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These are Meyers boys in name only.
Jaspers hormones were in overdrive and he was feeling the effects of all the physical conditioning he had been doing that had packed 20lbs of muscle on him, and given him endurance that he didn't
know what to do with on top of a sex drive that had woken up and was raging at him every damn morning for the past almost month an a half with nothing to take care of it but Jaspers own right hand.
Emmett had been complaining that Jaspers extended hot showers were draining the tank and delaying his start of the day as well as single-handedly contributing to global warming, so Jasper was
eager to blow of some steam with Captain Cullen, he just wasn't quite sure of who was doing what. He had remembered little bits of the night he had passed out, and he knew that he had woken up
with a hickey next to his dick, so he knew Cullen had probably attempted to suck his dick, and he wanted a repeat of that for damn sure. He had bought some supplies that he had read about as being
important, such as condoms and lube, so there was nothing holding anything back except where they were willing to take things and right then he wanted it all as far as he knew. He pushed Edward
back onto the bed and straddled his groin, looking down in the soft light of the bedside lamp at Edwards chest, running his hands over the ridges of muscles and through the light dusting of chest hair
that made a trail down the middle towards his belt buckle. Edward looked at Jasper and said, "You have too many clothes on" as he grabbed the hem of Jaspers t-shirt and pulled it up. As Jasper
leaned down to let Edward pull it over his head, Edward used that change in position to buck Jasper off to the side and he quickly assumed the dominant position over him as Jasper fought to get his
shirt the rest of the way over his head and off Edward laughed and began kissing along his flank and up the side of his chest, making Jasper squirm half in pleasure, half in an attempt to evade being
tickled. Edward laid fully on him, pressing him into the bed, letting him feel that he was in fact at the mercy of Edward so Jasper stopped squirming and looked at Edward in anticipation, "You 've got me,
so now what are you going to do with me?" Edward laughed, "Well, first off you are going to show me all your tattoos and tell me what the hell they mean, and after you do that we will see where
things take us, start with that new one, that raggedy assed feather and go from there."
EPOV
No, I wasn't stalling. I really wanted to know, that is why I asked about the damn things and I never expected him to tell me that I had to earn the right to know the stories behind them! Damn! I was
pretty pleased to find out that they were all his own design and that they all did really mean something, and each one on him represented a person or a part of his life that had changed him, I mean,
damn! that shit was deep and the feather was a combination of several major events in his life, including coming to terms with the loss of someone really important to him that he didn't want to talk
about because it was a, "Conversation for another day when we weren't so new to each other." One of is other tattoos represented his home was where his boots lead him and where his guitar was,
that was something I could relate to so damn well that I couldn't even speak after he got done telling me about it, I had been through the same thing with my own blood and I knew that kind of shit left
a mark, even decades later with all my success, I still felt like a failure in their eyes and that I was never going to be good enough, so I had just quit trying and cut them out of my life like a bad hunk of
meat. When he finished telling me all he was going to tell me about his tattoos, he looked at me like he was a kid waiting for the recess bell to ring so I pushed him down and I started kissing him like
his life depended on it. He was waay more free with his hands than he had been last time and I decided I liked sober Jasper much better than drunk Jasper, because he had my shirt off and was pulling
me up against him with a strength that was pretty damn surprising. I had to smile when I felt him nudging my head down towards his crotch, seems that the boy remembered getting his dick sucked
and maybe wanted a repeat? I figured it was the least I could do for him considering I had left him hanging for so damn long, but I was going to put the fear of the Capt into him just a little bit to see
how he reacted.
JPOV
Jasper was already hard as a rock as Edward slid back off of him and off the side of his bed. He was about ready to scream in frustration, but when Edward reached up and unbuttoned Jaspers jeans
and pulled them off of him, he sighed in relief and allowed his head to fall back onto the pillows, as his legs quivered in anticipation of what was coming next. He felt Edward trail his fingers up the inside
of his leg to his balls and he whimpered as his body twitched and broke out in goose bumps, he didn't resist as Edward gently bent his knees out and to the side as he started kissing the insides of is
thighs and tonguing his balls he was so enraptured with the feel of the hand running up and down his chest and teasing up and down his length. He didn't hear Edward unfasten his own jeans and kick
off his boots, and caught up in the feeling of Edwards tongue tracing a path from his naval to his balls and around, he didn't pay any attention when Edwards weight shifted to fully back up on the bed
and between Jaspers spread legs.
