Chapter 4

Miyagi was racing over towards Hiroki's house, angry and nervous. He couldn't believe this man would kill himself over the fact his love one was taken… God what was he, a moron! Miyagi growled and stomped on his breaks right in front of Hiroki's apartment. Miyagi got out and ran inside hoping the man hadn't taken his life yet, not only because he would be alive but so that Miyagi would kick the crap out of him for even thinking that this is the only way to deal with pain. Miyagi, using the sounds of 'please don't Hiro-san's', he walked down the hallway. Miyagi sighed when seeing the young man, who probably was the one who called, sitting on his knees having one hand on the door bawling his eyes out. Nowaki looked up to the dark haired professor, eyes begging for him to do something. Miyagi was slightly stunned since the lid never met him in person, and he could've been a burglar. It seems that Nowaki cares for Hiroki a lot. Miyagi sighed and walked to the bathroom door and knocked on it

"Kamijo, it's me Miyagi, get a hold of yourself and get out of this bathroom. To even think of doing this to yourself isn't like you; you're being stupid" Miyagi said and heard a muffled reply of 'Sh-shut up, professor' making Miyagi sighed

"Just because Akihiko is now taken doesn't mean you can just kill yourself off" Miyagi said calmly, trying his best to get the man out of the bathroom on his own free will.

"Y-you… don't understand" another muffled sad voice said making Miyagi sigh softly

"Kamijo… I do understand. I've been through this; when my wife left me and when my first love died. But I never stooped down to the level of thinking of killing myself did I? I moved on, and you need to do the same" Miyagi said putting a hand on the door

"But you have people th-that… care for you… I have no one" Hiroki said, "A-and… I-I've been in love with him… since we were little… god! It's not fair!"

"Kamijo that's how it goes, life isn't fair. But life goes on; you need to just accept that he isn't the one for you ok? And you're a baka to think that no one cares for you. You're parents care; I care for you since I am trying to stop you from doing something this stupid. This kid, here, obviously cares for you. Stop being blinded by being broken hearted! It'll take time to heal, don't give into it" Miyagi said hoping the other man would listen.

"I-it's too late" Hiroki said and Miyagi growled

"That's it!" Miyagi said leaving and returning with a pan in his hand. Before Nowaki could question him, Miyagi kicked down the door. Before Hiroki could cut himself he looked at the door and glared at Miyagi; but before he could say anything Miyagi hit him on the head with a pan. The force that Miyagi used instantly knocked Hiroki out cold. Miyagi picked him up and walked out of the bathroom. Nowaki stood up and Miyagi handed the unconscious body to him

"Was that completely necessary?" Nowaki asked and Miyagi looked to him

"Well isn't it better that him killing himself, right?" Miyagi asked and Nowaki nodded

"Y-yes… thank you" Nowaki said as the tears in his eyes finally stopped

"You're welcome… well I have to go back to work, call me if he does anything this stupid again" Miyagi said and saw the other man nod. Nowaki really did care for this man. Didn't they just meet sometime yesterday? How is it that this man cares for someone he had just met? The question ran through Miyagi's head when they walked to the living room. Miyagi continued at the door but stopped and turned around to Nowaki.

"Oh and Nowaki" the professor said and Nowaki looked at him, "take care of Kamijo"

"Hai" Nowaki said as a reassuring smile was on his face. Even though Miyagi knows that he just met this man, he could feel that he could trust this man to take care of Hiroki. Once Miyagi had left, Nowaki sighed and placed Hiroki on the couch. Nowaki smiled sadly and gently wiped some strands of hairs from the unconscious man's face. Nowaki realized with the whole scene with Hiroki attempting to commit suicide he wouldn't be able to handle life without this man. His crush on Hiroki had grown into something more… Nowaki had fallen in love. Nowaki sighed sadly again before noticing Hiroki looked so peaceful but at the same time really sad. Nowaki sighed sadly again and got up to look for Tylenol. Nowaki knows that once Hiroki would wake up, he would have a HUGE headache since he got hit on the head with brute force. After getting Tylenol, Nowaki placed it on the coffee table with a glass of water. Even if Nowaki had a horrible 3 years, with everyone hating him, the only thought when seeing Hiroki like this was in fact hoping that he would be ok. Nowaki knows what he is, he was born this way, but if people got to know him he was really kind and puts others before himself. He was glad that Hiroki got to know him, but was it enough? Would he look passed what Nowaki is if he found out because he is a really kind person? Or would Hiroki hate him like the rest? Nowaki shook the thought from his head and looked to Hiroki and sighed and gently leaned to Hiroki and gently placed his lips on the other's and lifted up

