When we got to the club, I immediately saw a problem. The person working at the door was none other than Luxord, the one who I ran to when Axel dumped me and the one who took it too far. Thankfully Axel wouldn't know him, but I hoped that Luxord forgot about me. Sadly, he didn't.

"Oye, I know you." Luxord put his hand on my chest and I gulped.

"You do?"

"Little blonde boy who begged me to fuck him, then yelled at me when I did."

I swallowed hard. Axel turned to me and I turned red.

"That was a long time ago."

"Thank god. I haven't fucked a pussy since."

"Shut up and let me through!" I shouted and Luxord bent down low to be eye level with me.

"Gladly." Luxord moved and I rushed through as Axel tugged on my hand.

"Who's your friend?" Axel folded his arms and I sighed.

"It was when you first dumped me, ok?"

"Wait, he's the one who raped you?" Axel turned back around and I pulled on his arm.

"No Axe!"

"He did, didn't he? He's the reason why we found you crying? That fucking little,"

"Axe stop! Please, lets just celebrate you birthday and find Reno, please?" I begged and Axel sighed.

"He should be here already."

Axel was right. We found Reno easily, since he's super tall and has a long red ponytail.

"Happy almost birthday!" Reno shouted and gave Axel a hug.

"Thanks." Axel hugged Rude as well, and before we knew it, Demyx and Xigbar were there as well.

"So you two are officially back together eh?" Xigbar asked and Axel nodded.

"Yep. This time we're going to make it work."

"Congrats." Demyx smiled and I smiled back.

"Thanks."

"Alright now, let's get hammered!" Reno shouted and everyone cheered as we made our way to the bar.

They were all drinking and getting pretty wasted as I sat there bored, since Axel said I wasn't allowed to have anything to drink. Thankfully Sora and Riku showed up, and although Riku joined them in their drinking, Sora stayed sober with me.

"Wait wait wait wait! Axe, I got it!" Demyx slurred as he and Axel sat next to me at the bar.

"Yea? Wha is it?" Axel slurred back and I rolled my eyes.

"Hey! I want twenty two shots, right here!" Demyx ordered from the bar-tender, who gave a look of caution before serving them.

"Eleven for me, eleven for you, twenty two for us. Happy birthday buddy." Demyx toasted as he and Axel raced down eleven shots of some weird smelling drink. I shook my head as I watched; Axel is turning twenty three, not twenty two, but I guess when you're drunk, it's all the same. Riku disapproved as well as he ordered some fruit drink that only had a small bit of alcohol that he let Sora take a few sips of.

"Come on, let's dance." Riku took Sora's hand and took him on the floor where everyone was grinding and dancing to some loud techno music. Colorful lights went on and off on the first level as I watched from the second story, still sitting at the bar, bored since Axel was too drunk to care.

"Hey Demy, watch this." Axel hiccupped once they finished. He took out his chapstick and slowly applied it as Demyx watched. When he finished, he shouted, "Ta-da!"

"That was awesome!" Demyx yelled and I rolled my eyes with a loud sigh.

"Demyx, I think you've had enough." Xigbar moved Demyx's drink away from him. Of everyone there, Rude and Xigbar were the biggest and the least drunk. Riku was enjoying his drink but at least was able to control it. Sora doesn't need to get drunk to act like it when there is loud music and bright lights. As for me, I only wished I was drunk.

"Xiggy, dance with me!" Demyx ran down the stairs and Xigbar chased after him as I sat with Axel still.

While Axel was watching everyone dance, chatting with an also drunk-off-his-ass Reno, I ordered a shot and downed it quick.

I know I promised to stay sober, but I wanted to have fun too.

"Rude, make me horny." Reno begged loudly and I wanted to puke just listening to them make out and grope each other. I don't know how Axel did it, since Reno is his own brother.

"Roxy baby, wanta dance?" Axel asked and I nodded, since I was already as bored as could be.

