Tormented and Torn.
This was it, Dad and Autumn were in leauge with eachother. I couldnt believe it. Autumn had planned Lauren's attack, Dad had planned for Forest to get hurt and I betted that my revenge would bigger and fatal still.
I'm tormented by the fact that my girlfriend nearly died, due to this revenge it wasnt fair. When I declared war, I didnt expect this to happen.
And I'm torn on who to choose, I have Lauren. Who I love dearly, I'd do anything to protect her. My first love, always remained in my heart. And then theres Autumn, who stood by me in my hour of need. Made me happy.
I guess I'm Tormented and Torn.
Scared and Scarred.
I knew I wasnt going to let go of the fact that I nearly lost my life, but my boyfriend was the rope that I was holding onto all the time that I was dying, he was the huntsman rescuing his red riding hood from the wolves. When Pete told me that Ian and Autumn were in league with eachother, I refused to beleive it.
I was terrified of what Autumn's revenge would be for Pete as mine was a stabbing and Forest a sucide, it was a good job Cindy made her escape when she could. I was scared out of my wits, I still am. I'm scarred with the fact that I nearly died.
I guess I'm Scared and Scarred.
Misunderstood and Mislead.
Autumn is an evil peice of work and as for Ian. Well, I could have seen this coming.
I didnt so, I could've lost my life thanks to them both.
I'm getting quite worried about what there going to do tomrrow and what Autumn had in store for Peter.
She wasnt going to be able to touch us, when she was down in that cell.
Noone bothered to show there support so I guess they didnt understand.
I guess I'm Misunderstood and Mislead.
I'll push and you shove.
I knew Ian wasnt going to keep his end of the bargin, by hurting his son. To be honest I don't blame him.
Dad sent my trouser suit in a brown package today with a card saying:
The Good go.
When the bad come.
But then the good come back to rescue those who need it.
And the bad take revenge in the cruelest ways.
The bad go.
When the good come back.
- Clive Fox. 2011.
I wiped a tear, Dad was right. I had been the cruelest person over the past month, I was going plea not guilty but now I'd changed my mind.
Guilty.