Laurena's pov.
That fucking beeping! Agh! I'm going to break that thing! I slowly open my eyes and look around the white room. Shit! Hospital, okay lets think what do you remember Laur. Remember the beach… and then Paul… He thought I slept with someone and then he … Wolf! Shit, shit he's a wolf like the legends. I'm having a fucking wolf baby? Ah hell!
I allow my eyes to open fully and look around me. My eyes land on the heat on my left side. A head of dark short hair. I gently let my hand run from his temple to the base of his neck. Now I know he's a wolf but come on! He staid with me even though he was clearly tired, and well… Fine I'm weak, I'm a fucking weakling! A small smile plays on my lips as he pushes his head into my had. I wonder what went wrong? Agh, why am I so sore… Shit. I know I didn't want kids. I mean I'm way to young, but …what went wrong. Why does my stomach hurt…
Pauls head suddenly snaps up from my side… shit he must have heard the hear monitoe going crazy. He looks into my eyes and I can't help the tears escaping. "Shhh baby… its okay… I'm here." He says before climbing into the bed and gathering me up into his arms. When I finally calm down enough I pull back and look at him. "Am I…. Is the baby…" I ask barely controlling my voice. "The doctor doesn't want to tell me anything baby… but,,, even with the wolf hearing baby… I can't… I don't… I only hear you heart…" He says with tears spilling out of his eyes. I feel my eyes burning again… "I'm so sorry baby… It's my… if I … I'm such a fuck up… " he says with tears streaming out of his eyes. "It was my fault…" he says as he started to shake "I scared you …" I was about to say something to him but the doctor came in. Paul jumped up and run out of the room.
"O. I'm sorry. Did I interrupt?" she asks. I simply look down at my hands. "Well … you seem to be healing well." "What happened?" I ask, my voice small. "You where very lucky." She says standing next to my bed. "You could gave died if the pregnancy progressed further. You had an ectopic pregnancy, or eccysis , its a complication of pregnancy in which the embryo implants outside the uterine cavity. With rare exceptions, ectopic pregnancies are not viable. They are dangerous for the parent, since internal haemorrhage is a life threatening complication.You see in a typical ectopic pregnancy, the embryo adheres to the lining of the fallopian tube and burrows into the tubal lining. Most commonly this invades vessels and will cause bleeding." She explained. "So I could have…" "You would have probably died if the pregnancy continued." She finished for me.
I was finally being released from the hospital today. I didn't see Paul again after the first day, but I knew he came to visit, I would wake up very hot and sweaty in the mornings, and there would be some wild flowers on my bedside table. Embry came to visit with Julie sometimes. He told me that Paul was blaming himself and wouldn't listen to any of them when they told him to visit me. I was going to visit him today. Kim came to pick me up with Jared and they dropped me at Paul's house immediately and said they would be waiting at my house.
I walked around the house to the garage where I knew he would be. He was sitting on his haunches in front of the car. His face buried in his hands. I could almost feel the sadness running through him. "Paul?" I said softly. I jumped up and turned around. "Laura, what are you doing here. Why aren't you at the hospital?" "I was released today." I said softly. "Then you should be home resting, you shouldn't be walking around this much.' He said stepping closer. I had to fight not to just run to him. "I needed to see you…" I say looking up into his eyes. "Baby I'm so sorry I…" he started, tears instantly falling. "You did nothing wrong Paul, it wasn't your fault, the pregnancy wasn't viable. You saved me actually… I could have died, but I didn't, cause you found me. You didn't do anything wrong."