I remember the first time I took notice to a girl. It was freshman year and she was in my theater class. I remember when I saw theater on my schedule, I wanted to switch out but couldn't. Like I seriously wanted to take theater, I had no idea how to act. It turned out not so many people could act. It ended up being a class where we played games basically everyday.

I first remember seeing her, Kim, talking to the teacher complaining she was in theater. She went on about how she was a junior, and should have gotten into the elective she wanted to. She ended up going down to guidance, but came back shortly because there were no other classes that she could switch into first period, which was theater. They were all full.

She was not only beautiful, but nice. She had brown hair and blue eyes. She was different than most girls. She was popular, but was really smart. As time went on I fell even more in love with her. It hurt because she was so straight it was ridiculous. She always talked to me about boys who broke her heart.

But one day something happened, I'll never forget. It was my sophomore year, and she was a senior. We agreed to sign up for theater again so we could be with each other. Our friendship kind of faded over the summer, but was quickly back to the same way again, maybe even closer than before.

Anyways I'll get to the point. I had stayed after school for science to make up a test. When I finished I went to my locker. As I got the books I needed and didn't need I heard someone crying near the stairway. I could tell it was a girl. I hesitated at first to go over, but decided to. I wanted to make sure everything was alright. There she was, Kim, crying. I asked her what was wrong and she shook her head. We stayed in awkward silence for a few minutes, she had stopped crying. Until she asked me to do something.

She told me to close my eyes. I asked why, but she told me to just do it. I closed my eyes as told. A few seconds later I felt a pair of soft lips against mine. I quickly opened my eyes to make sure she was kissing me, and she was. I felt her pull back. She told me not to tell anyone. We kept this secret relationship up. No words were spoken. When she needed me I was there. It was strictly a physical relationship, not an emotional one. It stayed like this all year, until she went away for college. I haven't seen her since.


It was the end of the day, and basketball practice just ended. During the last two months our team had gone 15 and 5(15 wins and 5 losses). We qualified for the state tournament and had been having practice all week. Tomorrow was our first and hopefully not last playoff game. As I made my way to my car I noticed someone standing next to it. As I got a little closer I noticed it was Amber. Great I wonder what she could want.

"What is it Amber?" I asked in a somewhat whiny voice.

"Lilly I'm so sorry!" Amber cried. I was practically knocked over when she charged me with a big hug.

"Okay Amber enough fake crying." I said pushing her off of me.

"Fine." She said whipping away a tear. "Look I'm really sorry I started that rumor about Jake. But if it wasn't for me Jackson and him wouldn't be together right now."

"True but you shouldn't have in the first place." I said.

"Please Lilly, please! "Amber pleaded. She actually did look sorry.

"Eh I don't know Amber." I said tapping my foot impatiently.

"Lilly, please we have to be friends again." She said begging me. I thought about it for a moment.

"Fine, but I may never trust you again." I said dully.

"Oh my god! Thank you so much!" She yelled hugging me.

"Just stopping hugging me." I said pushing her off me.

"Anything!" She said getting off of me. "I have something planned for you after your game tomorrow."

"Oh really and what is that?" I asked.

"Oh you'll find out soon enough." Amber said. "Bye now."

I shook my head. Why did I have to be so nice?


It was about 6:00 by the time I got home. As I opened the door I was greeted by the smell of alcohol. Shit I thought. I called out my mom's name a couple of times. I became worried when she didn't answer. Her car was in the driveway. I walked into the living room to find my mom on the floor. Her head was bleeding, and she was badly bruised. I quickly checked if she was breathing. Luckily she was. I went into the kitchen to call 911, but was greeted by my father passed out on the floor.

The ambulance soon came and took both my mother and father away. They concluded that my father beat my mother while he was drunk. My father was sent to another hospital, one which I wasn't allowed to go to. They told me they would help him with his alcohol problem, secretly knowing that no one could help him. I sat in my mom's hospital room, until she woke up.

"Mom…" I said softly shaking her.

"Lilly?" She asked.

"Yeah it's me." I answered.

"My head hurts." She mumbled.

"Did Dad do this to you?" I asked.

"Yeah." She said softly.

"He was doing great too." I sighed. "What made him do it?"

"He had a dream of Timmy." My mom mumbled. "It's your fault."

I became mad when my mom said this. My dad was a drunk before Timmy died.

"I'm going, bye." I said having enough.


By the 4th period of the game, we had a huge lead. The score was currently 55-15 with two minutes left. It looks like we were going on to the next game. The coach just took me out to rest me for the next game. I scored 20 points. I noticed Amber came, with Oliver of course. When they weren't making out they were actually watching the game.

I was surprised that Matt came, he was sitting with a few of his friends. He really wasn't the sports kind of person. I heard he came to watch me, which was weird but kind of sweet? No matter how many times I told that boy no he still continued to follow me. I only put up with it because I felt bad.

I also felt Ms. Stewart watching me throughout most of the game. Maybe I was imagining it but it made me play better. Usually I don't look at my teacher's as friends, but I saw her as one. We talked often, we grew a lot closer every since the night she found me on the side of the road drunk.

