The next few months went by quick. Miley and I were still together, secretly of course. I couldn't have been happier. But then there were times when it was hard. We couldn't just go on a date. Most teachers never hung out with their student, and if they did something would be suspected. But we were able to see each other the most we could. I stayed after a lot and she came up with the idea of tutoring me. Of course she actually did have to tutor me seeing I was still horrible at math. But other than that we seemed to have a pretty normal relationship. I always thought of her being shy, but I on the other hand ended up being the paranoid one in the relationship. We had more of an emotional relationship. I can't begin to explain the small arguments we got into. She'd complain that I was paranoid and needed to relax. Then I would explain she was making it too obvious.
Like during class, there was this boy named Robbie. He wasn't the smartest kid, so he needed the most help. When he called Miley over she'd stay as far away from him as possible, not that I wanted that weirdo near my girl anyways. But then when I asked for help (and maybe sometimes really didn't need help) she would get as close as possible to me. Finally one day I noticed how other people would look at this. So that time when she came over I tried to pay more attention to her actions. This time I noticed her forehead was touching mine, and her hand would be resting on my arm. Then her lips were so close, and I just got nervous I'd lose control. So after class I told her maybe she shouldn't be so close, so that's when our first fight happened. That's when she started to complain of how I needed to calm down, and what was she suppose to do stay 15 feet away? But the funny thing is she really can't yell, well I have never seen her yell before and really mean it. I remember watching her babble on. I couldn't help but think of how cute she looked so I closed and locked the door when she turned around. And before I knew what I was doing we were on her desk making out. That's really how most of our fights ended.
I finally decided to turn my attention back to the board. There she was explaining something, I'm not quite sure what. It was bad enough that math was boring, but now I had Miley to distract me from math even more than before. I couldn't help but smile thinking that she was mine and nobody else's. My attention quickly turned from Miley to some boys snickering behind me. They were whispering and laughing. I was just able to make out what they were saying.
"Ricky she is so fine. I should ask her to tutor me and maybe I could teach her a few things." Tom said winking. I felt my face turn red with anger, they had to be talking about Miley. I hate Tom. He was a short fat kid who always had food somewhere in his teeth.
"I know, I love when she wears jeans. Then when you ask her to come over she bends over and you can see down her shirt." Ricky said. I was about to lose it. He can't just look down her shirt! Hell I haven't even seen down her shirt before.
"I just want to see her with nothing on. Think if we paid her she would..." Tom began to say until I snapped at him.
"Shut the fuck up you piece of shit!" I yelled completely losing my temper. At this the two boys went quiet seeming shocked that I could hear their entire conversation. I felt embarrassed when I noticed the whole class was looking at me.
"Why did you just freak out?" Amber asked who was currently sitting next to me. She also seemed to look embarrassed when she noticed that everyone was staring over at us.
"Lilly what was that about?" Miley asked me looking concerned. What was I suppose to say? Oh sorry I got extremely jealous when Tom and Ricky started to fantasize over you.
"Um I just got mad because I couldn't hear what you were saying because Tom and Ricky were talking." I mumbled.
"But Lilly you sit right in front of the class." Amber said looking at me as though I was crazy. Luckily the bell rang so I wouldn't have to answer Amber. I sighed as Tom and Ricky walked past me making sure not to make eye contact. I put my math notebook in my bag along with my book. I noticed Miley was staring at me but I tried to ignore it.
"Lilly what was that all about?" She finally asked. I didn't want to tell her because this isn't the first time I got mad when someone else talked about her that way. But there was no use in lying.
"I got angry because Tom and Ricky said some stuff about you." I said slowly, still not making eye contact with her.
"Exactly what did they say?" She asked sounding curious.
"Let's just say you are now always wearing turtle necks and baggy pants except when we're alone." I said loosening up a bit. I looked up to find Miley smiling at me. She didn't look upset.
"Well I better get going to my next class." I said giving her a small kiss on the lips. I felt her hands grab my shoulders.
"I don't have a class and I can always write you a late pass." She whispered into my ear. I shivered at this.
"Why would you write me a late pass?" I asked having no idea why she was saying this. She laughed a bit.
"You know you're cute when you're clueless." She said smiling. She softly pushed me against the white board and pressed her lips against mine. I began to run my hands through her hair and suck on her bottom lip. My knees started to tremble and I slowly lowered us on the ground. I began to plant kisses on her neck causing her to moan.