He stood up and nearly tripped, so I helped him walk down the stairs and onto the dance floor, where he stood between me and Demyx.

He grinded into me for a while before backing his ass up into Demyx, who did the same even though Xigbar and I shrugged at each other, figuring that since it was nearly Axel's birthday, and since they were drunk, we could excuse it.

"Axe? Axe?" I called his name, feeling tired and just wanting to go home.

"Axe, my ankle hurts!" I shouted, but he was either ignoring me or couldn't hear me.

"I'm going to sit down, my ankle hurts!" I yelled once more. I accepted that Axel wasn't even paying attention to me, so I huffed as I went back upstairs to order another drink.

"Should you be drinking that?" Rude asked out of nowhere and I sighed.

"I don't want to be the only sober one."

"What about your brother."

"His boyfriend isn't wasted like mine." I grunted and Rude nodded.

"Take it easy. Reno said that he heard you don't take your alcohol well."

"I'll be fine." I said as I ordered another drink and rushed it down.

"Rude! Let's sneak a quickie in the bathroom, please?" Reno tugged and Reno's arm.

"I'll be back." Rude said as he followed Reno and I caught Reno winking at me before the closed the bathroom door.

Sora and Riku weren't on the dance floor, but were making out on some couch. Xigbar left too and I didn't even bother trying to figure out where. Axel and Demyx were dancing wildly and I couldn't bother to watch anymore.

I was all alone sitting at the bar, going for my fourth drink when I felt a rough hand on my shoulder.

"Where's your pretty little red head friend?" Luxord sat next to me and I snarled.

"My boyfriend is dancing."

"Boyfriend? Well, it doesn't look like it." Luxord turned around and I did as well, watching Axel dance rather inappropriately with Demyx.

"It's his birthday." I said and Luxord laughed.

"Well then he wont mind if I borrow his little toy now will he?" Luxord leaned in close but I backed up on my stool.

"Get away!" I swatted his hand as it neared my face.

"Shut your fucking mouth kid. You may have been a pain in the ass to fuck, but you owe me." Luxord stood up over me but I stood up as well.

"You wish!" I started to walk away when I felt him grab the back of my shirt and yank me to his side.

"Shut up!" He yelled and I kicked and screamed as he dragged me into a backroom for employee's only.

As he pulled me away, I yelled for Axel, even though I knew he wouldn't be able to hear me over the booming music.

"Pants. Off." He shut the door behind us.

"No!" I yelled after he threw me on the floor.

"I'm not going to ask again kid! Take them off or I'll have my buddies and I take care of that pretty redhead." He shut the door behind him and I gulped.

"If you touch my boyfriend I'll kill you!" I shouted, knowing that threats coming from me probably didn't mean as much as they did coming from Luxord.

"HA! Don't make me laugh. Either you cooperate, or I'll get what I need by force. And if I have to use force, you can bet that tight little ass of yours that I will get it from your boyfriend too."

I swallowed, unsure of what to do. "Please, stop." I blinked, realizing that I was getting scared and emotional from it. I've seen the other security guards here, and some of them make Luxord look small.

"Pants!" Luxord reminded me, and seeing no way out of it, I took them off. I figured that Axel was beyond drunk, so maybe if I just took it, I could hide it and Axel would never know. It's not like I wanted it, so I wouldn't be cheating on him, right?

Before I had time to think about it, Luxord was inside me and I was muffling my cries. He was still fully clothed, and my pants and boxers were pulled down, but he quickly forced himself in and out as I held back tears.

It was painful. He had one hand grabbing my hair forcefully, tugging on it as he squeezed my thigh in his other, entering me roughly over and over again.

Every time I cried out or squirmed, he punched my back and it only made me more desperate to leave.

After five minutes, I couldn't take it anymore.

"Get out!" I yelled and he roughly slapped my ass.

"Fine." Luxord pulled out and turned me around, shoved himself in my mouth, and came. I choked as I tried to spit it up, but he punched my eye because of it.

