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Because of the number of message wanting to know what happened with Paul here it is. WARNING THIS IS A VARY INTENCE RAPE SCENE. If you don't like please don't read all you need to know it that he did some crazy shit!
Chapter 10 Relive
BPOV
There is Paul with a half a bottle of tequila, oh my god I am back here! I want to run out of the room because I remember what happens next. However, I cannot bring myself to run away, so I run over, "Paul, are you ok? What's wrong?" He slaps me and I fly back, oh god please stop it this time, I am not sure if I can keep relivingthis again. "So this is how you treat me!" He gets up throwing the bottle across the room hitting a wall and smashing, then started walking towards me. "I spent all this time on you and this is what I get! Make you who you are today and now you're leaving me!" I was trying to get to the door, hoping this time I am fast enough to getaway,he was faster then me, fuck this is going to hurt. "Where do you think your going?" He grabs me by the hair and drags me across the floor. "Paul what the fuck is wrong with you? This isn't you ..." I did not even get to finish before he hits me again, I hope, that if I scream that my boys would come release me, but when I open my mouth no sound comes out. "This is what it comes to, your leaving with THEM!" as if I didn't say anything, "And where am I left once again, by myself!"
"This was supposed to be a stage; you were supposed to get over it. But not of course you don't follow the rules." He let me go and I start moving backwards along the floor towards the door again. "See! Like this! You are moving away from me! When are you going to get it? YOUARE MINE! You leave when I say you leave!" I was almost at the door, maybe this time I will make it. That is when he picks me up off the ground by my throat and starts hitting my body into the door knocking the breath out of me. "I love you! Why is it so hard for you to love me back? I can give you the world! What do they have that I do not? The way you look at them, you never looked at me that way." He is slamming me again. "Then to make matters worse I have to hear them talking abut the house you bought today and that you are moving out in two weeks. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?" Please just kill me, so I can stop living this nightmare repeatedly.
As if he heard me, He tightens his grip on my throat. I am putting everything I have into trying to get his grip to loosen, trying to grasp for breaths. "Well I am going to take what's coming to me whether you want to give it up or not." Loosening his grip a little enough for me to get a breath, he then brings his other hand to lift up my dress and rips off my underwear, thenproceeds to undo his pants, panic erupts. "Paul what are you doing? Why are you doing this please stop this is me! Bella!" tears were coming down my face like Niagara Falls. "Please Paul, don't do this." He hit me against the door again, "this is all your fault do not try and turn this on me! I do not care what you say I am going to take you and then we are going to get rid of Demetri and Felix then everything will go back to normal. Do you understand?" I did not answer him he was going to rape me and there is nothing I can do about it! So I cry. He started pulling my dress up but because there was a lot of it, he just ripped it off me. I cannot believe this is really happening to me! Paul, My Paul, was going to rape me.
Then he stops, "you know what I think? I first having to make sureyou'reclean."He dragsme to the Toy Box down the hall. "Paul, pleaseit's me, Bella, don't do this, I love you." He did not give me a chance to finish before he punched me in the face. "Did I give you permission to speak Bitch? Has it been so long that you have forgotten who's in control, I see being around those men have made you forget, but don't worry I'll have you fixed before the night is over even if it takes all night! The guys won't be home until what about ten tomorrow morning if I remember correctly." That increased my fear because I knew he was right. Why can I not forget? Why am I reliving it again? What should I do? What can I do? We reach the doors and he opens it I come and see the spinning cross is in the middle of the room, I try to resist, and it only made his grip tighten. "Let me tell you something, by the end of tonight you will never resist me again, because if you do this will be child's play compared to what I will do to you again." He jerked me towards the device and pushed me up against the cross. "We can either do it the hard way or the easy way, you choose." In hindsight, I wish that I had done what I was trained to do. I should have put my head down letting the tears silence run down my face, and said nothing, maybe it would not have beas bad. However, the problem with hindsight it is always 20/20 that is not what I did. I was a fighter now I am not the same girl that followed his every command, without question or second thought. What is to come next it will take a part of me that can never be fixed or replaced; I will forever be broken beyond repair.
"Fuck you Paul! Who do you think you are! Let go of me right now and I will forget this ever happened!" he laughed, I don't mean a little laugh, I mean a full belly laugh, all of a sudden I see him move swiftly and a pain shot through my stomach causing me to double over in pain knocking the breath right out of me. I could feel him move closer to me just beside my ear, "I knew you would choose option one, get ready baby its going to be one hell of a ride. Then he grabs my chin licking my face, pulls my face up and pushes me against the cross with such force I did not have time to steady myself. Before I knew it, I was handcuffed to it; he was brutally grabbing the remainder of my dress off, leaving me only in my bra. "Now, where should we begin, we have a lot of time to make you into a masterpiece. So let do a cleaning, I have a ball gag if you can't stay silence." He walked out of the room, think Bella you can do this we have to get out of here before something really bad happens. I knew there was not a good chance of getting free because these chains can hold Demetri when he freaks out; he is unable to move the cross or break the chains. So all I can hope is that I will wake up from this nightmare.