"Ms. Stewart, Ms, Stewart. Are you in there? You have to sign these papers." A man said knocking on the door. We both flew up off of the ground at this. She ran to her desk and quickly started to write something down on a piece of paper. She handed it to me and motioned me to hide behind the door.
"I need to talk to you about something." I whispered. She nodded and understood she wanted to see me after 7th period. She gave me a quick kiss before fixing her hair. She opened up the door carefully to avoid hitting me.
"Well hello Ms. Stewart, I thought you weren't going to answer for a moment." He said. "Now I just need you to sign this paper and I'll be on my way."
"Of course Mr. Stevens, why don't we take this over to my desk." She said pulling him over quickly. I took this opportunity to leave. I entered seventh period with about a half an hour left. The teacher took my slip and crumpled it up without even glancing at it. I took a seat and pretended to read the lesson.
Prom was coming up soon, a fair amount of boys asked me to go. The thing was I wasn't sure to go. I was dating Miley, that wouldn't be fare to her. But it was prom, the biggest dance I would ever go to. I just wish I could somehow go with her, but it was impossible. Sure she could always dress up like a boy, but if we take someone from another school forms need to be filled out and everything. It just wouldn't work. I would just have to talk to Miley about it after school today.
Class soon ended, I decided to go to my locker first. I noticed Jake was standing at it. He noticed that I was walking towards him and started to wave at me. I smiled and waved back. I hoped he wasn't going to question my out break during math class.
"Hey." I said entering my locker combination.
"Hey, um what happened during math?" He asked. I sighed I had a feeling that was going to be brought up. All I needed was a good excuse.
"I know you didn't yell at them because you couldn't hear. You never pay attention during math anyways." He added.
"Well I uh had a really bad... headache. Yeah it was killing me. So I kept hearing them giggle like idiots and it set me off." I said feeling good about my lie.
"Oh alright." Jake said smiling. He seemed to buy my lie. I quickly threw the needed books into my bag.
"Well Jake I ought to get going." I said slamming my locker shut.
"Alright Lils, just one question. What are you doing about prom, a good amount of guys had asked you." He said. I wasn't sure what to say. I still had to talk about it to Miley. I don't really want to go if I can't take her.
"I'm not quite sure yet." I said frowning. I wish I could tell Jake about Miley. He did tell me about him being gay. But I just couldn't this was totally different. I don't think Jake would hate me, but still I can't tell him now.
"Are you taking Jackson?" I asked breaking the silence. Of course this was a stupid question.
"Of course I am! What kind of question is that?" He said smiling. I laughed and said goodbye as I made my way to Miley's room. I lightly knocked on her door, which was open. She was grading papers at her desk. She looked up at me and smiled. She motioned me to come inside.
"Hey you." She said happily. I gave her a small smile and took a seat in an empty desk near hers.
"What's wrong?" She asked. I was kind of surprised she noticed my mood so soon. I decided just to cut to the chase.
"Well you know how prom is coming up. And well I don't want to go unless I'm going with you, but I'm not sure what to tell Jake and Amber why I'm not going. A lot of boys have been asking me." I said whispering towards the end.
"Lilly, I want you to go to prom." She said looking shocked that I didn't want to go.
"Huh why?" I asked. It made no sense, why would she want me to go with another boy.
"Well first of all I trust you and know you wouldn't do anything stupid. And second of all it is prom, the biggest dance in your life!" She said smiling. I laughed a bit.
"Fine so you won't get a bit jealous at all that I'll be dancing extremely close to a boy?" I asked smiling a bit.
"Nope not at all." She said while trying to keep a straight face.
"So if a whole group of boys start grinding up on me, you won't care?" I asked knowing that this probably wouldn't happen.
"Well..." She said looking as though she was thinking this over carefully. "Maybe a little bit, but only a little."
"Finally you admit that you'd be jealous." I said smiling.
"Fine you caught me." She said pretending to be sad. "I'm jealous when you talk, look, and even think about a boy."
I smiled but soon realized that she was making fun of me.
"Hey! I'm not that jealous. It's not my fault every single boy wants you." I said.
"Lilly, when will you realize that I love you, and only you." She said cupping my chin. I blushed at this.
"Um Ms. Stewart you didn't sign these forms out correctly." Mr. Stevens said. At this Miley got as far away as possible from me.
"Now Ms. Truscott I hope you learned your lesson, never swear in my classroom again. You may go now." She said trying to sound mad. "Let me see those papers Mr. Stevens."
When Mr. Stevens turned away Miley blew me a small kiss, I smiled and left her classroom.
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