"Ah!" I wiped the cum off my face, pulled up my pants, and ran out of that room, desperate to get back to someone I knew. My ankle was killing me and I was half limping as I looked for any familiar face I could find.

"Hey, you ok?" I felt a hand on me and when I turned to punch whoever was touching me, Rude was holding onto me. For some reason, I broke down. I fell into his arms, sniffling as he put an arm around me.

"What's wrong?" Rude asked and I looked up to him. "Who hit you?" He asked and I put a hand to my eye, feeling the swollen tender skin. "Roxas, what happened?" he asked again and I gulped.

"Luxord hit me." I wiped a tear away and then saw red coming my way.

"Whoa, Roxy?" Reno was blinking as if he were sobering up.

"Someone hit him." Rude explained and I sniffled.

"Did he touch you?" Reno asked and I nodded.

"You've got shit on your face." Rude pointed to my face, but before I knew it, Axel was coming with Demyx.

"Hey Roxy, why is your eye all puffy?" Axel pointed to my face and I sniffled.

"Axe, he's crying." Demyx stated the obvious and Axel's eyes widened.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

"Nothing." I said and Axel leaned in close.

"You smell like cum. Why do you smell like cum?" Axel fisted his hands and I gulped.

"I can explain," I started but was interrupted.

"Because I just fucked him." I turned to see Luxord and I freaked out, grabbing back onto Rude, since he's the strongest of the group.

"You what?" Axel looked to me and I cried.

"Axe, I didn't want it, I swear!" Tears ruined my vision as I sobbed.

"You know what? Fuck you! Yeah, fuck you!" Axel screamed, slapped my face, and stormed off as I stood there crying. I wanted to ask myself what the fuck just happened, but it all went too fast.

"Reno, take him home." Rude pushed me into Reno's now sobering arms as I sniffled. I turned to see Rude giving Luxord a black eye and bloody nose while Xigbar held him down. Demyx ran off after Axel, and I couldn't find Sora or Riku even as Reno dragged me and my hurting ankle out of the club.

My cries were like a little kid, whimpering instead of breathing, crying instead of blinking, and trembling with each step. Reno drove me to his house and walked me into his bedroom, which I guessed that he shared with Rude. I don't know how well Reno could handle his alcohol, but his driving was decent and when we got to his house, he acted like he was perfectly ok.

"Shh, Roxas, calm down." Reno chanted as he rubbed my back as I sat, shaking on his bed. I was a wreck. Not only was I raped, but then Axel slapped me and didn't believe me. I felt like shit as I buried my face in my hands.

"He ha-ha-hates me." I blubbered and Reno shook his head.

"He's drunk and confused. To be honest, I don't know how I drove us home." Reno laughed, trying to cheer me up, but it didn't work. "Don't worry, Rude will tell him the truth and I'll talk to him tomorrow. Just give him some time to calm down and sober up, alright?"

"Kay." I wiped my eyes and blew my nose on a tissue Reno extended me.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Reno asked and I shook my head.

"I want my A-A-Axel." I bawled.

"I know. Just give him some time." Reno kissed my temple.

"I'm so m-m-mad." I could feel my face turning red, flushed with anger and sorrow and confusion.

"Why? Talk to me." Reno said calmly.

"Cause A-Axel ha-hates me and I'm hurt!" I screamed, crying harder.

"Well why don't you rest up and when he's ready, you two can talk?"

"I didn't even deserve it this time." I wiped my constantly leaking eyes. "It always used to be my fault. But this time it wasn't me. I didn't do anything wrong!" I shouted. "I didn't do anything!"

"I know Roxas. You did good. Just try to calm down, ok?"

"My ass hurts." I said, not able to think properly enough to respond to his question.

"Go to bed. I'll be in soon." Reno instructed and he gave me a T-shirt and some basketball shorts to wear to sleep in. I curled up in his bed and he turned on a movie for me so that I could fall asleep to it.

