BEEP BEEP BEEP

I slammed my hand on my alarm clock to shut it up. I went to sit up, but quickly fell down. My head was pounding me and my body was sore. Looks like Amber really hit me harder than I thought. It was finally Friday, at least I could sleep late tomorrow. I dragged myself out of bed, and went downstairs quietly. I went into the kitchen and took some Advil and went back upstairs to get ready for school.

I began to brush my teeth, but was disturbed by my cell phone ringing. I quickly finished brushing my teeth, and answered it just in time.

"Hello." I said while looking for something to wear.

"Hey, do you think you could pick me up?" Jake asked.

"Yeah, is everything alright?" I asked. Jake did have a car, not that I minded driving him.

"Well I heard some kids were going to fuck with my car." Jake said sounding annoyed.

"What the hell, who told you?" I asked feeling extremely angry. Why can't they just leave him alone?

"Jackson did." Jake murmured. He always got embarrassed when he spoke of Jackson, it was cute. "He was going to drive me, but he said he had a doctor's appointment before school."

"Well that's good." I said smiling.

"Good that he had a doctor's appointment?" Jake asked slowly.

"No that he's talking to you. You know he might like you." I said seriously.

"That or he wants to be nice." Jake said.

"Well we'll see about that. I'll be there in like 15 minutes, I just have to throw on some clothes." I said.

"See yeah then." Jake said hanging up.

I quickly threw on some clothes, threw my hair up, and grabbed a muffin from the kitchen and made my way to Jake's house. When I got to Jake's he was on his front steps. He looked happy.

"Hey, what are you so happy about?" I asked.

"I told my parents." He said smiling.

"What'd they say?" I asked eagerly.

"They said they always thought I was." He said laughing a bit.

"What? How could they, you like play football." I said sounding amused. Jake laughed at this.

"Just because you play football doesn't mean you're not gay. I don't know, they always had a feeling I was." Jake said calmly.

"Well that's good they don't care." I said smiling.

"I know, I feel great." Jake said happily.

Today was going just fine until Amber showed up to school. She missed most of the day, but unfortunately decided to show up during math. As soon as she walked in she gave me a dirty look. I knew this was going to be a horrible math class.

"Well nice of you to join us Amber." Ms. Stewart said eyeing Amber.

"Yeah whatever." Amber said taking a seat and began talking to Oliver. Ms. Stewart sighed and went back to her desk.

"Okay I'm stepping out for two minutes, can you all control yourselves?" Ms. Stewart asked. Some kids nodded. I looked down at my worksheet and decided to start it until Amber started with me.

"Lezzy Lilly." Amber teased as Ms. Stewart left. I whipped my head around. "Oh well that got your attention."

"What the fuck do you want?" I asked angrily.

"I heard Matt asked you out, and you turned him down again." Amber smirked.

"Yeah so?" I asked growing annoyed.

"Matt's hot, and you don't like him. I think that's saying something." Amber teased.

"What the hell is it saying Amber?" I said my face turning red.

"Come on you hang out with that fucking homo." Amber said pointing to Jake. Jake looked pissed by this.

"And you always called me ugly, and I'm pretty dam hot." Oliver said fixing his hair.

"Mmm yeah he is." Amber said placing a kiss on Oliver's cheek.

"Jake, I know you want me but I don't swing that way." Oliver joked. Oliver made a huge mistake doing this, Jake punched him right in the cheek causing Oliver to fall right out of his chair. Most of the class stared in awe, and some even clapped.

"What's going on here, I leave for three minutes and this happens." She said pointing towards Oliver. "Who did this?"

"Lilly the dyke." Amber yelled as students laughed.

I don't remember getting up and leaving, and don't remember where I ran to. Before I knew it, I was somewhere I've never been to before. I sat on the pavement looking around. I saw a man walking towards me.

"Hey you." The man whispered.

"What?" I asked not caring that a complete stranger approached me.

"You look depressed, I can fix that." He said.

"Oh really how?" I asked rolling my eyes.

"This always helps." He said showing me a bottle of alcohol.

"Well since my dad uses it and he's a drunk, I guess it should." I said sarcastically

"Come on, it's only a one time thing." He said. I slowly thought about it. It was a one time thing, it wouldn't affect me.

"Fine how much?" I asked.

"For you twenty dollars." He said handing me a large bottle of vodka. "This should be enough to get you drunk but not kill you."

"Good to know, I guess." I said handing him the money. I watched him walk way, when he was out of sight, I opened up the bottle. Sip after sip I began to feel more and more sick. I saw a pair of headlights coming towards me, I stumbled out of the way. I began to laugh, at what I didn't know.

"Lilly! Lilly is that you?" A lady asked stepping out of her car.

"Uh Ms. Stewart?" I slurred.

"Lilly are you drunk?" Ms. Stewart asked sounding nervous.

"Um I don't know but you're pretty." I said hiccupping.

"Come on lets get you cleaned up." She said blushing a bit and began to reach for me. I fell down.

"Lilly come on, you're going to get hurt." She said picking me up.

"Why are you helping me?" I asked. "No one cares about me."

"I happen to care about you a lot. I did come looking for you, so did Jake but he had to go home. Do you have any idea where you are or what time it is?" She asked.

"Uh no." I answered.

"Lilly are you okay, you look like you're going to pass out?" Ms. Stewart asked as she placed me in her car.

"No…" I said before blacking out.

Thanks for all the reviews they encouraged me to update(:

Rikku's twin: your idea wil be coming up in chapter 15, well not the exact idea but the main part if it:)

Any ideas for future chapters would be great I'm having trouble with later chapters, I will let you know which ones in advance before I post them. But it's not for awhile.