Okay so I decided to update twice in one day cause my internet is slow and it took me freaking aaaaages to get this done, so I might not be able to update for a while.

But enjoy this chapter, things get pretty intense here :)

"Good morning. Sleep well?" Rachel said as I walked into the kitchen

"Yeah I slept alright, you?" I said back tiredly

"Not really, Kurt never woke me up to go back to my bed, now my back is killing me."

"Aww, poor baby." I said mockingly

She hit me playfully on the arm

"Speaking of Kurt where is he?" I asked scanning the room

"Shower." She said through a mouthful of toast

Just then he emerged from the bathroom drying his hair. Shirtless.

I had to stop myself from staring, but failed midersably.

"Blaine hello? Blaine you're staring!" Rachel said hitting me across the head

Kurt abruptly looked up and my gaze met his. He didn't look away but there was obvious hurt in his eyes.

"Well alrighty then after you two stop eye fucking each other what are we going to do today?" Rachel snapped

I looked over at her and opened my mouth to protest but she vut in

"Don't say anything Blaine, I heard you two's conversation last night, please sort out your shit. I'm going for a walk I want you two to talk."

Fuck why does Rachel always have to be right?

She walked out the door before either of us could protest. Kurt dropped his head and continued to dry himself off.

"She's right you know?" I said quietly

"About what?" he said back coldly

"We really need to talk."

"Why Blaine, so we can fight again?"

"No Kurt please just hear me out?"

"Fine." He sat on the couch and pulled his knees up to his chest

I slowly walked over and sat too.

"I'm so sorry for what happened, I had no idea about what was happening, I should have kept my big mouth shut!" I said

"No it's okay seriously, I shouldn't have reacted the way I did. It's just the whole dave thing, we ended on bad terms and I tried dating but I was afraid." He said back his eyes firmly locked on the floor

"Afraid of what?"

"Falling in love, falling for someone and getting my heart broken, them ch-cheating on me."

I reached out my hand and placed it on Kurt's knee. This time he didn't flinch away from the contact. My body took over and I leaned in to cup his face in my hand. I looked him in the eyes and leaned on further. I was about to close the gap between our lips when he turned his head way and my lips landed on his cheek. I pulled myself back to see him staring at the floor

"I-I'm sorry Blaine, I just can't." he said

"No, please don't say sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I should have taken the hint last night. I'm the one who should be sorry." I breathed

A faint smile appeared on his face. And his eyes shot back down to his shoes. I got up slowly and walked to my room

"I'm gonna go to the gym, so you'll have the place to yourself for a while." I said coming back

"Okay." Kurt said eyes still fixed on his shoes

I walked slowly out the door and into the New York air.

After that day I couldn't help but look. I started to see the little things he did… the way his eyebrows rose when he saw something he liked, and the way he crinkled his nose when he saw something he didn't.

Every touch felt like fireworks on my skin. The accidental bump at the coffee machine, the way our knees hit slowly during movie nights, when we would high five while winning a game.

But I knew he wasn't feeling the same.

Days rolled by slowly I found myself staring at him every other minute and the clothes he wore made me wanna do bad things with him.

But I had to supress these feelings. I did so by sleeping with other guys but that could never amount to the passion I felt only kissing Kurt. I gave up on that after a couple of months and poured myself into my songs.

I would play in cafes and bars every so often and Rachel and Kurt would sometimes come and watch me play, I even roped them into singing a song with me in one of my sets.

One night we were coming home and we were all very drunk. Singing Last Friday Night at the top of our lungs. We stumbled into the house.

"Can we watch finding nemo?" Kurt asked

"YES" I squealed as I frantically looked for it among the pile of dvds stacked by the t.v

"Okay, well I'm going to bed, try and sleep of the drunk." Rachel said as she walked slowly into her bedroom.

I found it and after many attempts slid it into the dvd player. I snuggled myself up to Kurt on the couch and the movie began to play.

We quoted what we knew of it in our drunken state.

"Just keep swimming just kee-" My voice was cut off by a pair of lips on mine. My eyes flung open to see Kurt right in my vision. My eyes began to close slowly again and I felt myself kissing him back. Then I'd remembered what he'd said. He didn't want me. I pushed him off me quickly and he looked at me stunned. He tried to lean in again but I pushed him once more

"No Kurt stop! You said it yourself you don't want me." I almost yelled

"No Blaine I do I want you!" He slurred

"Kurt you are drunk and you don't know what you want. I'm going to bed and in the morning everything will go back to normal."

tada :) Kurt and Blaine drunk together just does something to me, and to them aswell. I'm shit at writing ends to stuff so don't kill me yet :)

Please review once my internet comes back i'll update lots more :)

LessThanThree