"Hey Rude, no, he's falling asleep." I could hear Reno stand outside the room on the phone. "Yeah the poor guy. He's still crying I think. Just tell Axel to sober up and that I'll talk to him tomorrow. Did you beat up that blonde? Really? Alright, well don't get yourself arrested ok? Thanks by the way. I love you too. See you soon. Night." Reno hung up and slipped into the room as my eyes struggled to stay open.

"Time for bed Roxas." Reno got into bed with me and to my own surprise, he put his arms around me.

"Why?" I sniffled and Reno seemed to have known what I was asking.

"You need to be held Roxas. I can see it on your face. You just want to be held." Reno rubbed my back and for some reason, I started crying all over. How did he know?

"I want my A-A-Axel." I shivered as I sobbed.

"I know. Soon. Just take a quick nap and when you wake up, you two can talk ok?" Reno comforted me and I held onto him with all I had, even as Rude came home.

My eyes were closed shut and I probably looked dead asleep.

"He asleep?" Rude asked.

"Yeah. God I feel so bad for him. He looks so scared, even in his sleep." Reno was sitting up by my side, but I still had an arm around his leg for safety.

"He knows that you're not Axel, right?" Rude huffed and Reno chuckled.

"Rude, he needs us. You should have seen him when I drove home; he looked like he was about to pass out."

"Maybe it's your driving." Rude sighed.

"Oh hush you. Considering all the drinks I had, I'm surprised I'm not as shit-faced as Axel."

"He's in pretty bad shape. He's staying with Riku and Sora since he started puking over at the club."

"Yeah, Axel never had a problem with beer, but he cant hold a shot down to save his life."

"Well he and that blonde friend of his took eleven. Each." Rude said and I could feel Reno shake his head.

"Dumbass. I just hope he's able to hear Roxas out tomorrow. Roxas looked so scared. Look at him; he still does." Reno fingered my hair as I shook. For some reason, I couldn't stop shaking, not since we left the club.

"Lets just go to bed." Rude got inside the blankets so that I was in the middle.

"Night Rude. I love you baby." Reno blew a kiss and Rude sighed.

"How am I supposed to sleep knowing that he's holding onto you?"

"Rude, I told you, he needs us." Reno laid down next to me and put his arms around me.

"I swear, if he tries to kiss you, he's sleeping on the couch."

"Rude! Don't be rude!" Reno defended me and I wondered how often he's said that.

"I don't care if he says that he thought you were Axel." Rude said and Reno grumbled.

"He's sad and scared Rude, just try to help him sleep." Reno rubbed my back as I shivered.

"Does he stop moving?" Rude complained and I felt bad. I was barely awake, but I was starting to drift off.

"He's scared." Reno whispered.

"OF what?" Rude whispered back harshly.

"He's probably having a nightmare." Reno sympathized.

"Wait! Where's his other hand?" Rude asked. I had one hand by my chest and the other….on Reno's back for comfort.

"He's just holding on casually." Reno shrugged.

"Casually?" Rude fidgeted and I, feeling more asleep than awake, started to panic.

"Ah!" I screamed, eyes closed, seeing Luxord, seeing my dad, seeing Axel frown at me in my dream.

"Rude stay still!" I could hear Reno's voice even as I saw these frightening images.

"Sorry." Rude said and I whimpered as I held onto Reno.

"Snuggle up to his back." Reno said.

"Why?"

"Cause he's cold, his skin is freezing." Reno shivered as well.

"Where are you touching him?" Rude sat up.

"His legs are bumping into mine. Quit assuming shit. You know you're the only dick I want to suck." Reno flirted and I tried to fall completely asleep before it got worse.

"Hmph. I better be." Rude said as he moved up against my back.

"Mmph." I whimpered. I moved one hand to Reno's shoulder and reached behind me, grabbing Rude's hand and squeezing.

