Dear Journal,
Today I asked Koizumi how she feels about Haruka. She says that he isn't her type...but I feel relieved somehow. Maybe it's because I truly and honestly...
...
Think Haruka's an IDIOT! The challenge would be pointless if she got an idiot like that...I mean, I guess they sort of go together because they're both idiots and they look somewhat okay together, but...it clashes. He's a different kind of idiot. He's a jerk. Koizumi may not be the kindest person in the world... (she always reminds me of my height, and it's annoying!) But I wouldn't call her a jerk.
Haruka's the cruelest person I've met in a while...he constantly throws pointless insults at me, but what did I do to deserve it? Nothing! Nothing at all! Nuffin'! Zero! Nada! Nandemonai! ...oh, you get the point.
Anyway, enough of that rant.
People continue to call us All-Hanshin Kyojin, and they clap every time we argue. It's annoying! We aren't preforming no comedy antics for them! This is serious stuff! Anyway, gonna end it here, 'night.
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
I am SO shocked...this cute girl named Seiko-chan kissed me yesterday~ I must be really smooth, because I had just met her and she fell for me only two seconds after she formally introduced herself!
Then she asked if I'd go out with her, so I had to say yes.
Really, I'm good~ beat that, Koizumi. I win.
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
A paralyzing shock has overcome me...cute Seiko...IS SEISHIROU!
I...won't go into detail...anymore...(shudder)
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
Today, we all went to the beach for vacation. That was great...it felt nice to be in the water again.
But Koizumi, being the idiot she is, injured her foot while we were in the water. So I stayed with her on the sand for a while, but then she randomly started crying, and everyone kept on thinking it was my fault, but it wasn't, I didn't even do anything! But then we went to an Umibozu concert. It was awesome.
Today, Nobuko texted me saying it was Koizumi's birthday tomorrow...so I'm gonna give her my Umibozu CD! I painstakingly chose this gift...because it's my most prized possession...but whatever. I had nothing else to give her. But I'm going to take her up to the roof to see the fireworks too, since there happens to be fireworks tomorrow night. She'd better like it, I put a lot of thought into this...
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
Koizumi loved the fireworks and the present, so it was all worth it.
Anyway, going to sleep now, short entry.
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
Koizumi keeps acting like I did something...when I didn't do anything. She's confusing.
You know, I'm starting to wonder if I...towards Koizumi...no...that isn't possible. My feelings are playing tricks on me.
Nothing more to write.
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
I'm...overwhelmed with shock. Koizumi likes me. I mean...like-likes me...I would have never thought...
I need to think this over. I can't think straight. I don't...know how I feel...
Can't write anymore...I need to think...
- Atsushi Otani
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Dear Journal,
Sorry for not writing in a while.
I feel like everyone thinks I'm an awful person...maybe because I am...I don't know...
I pretty much made Koizumi completely snap...
It's the school trip right now...and I responded to Koizumi's confession. I have mixed feelings about her, you see. She's my comedy partner...so...I couldn't see her as my girlfriend...even though I think I do like her.
But...I can't get together with her...it wouldn't seem right.
She tried to completely hide it when I told her, but she was devastated. I saw her crying a lot when she got back to see Nobu and Nakao...so I feel like I shouldn't have even said anything...
I'm going to try and sleep...even though I might not be able to because I have so much on my mind...I think sleep would do me some good. I'm going to try and forget about all I said when I wake up tomorrow, because all it's doing is depressing me...goodnight.
- Atsushi Otani