EPOV
Oh my lord was he beautiful, just laying there and ripe for the picking, I could so very easily just slide right up into him and live with no problem. He was heavier and more muscled than I remembered
from the last time, but he was still lean and perfect and just as vocal. I knew it was kinda dirty pool getting totally skin to wind and in such a dominant position when he wasn't expecting it, but I
wanted to see how he was going to react. I had never been a catcher and I wasn't sure how I felt about starting , and everything about the boy said that he would be a perfect bottom, but that little
bit of aggression he showed me when I came in had me thinking that he might need to be shown who the boss was in the situation, even if I made it feel good while I was going it. I reached put his
knees over my elbows so he wouldn't be able to scoot away to quickly and I lifted his hips ever so gently as I blew softy on him, keeping him distracted as I got into position. As I stroked his flanks I
gently nudged him to see if it even registered with him, and at first it didn't, but when I nudged just a little harder at the point of entry, his eyes shot open and once he took in the predicament he was
in, he kinda reminded me of a picture that one of the secretaries had of a cat that was all puffed out with claws all out and eyes huge looking like it was fixing to be eaten. "Wha!" That was the only
sound he made as he looked at me. I just grinned down at him and told him to relax. I wasn't going to do anything to him he didn't want me to do, but I didn't let him loose either. I bent down and
licked from the base of his perfect dick to the top and when I reached the top I teased the slit with my tongue until he started moaning and grabbing the blanket underneath. I continued teasing the
head of his dick, off and on deep throating him just to break things up and build up the tension. I gently rubbed up and down the crack of his ass with my dick, teasing his entrance off and on and
before too long he was moaning and whining like he didn't know if he was coming or going and I knew I could take him if I wanted to, but I wasn't going to, because I didn't want to suddenly spring
that on him. I let his legs down and crept up his body, kissing as I went and I slid up next to him so I had him in my arms with his back to me and his nice tight ass right up against my dick, and
everything I wanted within reach.
JPOV
Jaspers heart was in his throat when he realized the position he was in. He could very easily end up hurt in more ways than one if Edward decided to just take what he obviously wanted. Jasper knew
that if the relationship continued that one of them was going to end up being on the receiving end of things, and he wasn't sure how he felt about being the one in that position, but he didn't want to
find out by force. He was relived when Edward backed off and returned to other endeavors, but when he slid up beside him and began working himself back and forth between Jaspers buttocks while
gently working Jaspers dick and nibbling on his neck and ear, Jasper found himself arching his back and moaning as if he were in the sweetest kind of pain, and in a way he was. He turned his head so
he could capture Edwards lips and he kissed him with a hungry and passionate kiss as he arched his back more towards Edward. He reached back and placed a hand on Edwards hip, pulling him tighter
against his back. Edward shifted his position until he was on his back and he pulled Jasper on top of him, " Tell me what you want Jasper, I am here for you, and we are going at your speed." Jasper
was in overload at that point and all he could say is," I want you, I want you soo damn bad it hurts." Edward seemed to contemplate this for a moment and then he leaned up and kissed Jasper, and
said, "Well then I guess I should let you have me, do you have any lube and protection?" Jasper gaped at him, and squeaked out, "Drawer next to your head." Edward opened the drawer and pulled
out the supplies and laid them next to them on the bed as he pulled Jasper down next to him and kissed him deeply again. "We are going to take this damn slow, and understand it's a give and take
kinda thing, I am no bottom, but I want to show you both sides of things and let you experience as much as you want to try." Jaspers heart was racing out of his chest and his entire body was shaking
to the point it was hard for him to stay up on his arms, he kissed Edward again and started working his way down Edwards chest, intent on at least attempting to give him head, but Edwards tugged
him back up chest to chest with him and they continued kissing as Edward ran his hands over Jaspers body and encouraged Jasper to touch him. Jasper traced his hand down Edwards chest to his
navel and slowly went below, finding a mole that was lined up almost 3 fingers below Edwards navel, and right at the top of his dick. Jasper softly traced a finger around the head of Edwards dick,
eliciting a low moan and deeper kiss from Edward, so Jasper decided to be a little more demonstrative and he reached down and took gentle hold of Edwards dick and gently pumped it a couple of times
as Edward ran his hand over Jaspers hips and between his legs. Jasper felt Edward shift on the bed again and he heard the cap on the bottle of lube snap open and he paused in anticipation, waiting
to find out what was going to happen next. He was surprised when he felt Edwards hand join his and a coating of lube was added to not only Jaspers hands, but to the Edwards butt as well. Jasper
leaned up and kissed Edwards chest and slowly got on his knees between Edwards legs as he continued to slowly and gently pump Edwards dick. He heard Edward fumbling with the condom wrapper
and he stilled so Edward could roll it on him. The feeling of that alone was almost enough to make him come and he shook like a newborn colt as Edward pulled him down into a kiss and to whisper in
his ear, "Slow, and easy, is how this is going to work, so take a deep breath and slow your roll there for a minute. How do you want me, on my back, on my knees or on my side?" Jaspers mind was
working a mile a minute as he thought about all the images he had seen when he started investigating the mechanics of things online, and though face to face seemed the most intimate, it also looked
like the most difficult for a beginner, so he went with having Edward on his elbows and knees in front of him, He knelt there, running his hands over Edwards hips until Edward reached back and took
his hand and pulled him forward.
