Kia Ora :) Gonna upload. This one is really short and you're probably gonna hate me f or it by the end, so please don't murder me in mysleep.

So enjoy :DD

But it didn't

I woke up in the morning to another pounding headache. I pulled myself out of bed and into the kitchen.

Kurt was standing hunched over a magazine his hair hadn't been dealt to and he looked like he hadn't slept.

"Hey." I said quietly pouring some coffee and hoping to god he hadn't remembered last nights events.

"Hey." He said back just as quietly "Blaine we need to talk."

Crap he did remember.

"Please can we not we're just going to end up fighting again or kissing." The last part ringing in my ears

"That's why we need to talk all of our serious conversations end badly. I just- I don't know what to do anymore." He sais quietly

"And I do?." My tone coming out more harsh than it should have

"No Blaine that's not what I meant! We just really need to work whatever this is." He said motioning between us

"Honestly Kurt, I have absolutely no clue! All I know is that I want you and I've wanted you ever since you got off that train. But I know you don't want me back so this? Is nothing." My heart ached to hear those words coming out of my mouth

"Nothing? We've kissed twice that hardly seems like nothing to me Blaine. And I do, I want you. So badly it scares me. I haven't had a steady relationship with someone since Dave and as I said I'm scared."

Kurt's eyes were very interested on the coffee machine.

"Kurt look at me." He didn't so I cupped his chin and pulled his head up to mine

"I know you're scared Kurt but this is me we're talking about you always said that I was the person you could trust with everything."

His eyes were still looking right at me.

"I want to kiss you so fucking badly right now." Kurt blurted

"So why don't you?" I said back

Kurt leaned in slowly and kissed me, kissed me with so much passion that it nearly knocked me off my feet. I kissed him back quickly and with just as much passion.

I pulled back quickly and looked Kurt in the eyes.

"Are you sure this is what you want?"

"Yes, I'm positive." He said

He leaned back in to me. He fiddled with the hem of my t-shirt until he pulled it over my head. He kissed trails down my chest and stomach he stopped at the top of my pants and begun back up again. I pulled him back to kiss him. I stopped to pull his shirt over his head.

"Do you wanna take this somewhere more private?" Kurt said as he got up and put his hand out.

"Of course." I said grabbing his hand and he led me down the hallway to my room.

*runs into corner where no one can find her* I am USELESS at writing smut so i'm just not going to but well if you didn't realise what was happening you do now. Sorry about any typos I was tired when i wrote it and too tired to fix any mistakes.

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