"I love you Hiro-San" Nowaki said softly, "I'll make sure I'll get you out of the darkness you are in" he said softly before getting in a comfortable position next to the couch and fell into a deep sleep.

2 hours later, Hiroki woke up instantly groaning in pain. He was going to get his revenge on Miyagi for giving him such a headache, Hiroki sighed and sat up looking around and saw that Nowaki was on the floor near the couch. Hiroki had wide eyes as he saw tear stains all down Nowaki's face.

Your parents care; I care for you since I am trying to stop you from doing something this stupid. This kid, here, obviously cares for you. Stop being blinded by being broken hearted! It'll take time to heal, don't give into it

Hiroki knew that Miyagi was right, he was blinded and mind flashed back

"I was s-stupid to think… anyone would ever… l-love me" Hiroki said and Nowaki had wide eyes and got up

"Hiro-San, don't talk like that!" Nowaki said "That's not true and you know it!"

"… I have a really bad… attitude… s-so much so that people think I would… kill puppies… I… no one would love me" Hiroki said walking to the bathroom. Hiroki shut and locked the door sighing looking at himself in the mirror

"Hiro-San! W-what are you planning on doing?" Nowaki asked in what Hiroki thought was fear

"What… do you think brat? I'm all alone in the world, no one cares" Hiroki said and Nowaki banged on the door. Hiroki looked around to see what he might have to take his own life.

"Please Hiro-San don't! I-If you're gone… I would have no one! Y-you're the only one that likes me! Please!"

"Sorry Nowaki… i-it's too late, I'm going to kill myself" Hiroki said finding a box full of razors. Hiroki got them and sat in the bathtub looking at the razors

"Please don't! I care about you!"

"You only care because I helped you when no one else did" Hiroki said. Right, wasn't he the only one that liked him? So he only cares about that… nothing else. Wait… is he even there anymore? More tears fell from his eyes as realization downed on him once again… he was alone. Hiroki got a razor out and was about to cut his arm, when he realized his arm wouldn't move. Damn body, stop ignoring his orders! Then more banging happened at the door. N-Nowaki didn't leave?

"H-Hiro-San…"

"Nowaki go away… there's nothing you could say to stop me" Hiroki said, but it seems his body is doing that just fine.

"Y-you're not alone H-Hiro-San. You have friends… th-the professor… I'm the one that hasn't had anyone for 3 years. Everyone hated me, so much they want me dead… th-that was until I met you. I-if you're gone..."

Hiroki heard a sob from the door and sighed sadly "I-I'm sorry Nowaki"

Hiroki sighed, this brat called Miyagi when he was gone. Nowaki really did care. Hiroki almost gasped when seeing the Tylenol and glass of water on the coffee table. H-he did this for him…? Hiroki sighed sadly before reaching for the Tylenol and water and took the medicine. Nowaki stirred awake and had wide eyes as Hiroki was awake and smiled

"Hiro-San" Nowaki said hugging him, "Thank… god you're ok"

Hiroki had wide eyes and sighed hugging back. Hiroki was still hurt deeply from the fact that Akihiko was taken but he realized he would devastate this man if he pulled off another stunt like that.

"…Thanks Nowaki… I'm sorry" Hiroki said sadly and Nowaki shook his head

"No don't be, like the professor said… you were too hurt to see that you had people that care for you... I'm sorry that had to happen to you" Nowaki said sadly and Hiroki had tears form

"I-it's going to take a while… to get over this" Hiroki said sadly and Nowaki smiled at him

"I'll help you get through this" Nowaki said and Hiroki sighed in comfort. He knows he needs to get over his love for Akihiko, and he couldn't think of anyone better to help him than the two people that care for him the most, Nowaki and Miyagi

TBC

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