EPOV
I don't know what the hell I was thinking deciding to let him top me, but I just felt that it was important to start him off feeling that he had some power in things and I figured that letting him try this
would be the best way to give him that feeling before I let him know who really was the boss in the situation. He was so damn nervous and shaky it was almost funny, but considering my ass was on
the line, literally, I knew I was going to have to control things pretty closely if I wanted to be able to sit down for the next week. Luckily for me the boy had bought the type of lube that had a mild
numbing agent in it. Ill tell you what, those fellas that tend to point and shoot pretty quickly that came up with products like, "Maintain" and the like, have done us worlds of good when it comes to
easing the initial burn of bottoming. I had made sure we were both lubed up and I got into the position he chose, which I had half expected being that he had never done things before. I fully intended
to show him the errors of his ways when it came to my turn though, because while the old stand by of, "doggy style" might be easier to achieve it doesn't provide all the access that face to face does,
or the angles. He knelt there so damn long I began to wonder what the hell he was doing, but then I realized he had stage fright and I was going to have to take things in hand.
JPOV
Jasper knew the moment was nigh, and as he leaned forward over Edwards back, he rubbed the head of his dick up and down the cleft of Edwards perfect ass. He knew not to rush things, and with the
lube he had bought numbing his dick just enough, he hoped he would last long enough to get all the way inside, but he was shaking so hard and so excited, he wasn't sure the rest of his body would
cooperate. Edward reaching back and taking his Jaspers dick in his hand dismayed him for a minute, but when he realized he was guiding him to the entrance, he breathed a sigh of relief, if Edward was
ready, he was ready so he started slowly pushing forward into Edward.
Epov
Holy Hell! Dammit! it stung even with the numbing gel, and I grunted at him to slow down after it felt like he slammed the head of his dick in, in one fell swoop. He froze for a minute, his damn legs
shaking so hard I was afraid he was going to pop back out, so I reached back and steadied him and reminded him, "Slowly", as he began pushing forward again. He was panting so hard I figured he
was going to come before he managed to get all the way in, but then the boy surprised me by pulling back a bit and then nudging forward even more, that made me pant because even with the burn,
that shit felt good! He started doing that pretty steadily and the next thing I know he was laid up over my back and balls deep in me and I was whining like a bitch because it felt so damn goood! He
laid there a minute, collecting himself, and I could feel his heart just pounding away almost as fast as mine was, and then he raised up and nipped the me on the shoulder blade and asked, "Are you
okay? I want to try and move." I told him I was more than okay, that he could have at it, and the next thing I knew he drew back and slammed into me like a freight train! I felt it all the way from my
toes to my ears and I let out a yell of pleasure that I am sure his neighbors had to have heard as the boy got down to business. He had a death grip around my waist and the boy was grunting and
growling in a deep, guttural way that just made goose bumps raise up all over me and made me reconsider my thoughts about him being a natural bottom, he may have been short and shy to most of
the world but once the beast was freed in bed, he was something else. I felt him starting to lose his rhythm and his grunts were becoming more and more guttural and I knew he was getting close. I
had no intention of coming outside of him, so I fought off the sensations I was getting, but damn the boy was hitting the sweet spot and I have to admit it was hard to resist. He bucked into me
raggedly a few more times and let out a growl that would have had "Duke" running for the hills and I felt him erupting into the condom for what seemed like forever and as he collapsed onto my back, I
made sure to reach back and catch a hold of things to keep the condom on him so he didn't make a mess of things in the bed. I slid him off to the side and 1`got up to go take care of the used condom
as well as get a towel to clean up with a bit. I knew I was going to be feeling a little rough the next day, but I was wanting to get back to the task at hand and show him just what I was feeling.
JPOV
Nothing in Jaspers life could have prepared him for how wonderful it felt to lose himself in Edward. He fought hard to maintain some control, but when Edward gave him the, "Go ahead" he just lost it
and let the beast within himself take over losing himself within the sensations. He was shocked at the primal growls and grunts that came out of him, but to try and stifle them felt wrong and he was
tired of feeling wrong, so even if Edward laughed at him later, he was going to just let go and feel what he was feeling. The tightness felt like it was coming from all over the place as he knew he was
getting ready to come. The sensation was almost euphoric as he came and he couldn't even keep his eyes from rolling back in his head as he collapsed onto Edwards back, limp and sweaty and drained
of all ability to even think or move. He felt Edward take a hold of the condom and handle that end of things and he was grateful as he rolled onto his back with thoughts of nothing more than going to
sleep.