little more irritated, but Itachi just smiled.

"Yes, I know you do, but It's not the same way I like you, wouldn't it be weird that you thought about, or even dreamt about kissing your brother on the lips, or doing stuff with him" Sasuke growled when Itachi chuckled "this is not funny Itachi!"

"No, it's not but I like watching you get mad" Itachi sighed "I love you too Otouto" Itachi said, reaching his hand to touch Sasuke's cheek. Sasuke was about to snap something about not being the same, but his voice caught when he saw Itachi's eyes. He nodded his head and bowed it down. Itachi pulled away his hand and kept eating. "Eat Sasuke"

"Yes, okay" Sasuke was not sure what he was expecting anymore. Itachi always did things that confused him, did Itachi reject him, it did not seem like it. But Itachi didn't kiss him either. Sasuke could feel his mind getting crammed. It was decided, he was going to ask Itachi out to the fair. As soon as they finished they pushed their plates away from each other, once again getting nervous Sasuke cleared his throat. "Hey, Itachi"

"Yes Sasuke"

"Will you go out with me, to the fair?"

"When is it?"

"Ah…this Saturday, so will you go with me"

"Sure Otouto" Sasuke smiled at that and looked up at his brother in the eyes.

"As boyfriends!"

"As boyfriends" Itachi confirmed, Sasuke bounced in his seat with happiness. It seemed like it was impossible, but it had finally happened. His brother was now his boyfriend! This was the best day ever.

Mikoto sat in her living room with tea waiting for her children to come back home. She thought that at least Itachi would be here back from work with his friends, but she could understand if Sasuke was out hanging out with friends. Yet, neither of them were here. She was starting to get impatient waiting for them and was about to call them, when she heard Itachi's car pull up. She sighed and waited, after a minute or so, both her boys came in. Sasuke had a huge smile on his lips and Itachi looked content as well. "Hello my boys!" She said with a smile of her own. "You both look happy today"

"Hey mom" Sasuke responded as he sat down in the couch.

"Hey mom" Itachi said in a quieter tone and was about to go up stairs when his mother called him back.

"I want to talk to the both of you, so Itachi can you come back down here" Itachi nodded and sat down on the other side of her. Sasuke was already drinking some of the tea that his mom had set out there.

"What happened mom?" Itachi asked.

"Alright, now that you both are older, I want to ask you some questions" She sighed "Let's start with you Itachi" Itachi nodded his head for his mom to continue "Do you remember when you were younger and you asked me to have your little brother, or that I had to have your little brother" Itachi made a confused face.

"I asked you to have my little brother?" He asked, "I don't remember asking you that"

"You where four" His mother deadpanned.

"Yeah, like I remember everything I did when I was four" Itachi retorted. Sasuke watched them both, feeling happy that his brother wanted him when he was not even born yet.

"Is that for real mom?" Sasuke asked.

"Yes" She answered.

"No" Itachi echoed.

"Whatever" Sasuke said and looked away from the both of them.

"Anyways" Mikoto said "Itachi, you also said that you were going to marry him" Sasuke spit out the last of his tea and Itachi frowned.

"What?" Sasuke asked, coughing.

"I did?" Itachi asked in an innocent way.

"Yes, you did!" His mother argued back "You used to scare me, I was scared of you while I was pregnant, you would always stare at my stomach, sometimes comment about what I was eating. But soon you stayed silent about it…"

"Okay, so I scared you when I was small, big deal. I don't remember" Itachi said, backing away from his mom.

"So what happened after that mom, what did Itachi do when I was born?" Sasuke asked as he looked at his mom. Itachi on the other hand did not want to hear anymore, he really did not remember ever even wanting a little brother. What the hell was his mother talking about? Why must she say these things now that he and Sasuke were together?

"Well, when you were born" she said now looking at Sasuke with a smile on her face "He was super happy, especially the first time he held you. Soon after that, he had to start going to school and he would ask about you every now and then, and even play with you. " Mikoto shrugged "Itachi was just like…the perfect older brother"

"Hm" Sasuke said.

"What the hell" Itachi said more to himself than anyone else. Then he turned to his mother "What kind of lies are you feeding my little brother?"

"It's not a lie" Mikoto dignified "So, if it weren't true, I would now like to ask. Are you two a couple?" Sasuke and Itachi's eyes widened.

"Why are you asking such things?" Itachi demanded of his mother.

"Don't lie to me"

"We'll, I asked nii-san out" Sasuke said out of nowhere and Itachi crossed his arms as he looked at both his mom and brother. "And he said yes!" Sasuke smiled "Is it alright with you, mom?" Mikoto had anticipated this, she knew it was going to happen and she was ready for it.

"Yes, I am" She smiled even more "Where are you going?"

"To the fair"

"Wait" she said all of a sudden "have you guys kissed…or had sex" this is the part she was dreading, since to her, Sasuke was still too young.

"Nope" Sasuke answered "Not yet" he looked away, as if he would ever tell his mother when he and Itachi ever did anything. But for right now, they hadn't done anything. So, it was safe for right now. Itachi sighed and stood up.

