Human thoughts? Are you fucking kidding me? –Paul
Do you want to change back or not Paul! –Sam
Fine -Paul. Fucking asshole.
I can still hear you! –Sam
I huff and start to think of something human … Food? … mmm I'm fucking hungry. I hear Embry laugh in his head. Agh! I hate that guy! Thinking about him makes me think about Laurena. Damn I miss her, and now on top of it all she's making out with a fucking leech. I feel the growl pass involuntarily through me. I have got to get her away from him. My mind wanders around her, being with her, her laugh smile and how everything would be if I get her away from him. But will I be with her, can I change my ways. Probably not.-Embry I growl at him before finally phasing back.
"Of all the things, Paul Lahote phases back with thoughts of a girl." Jared snickers as he troughs me a pair of cut offs. "This pack mind shit really sucks" I growl. "Come on, get your ass in the house, we'll tell you the rest" Sam says slapping me on the back an then walking up the stairs to his very pregnant wife waiting with a plate of muffins. Mmm food.
A few hour later.
"Wait wait wait…. Not only can I not kill that fucking leech, but now I also can't talk to Laurena." I ask shaking. I fucking need to talk to her! "Not for a few weeks Paul. You cant be to close to anyone for now, its too dangerous, you are too dangerous" My eyes flicker away from Sam's to Emily's face. Bear my fucking ass. What if I did it to Laurena…NO! we will not! "But I can later on? After a while" I ask, my eyes meeting Sam's again. "Yes, but you cant tell her about … all of this, only imprints know." He answers. My heart rate increases.
"Do you think she's mine, I mean, could she…" I ask nervously. "It would explain why he's whipped." Embry butts in. I growl. "Embry! Stop!" Sam says in a voice that makes me cringe. "We will have to wait to see Paul, have patience." Most of the room scoffs at that. Me patient? I scoff as well.
It's been 3 weeks. I feel like I'm going to fucking kill someone constantly. I try to phase as little as possible in front of Sam, but thanks to the fucking pack mind, he knows exactly how often I phase and attack a taunting Embry or sickeningly in love Jared. Makes me fucking sick! Unless It's Laurena. Agh! Clearly my wolf has a bit of an obsession but thanks to an Alpha order I haven't seen Laurena yet, hate that shit!
Paul.-Sam
What you wan? –Paul
Go home get some sleep. You have school in the morning. –Sam
Seriously?–Paul.
Yes, last day before break remember, might be your last chance before her parents come home. –Sam
Thank you Sam! Thank you Thank you Thank you!-Paul
Whipped.- Embry
I growl but ignore it otherwise and run home before phasing and going to bed.
Fuck! The last day and I over slept. What the fuck is wrong with my life. I run through the already empty halls. My morning is filled with strange looks from most of the faculty and stairs from most of the female student body. I look into every girl's eyes but I don't feel anything that Jared and Sam tried to show me. As the lunch bell rings I hastily make my way to the cafeteria. I look at the students but my heart sinks as I don't see the blue eyes I seek.
"Outside." A small voice says behind me. I turn and look down at Kim. "Huh?" I ask confused. "She's outside, talking on her phone." "Ahm, thanks" "Just keep away, I mean if it's not her, let her go, you've hurt her enough." She says confidently. "Why are you helping me then?" "Cause she missed you." She says before turning and walking towards a smiling Jared.
"…Okay, I'll see you tomorrow then" I hear her angelic voice before seeing her standing against in between the administration and cafeterias walls with her back towards me. Wow, I never realised how much I missed her smell. Embry says I imagine it cause he doesn't smell it but I know what I smell and I love it.
I walk up behind her and take a deep breath as she ends her call. Mmmm….
"Laurena" I breathe out before I could stop myself. She instantly freezes. "Paul?" she asks in a small voice. "Baby…" I answer. She then slowly turns. Her eyes chest height, thanks to my new height slowly rise until they finally meet mine. I instantly loose myself in the blue depth of her eyes. Wtf, the guys never mentioned the fireworks and sparks and instant love. My anchor to this world. I knew it was her.
Her blue eyes stay glued to mine as I reach out and pull her close. I kiss her lips softly before the lust kicks in, now this… the guys mentioned. She looks deep into my eyes while biting her lower lip… mmm I love that lip, the top one too. She suddenly jumps up into my arms. I catch her of course before pushing her back to the cafeteria wall. I kiss her roughly which makes her moan. Damn I love the way she does that. I feel her small hands pulling my zipper down. I take that as the go ahead and hike her skirt up even more, pulling her panties out of the way and going for gold. "Fuckkkk…" we moan in unison. Home. This is home…