The buzzer soon went off ending the game. We celebrated a bit, knowing we still had a long way to go. We shook each player's hand and made our way into the locker room. Even though we won Mr. Jones still pointed the bad things we did. But he did congratulate us, which was rare. I didn't really pay attention to what he was saying. I was more focused on Ms. Stewart. I decided to take a quick shower there because Amber was planning on taking me somewhere. I sent her a quick text letting her know I'd be out there in about 15 minutes.

As I got out of the locker room I was greeted by Matt. It looked as though he had been waiting for me. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He looked a little nervous.

"Hey Lilly." Matt said fidgeting with his fingers.

"Hey." I said looking around for Amber.

"Great game." He said smiling.

"Oh thanks Matt." I said happily.

"I need to tell you something." He said looking tense.

"Okay what's up?" I asked giving him my full attention.

"I think you already know, but I really like you." He said." And I really want to know if you want to be my girlfriend?"

I didn't know what to do. I felt bad for Matt. Right now I didn't really have time for this. Amber was really impatient.

"Look how about I think about it, and I'll let you know tomorrow." I said hoping it was a good enough answer for him. Apparently it was more than good enough, he replied with a huge smile.

"Alright take your time!" He said leaving happily. Poor boy I thought. Amber sent me a text back telling me to meet her in her car. I made my way to Amber's car.

"About time." She said impatiently as I opened up the door and got inside.

"Sorry, so what are we doing?" I asked curiously.

"Well I found a way to get us into a club." She said holding two fake ID's.

"Um that's great and all but one is a guy." I said examining the ID.

"Well it's a special night at the club. Men go in free if they wear a mask." She said holding up a mask.

"Okay, but I'm kind of a girl." I reminded her.

"Well this is why I bought this." She said holding up guy's clothes and a wig.


When we got to the club we instantly got in. Amber had these passes. I'm not sure how she set this all up. I was surprised that I actually looked like a boy. Amber instantly went out onto the dance floor. I on the other hand went to sit at the bar. I asked for water, I refused to drink alcohol ever again. Plus I promised Ms. Stewart I wouldn't. I felt someone sit next to me. I noticed it was a girl, I heard her ask for water. I gave her a glance and couldn't believe who it was, it was Ms. Stewart! At this the man gave us both water. She seemed to notice this.

"You don't drink either?" She asked taking a sip of her water.

"Nope." I said in a "manly" voice.

"Yeah I never was a fan of it." She said. "So what's your name?"

"My name is Wilford, Bruce Wilford." I said quickly. "How about you?"

"Miley Stewart." She said.

"Pretty name." I said bravely.

"Thanks." She said smiling.

We sat there for a few minutes in silence.

Oh I love this song." She said. "I know we don't know each other but want to dance?"

I quickly looked around to see if Amber was by, I couldn't see her.

"Alright." I said taking her hand and led her to the dance floor.

Let's drop!
Yeah, come on

I'll take you home
If you don't leave me at the front door
(Leave me at the front door)
Your body's cold
But girl, we're gettin' so warm
And I was thinking of ways
That I could get inside
(Get inside)

The beat to the song was catchy. I placed my hands on her waist and she put her hands around my neck. We started rocking back and forth to the beat. I looked up at her (she was a few inches taller than me) and she smiled. I gave her one back.

Tonight you're falling in love
Let me go now
This feeling's tearing me up
Here we go now

I noticed she moved closer to me, her chin was resting on my head. I was shocked when she turned around and started to grind with me. I started to feel hot, really hot.

Now if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her right back?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

I bravely put my hands around her waist and slowly started to put my hands under her shirt. I felt her stomach. We stayed like this until she moved back around to face me.

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Your lips tremble
But your eyes are in a straight stare
(In a straight stare)
We're on the bed
But your clothes are laying right there
And I was thinking of places
That I could hide
(I could hide)

We stared into each others eyes still dancing to the rhythm of the song. I began to feel nervous, I hoped she didn't figure out it was really me. My hands were trembling.

Tonight you're falling in love
Let me go now
This feeling's tearing me up
Here we go now

Now if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her right back?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

She put her head on my shoulder as we swayed back and forth to the music. I was breathing heavily, I never felt like this before. It felt so good to be this close to her.

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

I saw you dancing
And I couldn't get you off my mind
I could tell that you could tell
That I was taking my time
But I was thinking of ways
To get you to stay tonight
Body's shaking
Tell me off so I can turn off the lights

She slowly took her head off my shoulder and looked at me. The music was still going but we stopped dancing. Her head was moving in, her eyes were closed, and my eyes were now closed. Contact was made, her lips were against mine. Her lips were soft, I began to suck on her top lip, causing her to moan. I quickly pulled away when I heard Amber's voice. I looked up and Amber was looking around for me. She was calling different names, because we never agreed on my new name. I couldn't let Ms. Stewart see Amber, or let Amber see Ms. Stewart.

"I have to go." I said quickly.

"Will I ever see you again?" She asked.

"I don't know." I said. At least not like this I thought.

Now if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her right back?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it


Well here is some Liley everyone wanted. I decided to combine two chapters together because this last idea was suppose to happen in chapter 15 but everyone seemed eager so here it is. Thanks Rikku's twin for help with the club idea for this chapter. Anyways this chapter was the longest one yet btw (:

So keep up the reviews:)

The song I used is called Shake It, by the Metro Station. You should listen to it. Also I do not own Hannah Montana