"If we're done here, I'm going to my room" his mother nodded and Sasuke watched him go. She shook her head as she poured more tea for herself.

"Where would we be without your brother?"

"Out in the street dead, if you ask me" That is when Sasuke stood up.

"Where are you going?" His mother asked.

"I'm going to go bother Itachi" Before Mikoto could say anything, Sasuke was running upstairs for Itachi's room. Mikoto sighed as she stood up as well and walked over to the kitchen. She just knew that her boys were not going to be the same. At least, her family would always be the same.

"Damn, I wanted grandchildren"

Maybe I'll tell you another time, I just want to know, If Im your all...Why is it got to be so hard, to open up. I want you so much, it bring me a rush, I want to know will you kiss me, will you hold me and be my man. Don't lie, just tell me, how is this going to be.

As soon as Sasuke was up stairs, he headed towards his brother's room and knocked the door. The door soon opened to show a shirtless Itachi. "Hey nii-san" Sasuke managed to say and pushed Itachi back inside the room. He closed and locked the door behind them.

"Huh, do you need something Otouto?" Itachi said, feeling slightly amused at his brother's actions.

Sasuke nodded his head, smiled a naughty one, and answered "Yes." Itachi nodded his head and waited for his little brother to continue. Sasuke walked closer to him and then he placed his hands on his chest, and got on his toes just to press his lips to him. Sasuke was not asking, he was taking and Itachi found that it turned him on. He soon wrapped his arms around his little brother's small waist and pulled him closer.

He never really ever thought about being with his brother, he would have never even thought that they would kiss. He knew he loved his brother, sometimes he questioned that love but most of the time he just let it pass. It was more of what Sasuke would think and worrying about how his little brother would find this wrong, to even consider incest.

You never even think about falling in love with your sibling.

You are not even supposed to think of them in that way.

Itachi knew that, he understood that. But he liked it, Sasuke was someone captivating the way he had grown up to be so sexy, irresistible, and seductive... it made him shiver, And he knew loved Sasuke. He'd seen his brother grown from a small child full of curiosity to an adolescent and now a considered adult. It was hard to explain what happened next, before both brother's knew it they were on Itachi's bed, with Sasuke sprawled under his older brother. Flushed cheeks, heavy breathing, and his heart pounding in his chest threatening to break out. Itachi was breathing heavily watching his younger brother and wondering if this early on, if they were ready for something like this…

If they were ready to go all the way…

They had been brothers for so long; they would not even know how it would work out as a relationship of them being boyfriends. "Itachi…will you fuck me?" Sasuke asked. Itachi chuckled, glad that his brother had spoken.

It eased the mood.

"I will, but not before the first date" Itachi smiled down at his little brother and Sasuke pouted but nodded his head. "Deal?" Itachi decided to ask as he kissed Sasuke's cheek, softly, his breath hitting the heated flesh.

"Okay, umm, so when?" Sasuke asked, impatient as always.

"When?" Itachi asked. "I don't know, but we'll know as soon as the time comes" Sasuke once again nodded his head.

"Kiss me again, please" Itachi nodded, leaned down and kissed Sasuke once more, a deep kiss that soon made Sasuke gasp. As he did, Itachi let his tongue enter Sasuke's mouth for the first time, and enjoyed the sweet taste of his brother. Sasuke's arms wrapped around Itachi's shoulders and neck, pulling him more into the kiss, his own tongue fighting with Itachi's as they moved against each other. Sasuke's hands soon started to wonder over Itachi's back and his chest, loving the feel of being pressed under his brother.

It was a dream, it had to be a dream…it was too good, it felt too good.

"Haaa!" Sasuke moaned, as his brother began to grind into him, slowly and rheumatic. It was driving him crazy, the way Itachi kissed him, the way he moved over him, when he pressed his weight to him. Only if Sasuke knew that he drove Itachi crazy as well. His feel, his scent, his taste, it was all a temptation to hard to keep the hand out of the cookie jar.

Itachi broke the kiss and moved his mouth down to taste the skin on Sasuke's neck, soft kisses and then his tongue flicking under Sasuke's earlobe "does it feel good?" He breathed into his ear, and Sasuke nodded his head.

"So good" He managed out. "Ah, aniki" He moaned as Itachi grinded more into him, and Sasuke began to move as well, grinding back into Itachi. He gasped when he felt his brother's cock, it was just a lump in his pants, but nonetheless, it made him hot. They kept moving…for how long, neither of them knew…

All they knew was they had reached climax together.

"Itachi, Sasuke!" their mother suddenly called, bringing them back to reality "It's time for dinner, come down now!"

My head is throbbing, your kisses, your feel, your taste, they are unforgettable…Your face of an angel

I up-dated once again! I hope you are all enjoying this story. I was scared that my computer might die soon, but its still going. Thank you for all that reviewed, and are still keeping up with this story! It means a lot. SO! What do you think. Are lemons in order for this story. Should I raise it from T to M? I just might. See you all around.

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