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What if…?

Chapter 17 I understand you

Tsuna was still in the darkness, but it became colder and colder; he looked at his hands that was started to fade. 'I'm still alive' then the brunette sighed and gave up, he was dead… no more memories, no more friends and families.

"Beep"

A second passed, another second a minute passed…

"Beep"

Tsuna looked up at the dark sky again, he was fading faster now, the male jumped up and had his chocolate orbs opened wide. "a beep, I hear a beep!"

"Thump"

"Thump"

o.o.o.o.o

The Japanese skylark was waiting for the people in the first generation to come attack him for attacking Giotto first; but nothing came.

"Beep"

The eyes of the Mafia members opened wide, it was the noise from the machine that just said the brunette was dead.

"Beep"

The males looked away from Hibari and placed their eyes on the now breathing brunette.

"Beep"

"Beep"

He was alive, Tsuna came back alive!

'That herbivore… he never seems to die.' The raven haired male brushed the dust from his shoulder and smirked. 'I guess he is the perfect rival for me.' Then the 10th generation picked up his silver tonfas and placed them in his…(where ever he keeps them) and sat o the stool next to the brunette.

Hibari was able to see Tsuna's eyes flutter and he held his breath, waiting for the brunette to wake up.

The 1st generation family started in amazement, the cloud guardian of Tsuna was able to control his emotions as soon as he knew that his boss was alive. That was the hidden, rare trait of the cloud... it was what Alaude was known for.

'What kind of people are Tsuna's family?' The golden blonde haired male wondered. Giotto took off his gloves and got out of HDWM and brushed the wrinkles in his mafia suit. After the dark grey vest was in place Giotto and his guardians walked closer to the brunette.

Tsuna's eyes were fluttering, as if he was having a bad dream, but slowly he started to open them. Hibari watched in excitement- although he didn't show it. The Japanese cloud guardian saw part of the chocolate orbs as the brunette opened his eyes, they seemed like they were in a daze.

Asari noticed something about the Vongola Decimo was wrong, so he leaned closer. G who was also able to feel the different aura in the long haired male, took a step in front of Giotto, getting ready to protect him if something went wrong.

The male on the white bed of the infirmary breathed evenly when he finally opened his light golden brown eyes. He looked around the room looking at the mafia men near him; the brunette then fully opened his eyes in shock and suddenly sat up.

Tsuna took off the air mask on him and backed away from the first generation and his cloud guardian. The 10th generation Vongola boss started sweating cold sweat when he felt a sharp pain in his chest.

"Tsunayoshi" Giotto was the one to take action, 'Is he scared right now?' "How are you feeling?" The Primo held his breath as so did everyone else in the room.

"T-Tsunayoshi?" The brunette mouthed his name, silently then looked at the raven haired male who was glaring at him.

"Yes, Tsunayoshi does it hurt anywhere?" Knuckle soften his voice and asked carefully.

"Watashi wa anata o rikai suru koto wa dekimasen" Tsuna told the priest that was next to him, kneeling.

'He cannot understand us?' Asari gasped silently, then he asked the brunette in Japanese, "Do you know who we are?"

Everyone in the room glanced at the male in the Japanese clothing and then to the brunette who was still in shock.

"No… I'm sorry…" The brunette started to tremble when Hibari growled.

Hibari looked at the male who was sitting on the bed, Tsuna looked as if he was going to faint from the fear.

'Why does this have to happen!' The ex-perfect looked straight into the chocolate orbs that were full of fear.

o.o.o.o.o

Tsuna was slowly disappearing from the vacant darkness, the 24 year old began to panic; he ruffled his hair out of habit and walked around in circles. 'The training with Reborn was less stressful than this! And that means SOMETHING!'

The brunette looked at his small hands and saw they were almost transparent. Then without a second to spare he disappeared.

'I guess died… but my heart is still beating…' Nothing was around the brunette, he just had his eyes closed seeing memories he missed, the memories he wanted to make, the memories he wanted to share. 'Sigh, my body is in a vegetable state,'

The brunette tied to open his eyes, if he had any, but was successful, but after a few seconds he felt as if he was lying in a bed, with something helping him to breath, something numbing the pain.

But as soon as he tried to remember why there was pain in the first place, he couldn't remember. Then trying to trace back to earlier events, the brunette was more confused. Nothing, nothing was coming to his mind, no events, no memories.

The worried Vongola Decimo slightly opened his chocolate orbs to see light, to see a blur. As the brunette opened his eyes, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, it wasn't the Hyper intuition he had. It was something more serious, something that was more important. Tsuna could not remember…

The 5'6" male opened his eyes and his pupils adjusted to the bright light, he saw a male with jet-black hair, his expression was a mean one- as if he was a murder, a guard, someone evil, but good.

"Tsunayoshi, Come ti senti?"

The brunette looked at the male who sad words he couldn't understand. His eyes were as golden as honey and his hair was messy but calm and neat. He wore a dark grey vest with light grey vertical stripes on the fabric, and the people around him wore suits and semiformal clothing.

Tsuna's chocolate colored eyes analyzed the room he was sitting in, 'Tsunayoshi? That was Japanese…' so the brunette repeated the name as a question. "Tsunayoshi?"

The confused 24 year old looked at the male with dark black hair, who had a bandage on his nose, because the ex-boxer opened his mouth to speak. "sì, Tsunayoshi, stai male da nessuna parte"

"I cannot understand you" The male gave up and he started to say that he couldn't understand them, he knew the male with the Japanese traditional clothing was going to be able to understand him, but he didn't know how the rest of the males where going to respond.

