I love you Boomer.
We both know it's true.
Don't you see how I cry blue only for you?

It's the truth and yet you abandon me.

I wish you did not have to go.
Everyday without you is slow.
I feel depress whenever I think of our times playing together in the snow.
You were taken from me with just one deep deadly little blow.
I wish you were here with me at home.

That memory tortures me every single night.
I always wake up screaming your name in fright.
I cry these tears just for you.

That day was full of red but yet blue.
I stayed hidden just like you told me to.
But I regret it now!
These tears of despair just won't stop!

I miss your hugs.
I miss your passionate kisses.
I also miss the sweet nothings that you would gently whisper in to my ear.
I wish every single night on our star that you could be here.

When I saw that sadistic bastard with your life in his clutch,
I heard a sickening crunch.
He clawed deeply into your ribs.
I heard every single crunch of your bones loud and clear.

My heart began to race.
My greatest fear had become true.
Him took you.

Your blood was gushing everywhere!
I held onto your body as you lightly caressed my cheek.
You called me lovely and very unique.

I cried of how it was my fault.
I should have just joined your battle with Him,
But you told me not to step in.
You said to keep her safe.

You said it wasn't my fault.

I remember what you said to me about keeping faith.
We shared one last passionate and deep kiss.
That was the last time you whispered I love you to me.

Won't you come back?

I didn't want to believe that you were dead.
Our siblings found me shrouding in blue while you covered in red.
Your brothers and my sisters would pull me away from your lifeless but yet still beautiful body.

The pain I went through that very day,
It caused me such great dismay.
But our daughter,
She is safe.

I told her everyday that you said from heaven to keep faith.
I named her Bethany just like you wished.
She has your smile,
Our golden blonde hair,
Your pearly whites,
Your sapphire blue eyes,
And your love for the sky.

When I remember you're dead its nearly impossible for me not to grieve.
Your soft and gentle touch still lingers in my dreams.
I toss and turn in bed wishing that you were still present.
Oh, the lovely picnics we would have during sunset.
I miss your love.

I look in to the night sky above with our four year old child.
She said to me,
'Please don't fret Mommy,'
'Daddy will always be here with us in our hearts,'
'For he is a part of us.'
'I know that because he told me so.'
'He appeared in our room and I saw him kiss you.'
'He was handsome just like you told me Mommy.'

Just like you,
She has such an innocent soul.
I take a deep breath.
With those words she took out the pain in my heart in which Him had left.

I know that you'll always be here with me,
And I know that deep down in our hearts,
You will always here with us at home.

Because you and our daughter told me so.