I'm really sorry I took so long to up-date this story. I've been in such a HUGE writers block is not even funny, but here you go guys, Chap 7 is already out.

Mixed Feelings

Aang and I have been dating for a month now and Yuron hasn't come anywhere near me or Kiruna. I don't know about Siru though, he hasn't come back yet. The big dinner got re-schedule for about two months later and Aang decided to stay for the time been.

"Aisui" Aang's voice tickled my ear.

I grunted moving to the side and streching while his fingers traced odd shapes on my skin.

"Good morning" he said kissing my cheek.

"Good morning to you too" I said opening my eyes and smiling.

"I think you are a little late for work dear" he said in a tone that was sure damn annoying.

Then I realize what he was saying, I jumped out of the bed and ran to the closet.

"Zuko's gonna kill me" I said, then I stopped on my own words.

I've never called Zuko by his name, not out loud atleast, but Aang didn't seem to catch it.

"And Katara too" he said smiling wide at my desperate self.

I airbended myself near him.

"I'll see you tonight ok?" I said giving him a quick peck on the lips and taking off.

I ran to the kitchen and there was Lady Katara.

"Hello there Aisui" she said getting up.

"My Lady" I said bowing to her.

"Oh no no no, please, you are like one of us" she said smiling.

She had to notice the confusion I had because she quickly guided me out of the kitchen into the silent hallway.

"You know, since you and Aang are…" she smiled at the end, not quite finishing her sentence.

"Oh, um, yeah" I started to blush and everything just seemed confusing for a moment.

"Well, but somehow you still have to work" she shrugged.

"That's a matter I'll discuss with my husband later, but for now, I don't want you to be late" she said giving me a little push and going inside the kitchen again.

I took off to my first task of everyday, cleaning the dinning room table. The table had to be ready and spotless before the Fire Lord got up. It was a big table but as long as I was alone it was an easy task. I took the bucket of water and spilled it over the table and then airbended it dry. Easy task.

"Aisui" one of the young servants called.

I turned to see her.

"Your brother is really sick and would like for you to go see him" she said.

I nodded and ran to the servants dorms.

As soon as I got down there I heard him cough. I entered his room and closed the door behind me.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

"I don't know, I just woke up and started coughing" he said coughing once again.

He looked pale and his voice sounded weak.

"Did you ate anything yesterday or did anything that could've got you sick?"

"No. Not that I remember" he said coughing again.

It may have seemed like a simple cold but something wasn't feeling right for me.

"Well" he started to get up.

"What the hell you think you're doing Kiruna?" I asked pushing him back down.

"I got to work Aisui" he said and tears started to form in my eyes.

He was just like Siru, always looking after the family, no matter how he felt we were always first. Since Siru left Kiruna has taken that responsability, which I personally thought that it was too much for him to handle.

"Lay down and rest, I'll talk to the Fire Lord and tell him how you feel. I'm sure he'll understand" I said covering him with the bed sheets and kissing his forehead.

As soon as my lips touched his forehead I felt his temperature raising.

"I'll see if someone can get some medicine too" I said to him getting up and leaving to find Zuko.

On the way I bumped into the 'garden man' he was quite nice and always caring about Kiruna and I.

"How is the young boy?" he asked, he was quite aged but still had his strenght with him.

"Kiruna is sick, so I was off to try and get some medicine for him"

"Oh dear, do not go by yourself, I'm heading to the city to buy something I need, while I'm at it, I'll get the medicine for him and that way you can work"

"Thanks" I said bowing to him before heading to get Zuko.

I knocked on his room door.

"Who?" I heard him ask.

"It's me" I said and entered the room once he answered.

"Hey" he said.

"Um, Kiruna got sick and he is in a very bad condition, I was wondering if…"

"Tell him to rest and to take a day or two, he is only eight, I don't want him forcing him self too much" Zuko said smiling.

I nodded and bowed, as I was about to open the door to leave when I felt someone else closing, who was standing right behind me.

I turned around only to find Zuko right infront of me, his left hand on the side of my head and his other making his way up there, to trap me.

"Zuko" I said in pure fear, not even remembering my manners to greater authorities.

"I love the sound of my name in your lips you know?" a hot smile forming in his lips and his head was lowered so that our foreheads touched each others.

I shook my head.

"My Lord are you drunk?"

"You really think of me as a drunk man?" he asked and by his breath he didn't smell drunk, actually his breath was rather sweet with a tint of spice in it.

"My Lord, I got to…"

"You are not going anywhere" he said taking me by the waist and bring me closer.

My clothes got off my shoulders a little revealing the blue tatoos under it.

"By Agni, you're beautiful" he breath.

"My Lord, you're getting this all wrong, please, you're married and I'm…"

"Yeah, I know, Aang is a lucky man right now, but come on Aisui, you and I both know that there has been something all along, hasn't it?"

His question hit me like a rock. We had build some kind of friendship, but everytime we were near, specially when he was shirtless, like now, I started to blush and the words wouldn't come out. I'll bite my lips and start to think different thoughts not appropiate for a servant to feel. On the other hand, the room will feel oddly hot when ever I was there, specially everytime I blushed or everytime he came in very close contact with me. The thing was I never saw it that way, until today.

"My Lord, I…"

He leaned in fast his lips quickly attacking mines, but to my surprise, I found myself responding back, kissing him with the same force he was kissing me. My arms wrapped around his neck while his tighten around my waist.

For that moment, it was just Zuko and I