"Awww, he's so cute." Reno whispered with excitement.

"He did seem really scared back there." Rude sighed.

"Poor little guy." Reno held me tighter.

"Just don't get too cozy with him." Rude said.

"Hey Rude, let's adopt him." Reno laughed.

"Psh, you couldn't raise a kid to save your life."

"I could too! Look, he loves me already."

"I told you, he probably thinks you're Axel. You two look like twins."

"His eyes are closed."

"Your body types are similar." Rude let go of my hand to pull me away from Reno.

"NO!" I screamed and then broke into yelling sobs; my physical body was practically asleep but I could still hear, as if I was dreaming and watching.

"Rude!" Reno yelled and pulled me back as I snuffled. "Shh, it's ok Roxy. Go to bed. Shhh, calm down." Reno rubbed my back and I whimpered loudly.

"Sorry." Rude said.

"He needs us Rude. He needs someone to hold him and to listen." Reno said, his voice calm and serious.

"Shh, it's ok kid. Reno and I will protect you." Rude put a hand on my arm as I snuggled between their two bodies, my lower lip shaking.

"Hey Rude," Reno started, his voice sounding tired. Sad, yet content.

"Yeah?" Rude asked.

"It's kind of nice, to hold him like a baby." Reno rested his chin on my head.

"You want one, don't you?" Rude asked sweetly as he moved even closer to me.

"Yeah. I do." Reno said as he squeezed my trembling body. I couldn't help but squeeze back. There was something familiar about his body as I drifted off to sleep holding him.

Author's Note: Awwww, Reno is just TOO adorable! Ok, sorry, I had to write that for myself because I absolutely LOVE Rude X Reno, so there is their little moment. If I was writing this 3rd person, they'd have more, but since I have to write as Roxas, I'm a bit limited. Anyway, UH-OH! Axel and Roxas, back to the same old drama, and this time Roxas isn't to blame. Hmmm, I wonder what will happen next….

To KidKama: OMG I'm so jealous I wish I knew how to draw! PLEASE post it if you can (deviant art is a great source if you can) or if you have a skype you can send the file to me (if you want my account name just let me know). If you post it somewhere on line, I will post the link on my profile and credit you ^_^ I would LOVE to see it =) Oh and here's your Luxord for you lol!

To Salvi: Yeah…you called it .

To kindofbadger: I'm sorry I keep frustrating you! I bet this chapter was torture then . hahaha yes, I am addicted to angst and tension and drama, but I hope I don't disappoint you! I want you to be hooked, but not upset . Hahaha, yea, when I write I have my "oh noes!" moments too. Hahaha, sick, but not completely, I get ya! Thank you! I love that you love the story ^_^

To Hikari Tsukiyomi: Awww, I'm glad that you can see all the hard work Roxas is doing to be there for Axel, and this chapter may have been a step backward, but there are still four more chapters left! I used to love spicy food, but when I went to Thailand and ate a raw red pepper with nothing else…..well now I wont go near spicy food. But since Axel is a pyro, I can picture him liking spicy foods. So now you know what happened at the club, but don't lose hope. Sweet moments may not be "here" but they are on their way! Awwwwww…I don't know what to say! You're making me blush lol. Thanks, I seriously appreciate it more than you know. Thank you for being a great fan who encourages me to post daily and to write as best I can. You're amazing!

To Shadowridge: Yes, I have played the sims, but not in years. I used to play back in the day when it first came out and I thought it was very addictive! The reason why I don't play anymore is because I know I will get addicted again and with college plus fanfiction plus actually playing KH (1 and 2 and CoM) I don't have time for anything. Haha go eat! When college starts up again after break, I wont have time for anything! I doubt I'll eat or sleep, I'm taking like 3 extra classes to graduate early….it's torture lol

Thank you everyone for reading and a special thanks to my reviewers! You are all amazing and encourage me to post daily!

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