The man who had jet-black hair, and sharp piercing eyes, growled and glared at the brunette.

'Eh! Who is he? Why is he glaring at me?' Tsuna started to tremble, wondering if he was going to be attacked, or even killed.

"Do you know who we are?"

Tsuna stopped looked at his cloud guardian and looked at Asari, who was a very worried face.

"No… I'm sorry …" 'Finally it is something that I understand.

Then the ex-perfect uncrossed his arms and frowned, giving a dark aura around the male. Tsuna who felt chills run down his back started to back away from the growling male.

But instead of backing away the brunette fell backward and hit the hard floor.

"ITAI!" The brunette sat up from his back, and felt more pain in the area around his heart than his back. Tsuna looked at his wound and saw blood staining the once pure white bandages.

"Brunette, stop moving before I knock you out."

Tsuna looked up while wincing at the unbearable pain. Ice-blue eyes where glaring at him, the eyes that looked so familiar.

Alaude walked around the bed and kneeded next to the male in pain and he hit a pressure point on the brunette's neck, knocking him out.

o.o.o.o.o

"He lost his memories!"

Lampo stood up from his chair and stared right into Giotto's eyes.

G who was too worried didn't… more like couldn't hit the green haired guardian to shut him up. The magenta haired male was thinking about his boss' theory.

"Tsunayoshi has lost his memories, due to the stress and shock he was enduring for so long. It was been at least three months he was been alone."

Hibari stared at the male giving his thoughts, then he looked around the room, he saw the rest of the first generation sitting around the meeting table. 'Herbivore.'

"We witnessed the pain he was enduing, when he ran to Hibari" the honey colored eyes of the golden blonde haired male wondered to the 10th generation guardian.

"Until we make sure Tsuna regains his memories, we cannot let he go outside."

The rest of the guardians nodded in agreement, but Lampo was still digesting the fact that the brunette lost his memories.

o.o.o.o.o

A few days past with the same routine, Tsuna was getting closer with the storm and Rain guardian so he stayed close to them as they worked on the Vongola party they needed to prepare. Both the first generation and the 10th generation cloud guardians were being avoided by the brunette, and the others were viewed as equally weird.

Tsuna could only remember what was needed for everyday life, such as what his nationality was, or how to use a pen, but he could not remember the relationships that developed, and the memories he made with them.

Hibari who became very annoyed just glared at the herbivore waiting to have a chance to talk with him without scaring him off.

Every time the Japanese Skylark got ten feet close to the brunette, the smaller male would run start speed walking in the other direction.

Hibari was going to tell his boss to remember what he has done for him; Tsuna had given the family love that Hibari lacked.

Fortunately for the raven haired male, the first generation family noticed the desperation in the skylark's eyes and did their best to leave the two alone.

It was going to be a long time until Tsuna was going to listen to the tenth generation cloud guardian.

o.o.o.o.o

On the 7th day, Hibari couldn't hold it any longer, it was impossible for him to be ignored by the brunette. So when the brunette was sitting at the dining table in the afternoon making the list of supplies he and the sun guardian needed to make the decorations, the Japanese Skylark walked up to him.

"Herbivore, listen to what I have to say… and don't you dare run away from me."

Tsuna started to tremble, 'What I he going to do to me?" The long haired brunette stared straight into the ice-cold eyes of his guardian. Hibari moved closer to where Tsuna was seated, and stared right back.

"What has happened to all the fights we have survived? What about your so called familia?"

The Skylark got up in the tuna's face and continued. "Who do you think you are making me think about crowds?" The eyes of the raven haired male started to water.

'What fights? What family… My mother… My father?' But then the male who was wondering about his life he saw the cold sharp eyes of the skylark become pink and shinny.

'Is that man crying? The male who was supposed to be stronger, faster…?' Tsuna winced at the developing pain in his head.

Hibari didn't stop, "Herbivore, I thought of you as an omnivore."

Then the pain in Tsuna's head was unbearable, the brunette grabbed both sides of his head and shut his eyes trying to ease the pain that was worsening.

Then without a second of rest, the brunette passed out almost falling out of the large wooden chair, but was caught by the cloud guardian- the guardian who finally let his first tear drop.

o.o.o.o.o

'Everything is dark once more.' Tsuna was again in the black space without anything.

But all the brunette could think about was what the Japanese skylark said to him.

His fights, family. Crowds. Omnivores.

Nothing made sense to the brunette, but there was a tingle in the male's chest. Tsuna didn't know why it was disturbing to see Hibari's eyes water.

But once again before the male could answer his own questions, he disappeared again.

o.o.o.o.o

The messy long haired male slowly opened his eyes and saw the same room he was in a week ago. He turned to his left side and saw a silver pocket watch. The half Italian, half Japanese male used his elbows to lift himself up and he reached for the pocket watch that looked familiar.

Tsuna opened the watch and saw…

Everyone.

'Gokudera, Yamamoto, Nii-san, Lambo, Emna, Chrome, Mukuro, Reborn, me, and Hibari… I remember them! The memories I share with my Nakama in this picture!' It was as if the person writing this Tsuna's life story wanted the brunette to remember the relationships he gained.

At that time Hibari and the 1st generation family walked into the room to check up on the brunette. Thinking the brunette was still clueless about what has happened, Asari and G made a cute sideshow of what the Vongola family was, and who the brunette was.

But Tsuna giggled before the two males could start their story, "Ho Capito" I understand you.

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