That is when I felt the needle, and I felt it right away. That is when I notice Paul move; however, there seemed to me to bemultiples of him, as if one was not enough. "This should make you more fun." Maybe this is what trails are called, he disappear. All of a sudden, I hear a dripping sound that reminded me of a dungeon. When I looked up the room, itwas unrecognizable; the walls looked liked aged stone that had water dripping down? My heart picked up pace I closed my eyes and started repeated this is not real, this is not real. When I opened my eyes, it was still there, however now I am seeing what looks likes rats moving. Fuck, I was in a fucking dungeon tied to a spinning cross. That is when I saw him, he looked like an angel. That brightened thisdesolated space. "Do you know why you are here?" the angel said, I shook my head. "I have never done anything that justifies being brought here." The angel face looked one of sadness and pure anger. "That is where you are wrong my sweet, you took a man that was confident, smart successful. Turning him into a raving lunatic, somehow you used your woman mind control, however did you care? This type of crime has made me appear, there is no one to blame but yourself. I will not apologize for what is about to happen to you, however you can redeem yourself by taking your punishment with grace, then taking your rightful place by his side." Ok this angel sounds delusional, is he fucking stupid. All of a sudden, I felt something sharp hit my thigh, causing me to cry out in pain. "I am not delusional you stupid bitch, just keep it up." Guess I said that aloud.
That is when he started to morphing into what looked like a demon, the light around him started to change colour, to a deep green. I closed my eyes this is not real, this is not real. Ifeel something run along the inside of my thigh, it was razor sharp. I look down and I see the demon is using his fingernail to cut into my flesh. "Please stop, I tried to love him, I put every ounce of my being into it. It was not real; I could not make it real. I can't be with someone if it's not real." He looked into my eyes putting his nail on my other side pressing harder, I screamed in pain. "That's not good enough! You are going to try harder! However its time to moveon no point in arguing, you will see it my way by the time this night is through." He moved out of my view, all I could look at was the wall that looked like there was water maybe dripping down the walls, then slowly the stone started to seep into itself, making a spiral shape.
What the fuck did he inject me with? What the fuck! This cannot be real. All of a sudden I start to turn it must be the cross. He keeps turning me until I was horizontal, and then slipped the bolt into place. "Now before I fuck the shit out of you, we will have to clean you thoroughly." All of a sudden, my thighs were on fire. "Please god make it stop!" the tears were running down my face, I looked down it looked like a bottle was on his hand, but I could be wrong I am not sure what I am seeing anymore is real or not. That's when I felt something being slammed in to my vagina, felt like I was being ripped open, "GOD PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!" I cried out, what ever he shoved up me wasvery hard; I think it might have been a bottle. I was sure when I felt the liquid drain out of the bottle burning me from the inside out. "Please stop I am begging you! It burns so much. I will do anything you need me to do just make the burning stop!" I heard a laugh in the background I could barely focus. The pain was excruciating as if he was cutting the lips of my pussy, I not sure what hurt more the cutting or what ever was in the bottle that was dripping out.
"Well look how fast you become compliant; all it takes is a little pain." If this were a little pain, then I would hate to see what sever consist of. That is when I felt something wet go along my lips down below. I could not hide the sob that ripped through my body. "There is nothing like tequila, blood and pussy. What do you say maybe you need a taste?" He was by my head now brushing my hair out of my face. The demon smiled before kissing my roughly, when I refused to open my mouth he punched me in the stomach. "I always like it when you put up a fight, it's better to get it over and done with the first time around." shoving his tongue down my throat I can taste the blood and it was making me sick andI throw up everywhere including in the demons mouth before blacking out. All of a sudden, I feel the fog slowly clearing. "Hey there don't worry; you went into shock but your fine now. I couldn't have you missing anything." This is when I know that there is no way for this to end well. So I just cry, then I feel him remove the bottle, "I think you're clean enough." I could help but feel relief, howeverit was short lived because I felt the cross turn so I was vertical again. He stood front of the cross and roughly pushes himself into me causing me to scream out in pain. I could help but think about the song by Bon Jovi called you give love a bad name.
Holly fuck I must be high, I could swear I could hear the song. I just started laughing, this is the most inappropriate thing to do however; I could not bring myself to stop. As he was violently penetrated me he managed to ask what I was laughing about. Instead of telling him, I decided to sing it "An angle's smile is what you sell. You promised me heaven, then put me through hell. Chains of love got a hold of me. When passions a prison, you cannot, break free. Isn't it ironic how accurate the song is to this situation, the only different you never had me with chains of love." I started laughing again, with tears trailing down my face. That is when pain shot though me like a bolt of lighting; I look over and see what looks like a cattle probe. Fuck, another blow hit me, I am sure I shit this time. Note to self-cattle probe=shitting I knew there was a reason I never did that kind of play. All of a sudden, I fell to the floor, with a sudden blow to my side I started coughing up blood. I did not have anymore fight in me. Then another blow, another, and another I do not know how long it went on for I do not know how long, until I just passed out.
I wake up with a start; a cold sweat covered my body. I look in front of me and notice that it was vacant; Demetri must have left already for his flight. I feel something gripping me tighter, its Felix softly snoring. I lay back down, slightly cry knowing that I would be making a stop at Sick Kids tomorrow instead of going to work. Seeing the children is the only thing that makes this life bearable anymore. After that devastating ordeal, I am not sure it will ever be the same, maybe I should be looking for a way out. I smile thoughts that I have never entertained start going though my head, like marriage, and children. I close my eyes as the tears come on full force that is far down the line however, I knew that after this event, things were going to change. I was going to change. I just hope I will like the person I am going to become.