A/N Told you the boys were talking to me a bit, I just wasn't aware they were going to be soo, uhh...tense? Anyway, this is a bit of what is going on with just them. There is a bit of perspective jumping and I know some hate that and whine about it, but if you don't like it, there is a little x in the corner for just that reason. Im an amateur writer without a beta. I just write whats coming out of me and I do my best to make it make sense.I hope you guys like this one. Time is going keep jumping forward pretty quickly, with these chapters. What went down didn't happen overnight, it took a few years to develop so if that's confusing, I thought I would let you know that this is about 7-8 months after the academy incident,(knee replacements in older men take a hell of a long time to heal when the older man is a stubborn ass), so that's why he was on pt for so long.

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Life was good for Jasper. Well, as good as it could be pretending to be a high school student 5 days a week and then spending the nights not only doing homework, but writing reports about any activity that had gone on, or reporting in to the commander of the squad he was working with. He was so far undercover that he had even been harassed by the school resource officer who seemed to just dislike him on principal, and he hated to even think about the bullies that seemed to enjoy trying to make his days a living hell. If they only knew the, "Boy" they were slamming into lockers and sucker punching in the hallways, was actually a 20 something cop who legally couldn't strike back against them because they were underage and protected, they would probably be pissing themselves. He just shook it off and pretended to scurry away as quickly as possible once they were done.

It was exhausting but rewarding work, the intel he was gathering on the distribution of meth through the local school system was going to lead to the take down of one of the biggest drug gangs in the city, if he could see it through and get all the players pointed out. The days stretched into weeks and then months as the case was being built. Jaspers information was proving valuable to the team, but his personal life was almost non-existent. He only saw Edward when he went to the ranch in the evenings to tend to the animals for him and to handle any work around the ranch that Edward himself couldn't handle due to his knee.

Their relationship had changed and Edward was more affectionate, but those moments were soo fleeting, that Jasper was getting frustrated.

Epov

"Dammit horse! Back the hell up off me and I will put your hay in your bin. C'mon!"

I could hear the frustration and stress in my boys voice. He was as worn as a old pair of boots and he needed a break after nearly 7 months of working the damn case he was on, but I had heard from the D.A. that they were considering sending him into the other high school and holding off on making a bust until sometime next year! I knew when he heard that he would probably lose his damn mind, but that's part of the job, you go where you are needed, and I think I am needed in that barn. No one, including him, knows I got released from P.T. and cleared to go back to full duty yesterday. I think its time I surprise him. I didn't even have to use my cane anymore and I figure when I come strolling up behind him and showed him up just how grateful I was for all his help, he would be a little less stressed out in short order.

Slipping up behind him usually wasn't a good idea, but he tended to relax a little more than usual when he was out at my place, and I was often able to get around his more difficult issues like being snuck up on or having someone wake him up from a sound sleep by touching him. He felt safe around me and that had taken months of work and not a few close calls to come to that point, and even so, I still didn't just up and grab him or make him feel like he was restrained or held down. Walking up behind him, I slid my hand up his bare arm to his shoulder to let him know I was behind him.

"Hey you!, I'm almost done here and then Ill be in to cook dinner." I stopped him from turning around as I slid my hands on around to his chest and came fully up behind him, bending down to kiss his neck. He froze and leaned back into me, trying to figure out what was different.

"Where is your cane! How are you standing here like this? You are going to hurt yourself." I stopped him from saying anything else by turning him around and kissing him like he hadn't been kissed in months, and while I had him distracted that way, I reached down and unsnapped his jeans and went fishing for what I had been missing for a damn long time. He was already half hard before I could even get a hold of him, and by the time I got him in hand, he was hard as a rock and gasping, so I figured it was time to give the new knee a try.

Backing him up against the stable door I kept kissing him and teasing him while I worked his pants down so I could get to him. I knew he wasn't going to last long, and as I eased down to my knees in front of him, pinning him in place with a palm in the center of his chest while I teased and tormented him with my other hand, I was happy to see the smile on his face. He had obviously figured out that my P.T. was over and he was reaping his rewards.

The guttural sounds that he made caused the horses to stop and look over at us for a moment, but then they went right back to eating their hay and ignoring what was going on, after all, priorities must be maintained. He was so lean and tight and sweaty, I knew that once he got his, I was going to reintroduce him to an old friend who had missed him in many ways.

Things had not been the same since we had been condemned to light duty and I was looking forward to showing him that I was still capable of making him feel as good as he did when we first got together. We had hardly gotten to spend any quality time just being a couple, actually in bed, waking up together or even making anything close to, "Love". Every time we had been able to get together it had been rushed and secretive and often even a little on the brutal side of just plain fucking that left us both sated, but also drained and lacking the emotional connection that we had actually managed to build over the months since the incident. I had come to realize just how much the little bastard meant to me. I guess you could say I loved him. We hadn't said it to each other, after all, we weren't chicks with dicks, we were men, and Marines and deputies, but we both knew it was lurking below the surface and that one of us was going to break and say it sooner than later. I was betting I was fixing to make him say it.

A long, slow lick from his chest down his abs, tasting the sweat and the taste that was just…him, left him shaking and staring at me with his mouth hanging open just a little, and I grinned at him as I teased him my tongue, flicking back and forth across the head of his dick as he groaned and tried to grab a hold of my head to get me to get down to business, but I wasn't ready to end it yet. I took a long slow lick up the side of his dick just to watch it twitch and to hear him whine low in his throat and then I bent down and tongued his balls as he slammed his head back into the wall, groaning out, "You are trying to kill me!" as I sucked on in and then another, rolling them around as his legs shook and he grasped my hair so hard it felt like some pulled loose. Reaching between his legs I grasped his ass and then drawing back I took the head of his dick into my mouth and running my tongue around the outline of it I teased him just enough to get him off balance before I took him all the way in and got down to business.

Jasper couldn't think too clearly. It had been months since they had been really able to do much physically due to Edwards injuries and Jaspers own recovery, and now, here Edward was, on his knees, in the barn sucking his dick for all he was worth. He was elated that it seemed the interminable physical therapy and light duty requirements were over and they could now go back to exploring the physical side of things. Jasper was lost in the moment and when he came, it was seemingly from his soul.

"I swear boy, you probably scared the neighbors horses with that yell." Edward grinned up at a slumped over Jasper who could barely keep his feet. Rising to his own feet, Edward began kissing Jasper deeply putting into each kiss, the emotion and feeling that he wouldn't speak. His hands running over Jaspers body, he stopped and looked Jasper in the eyes, the intensity of the moment getting to both of them as they realized that it was the first time in months they had been together whole, with no restriction, no injuries or other issues barring the way and they had an entire weekend to themselves.

"Stay here this weekend." It wasn't a request, it was a command and Jasper knew it. He knew they needed this time to just be with each other and to hide from the world and it s demands upon them that they hide who and what they were to each other. He nodded and ran his hand up Edwards thigh to where the bulge was pressing painfully against the zipper.

"Wanna finish this in the house under the A/C without an audience?" he nodded at the horses and the dog.

Edward grinned, "Works for me, lead the way."