Paul's pov.
Ever since she walked into the cafeteria with Embry I've been staying away from her. I can't believe her. I mean it's like I am nothing. Sure the whole schools talking about me fucking that girl in the janitors closet but that's me… she is supposed to be hung up on me. She's sweet and nice. Well she was before I fucked her up. Fuck why do I feel guilty?
Friday I saw her standing at her locker. I decide to just be my normal sexy self, but then Embry had to fucking butt in. Hearing her call him babe hurt like a motherfucker. Once again I ask what the fuck is going on with me. I hate girls calling me that! Why do I feel jealous then?
I had to do a double take at the party. She stood in her tight black skinny jeans, tight blue tank and dark brown straightened hair down her back. That wasn't what was so different it was the beer in her and the fact that she was barefoot. She looked so free and relaxed and… fuckable! All was fine until Embry the fucker dragged her onto the dance floor and she started grinding on him. At one point she looked into my eyes, I could have sworn I saw a glimpse of… dare I say love. Before I could be sure, she smirked turned around jumped onto the ass and started making out with him.
"Fuck" I mutter before grabbing a beer and chugging it. I tri to keep an eye on her but he just keeps shoving his tongue into her mouth. I really want to rip that thing out! Suddenly a busty blond plops down onto my lap. "Hay there." she says trying to be seductive. Ahh ... just my type. "Hi" I say smirking. "You always look so hot." She whispers in my ear. We stand up and I grab her hand. I drag her off towards the woods… "Mmm, want to have some fun?" "Yeah" I say before pushing her down to her knees and leaning back against a tree.
When we come back I sit back down and she sits on my lap. I instinctively search for Laurena. I see her and Kim sitting on a log, leaning against each other for support in their drunker stupor. I can't help but smile. She never drinks that much. Then Embry leans over her helps her up and then throws her over his shoulder, he then slaps her ass making her giggle. I stand up practically throwing the blond on the ground. "Baby…What's wrong?" she screeches. "I'm not your fucking baby." I say before turning around and walking off.
As I lay in my bed my mind won't shut down. I have now clue why all of this is bothering me so much. I have never felt anything for girls, and now I keep worrying about her being drunk with Embry right now. This is hopeless! I jump up and grab a shirt.
I walk around the corner of the house as sneakily as I can. "Hi Paul" Fuck! It seems burglar is not in my career path. Wait is that . . . "Sam?" "What are you doing here Paul?" he asks. "Just taking a walk?" Great job idiot, say it like a question that sounds believable! "You sure?" … "Or are you making sure I don't fuck Laurena?" Embry asks opening Laurena's front door. I hear a low sounding growl escaping my chest and feel my hands shake. Fuck was that me? "She's drunk! You're taking advantage!" I seethe. "Please! You giving me a speech about taking advantage. Hypocrite!" He snickers. He's right. I feel my arms start to shake. "Embry! Stop!" Sam said lowly before turning to me. "He didn't sleep with her Paul, Calm down!" I instantly calm … WTF! "She's asleep upstairs Paul, I was sleeping on the couch." Embry explained reluctantly. Thank Fucking goodness. Why the fuck did that bother me so much? "Go home Paul." Sam says. I turn and start back towards home.
"He's close" … "Yeah, well if you stop fucking trying to piss him of he wouldn't be! Now go patrol, you'll be done before she wakes up." What the fuck are they talking about?