ok so im so sorry i didnt post for so long but bc it thankgiving weekend here it canada im goona to post now tell what you think of my new story that up now so ya n i havent been posting alot bc now that school there like dance every like friday n then i sleepover at a friends so i srry but this chapter i promsie to make it long n plz review or else im not going 2 write a chapter so review n here chapter 5
RPOV
"how long have you been standing there" I ask hoping he really didn't hear my say my Jacob.
"well I have been standing there since you said and I quote " my Jacob" now I going to ask my one more time who this Jacob you were talking about." Oh no he heard me. Should I tell him? Should I not? Oh what should I do?
"hey i can see you don't want to tell me but i swear i wouldn't tell your parents anted caroline anyone ok i just want to know" oh god thank god it was uncle Damon that heard me he would very sell me out. he might blackmail me like my dad but i better then my parents knowing i gusse. anyed Caroline may be awesome but she can't keep a secret even if her life deppened on it.
"he no one really" i answer. then uncle Damon gave me this look that he gives everyone when he dosen't believe you. then he walk over and took a sit and the end of my bed faceing me.
"no really renesmee you can tell me anything i mean i wouldn't tell anyone" oh great now he being serouse he hard not to anwser when he acting like this. why can't he be funny and lite hard or bad temrp all the time? why dose he have to all nice and comferting?
"he really is no one uncle Damon he just someone who i feel like i known forever you know. like i only see him in my dreams. they real like there going to happen or all ready have. i wasn't going to tell anyone i thought that if i told anyone they go a way but i feel good tell someone you know to get it off your chest."
"renes i don't relly know how you feel i understand you and i bet your woundering if your ever going to find anyone and trust me you will. your amazing half vampire half human thing renes" i was laught now. uncle Damon always made m feel better even when evryone thought it was impossible. that really why he was my favoret uncle.
"thank uncle Damon your the best." i told him while giving him a hug
"ya i know i am" he said which made me laught.
"hey there a froset behind the house right?" i ask i remember seeing one but i don't remember now if it around here or not and i feel like i really need to get out of this house and run.
"ya just don't go to far" then he gave me a winck which ment he would cover for me. so with that i took then window and start running.
a ran pretty far and for some reason i felt like i should of stop. like i'm passing some invissable line. then i came arocces it. a waterfall, it remind me of the one my dad took me to when i was like three back in miscy fall. it look just like it. so i felt like swimming so i srtip down to my underwear and ran and jump off the waterfall. it made me free, almost like i could fly. then i saw him. the wolf from my dreams wait he had to be a wolf i wasn't a full moon. them i remember something from one of my dreams about this wolf it happrn about a year ago...
i was sitting staring out at the water at a beach. the sun was setting a take i warmth with it but for some reason i felt like i wouldn't be cold for long. the a felt someone rap there warm stronge arms around my waist a kiss my neck. i want to turn around and see who was holding me but then again i didn't i felt comterble, natuler just standing like this.
"jakie your back" my dream self smile well saying this like he was everything to her and new from having so many of these dream that this jake was my dream self everything.
"ofcoures i came back me and you know i can't live with out you. i love you nessie" he sound like what he was saying was just naterly coming out of his mouth, that he didn't even need to think about what he was saying. ith that my dream self turn her self around to face this god like man. then she lend up to place her lips to his, it was sweet and pssionet at the same time. she wrapped her legs around his waist so she wouldn't have to streght so much to reach his lips. she fel safe it his arms. then she moved away a bit so she could look at his face.
" i wanna run" she said with a smile and with that he put her down a place his arm around her waist and they walk to the forest not far from the beach they were standing on a second ago. then she turn her back then a few second later she turn back then standing where she had leaved jake standing a few second ago was on a russet look wolf...
now standing not more then a foot from me was the same wolf. cold this be jake? my jake. just the thought broght chill to me spin. i found me heaven my everything. wow i didnt even talk to him yet and i was already thinkimg like this wow i wounder what i goingto do when i really talk to his eyes meet mine and felt like to run to him but his gaze keep me in place i didn't want to move and he gone and all of this was just a dream. then he turn and ran in the other way a behind a bush then i ran to where he was once standing then rmember i wasn't waerng anything but my underwear. i ran over to where i leaved my clothes before jumpimg into the lake and change as quikly as possible hopping he would come back. then i felt someone brush there hand down my arm and grip my wrist and spin my around to face him, the handsome man from my dreams.
"renesmee is that really you" he ask bring his hand up to my face to brush the hair a side never looking away from my eyes.
"how do u know my name?"
"how could i forget your name? you renesmee? your my everything"
" where do u know my from?"
"he mabye this will help me name isja-" but i cut him off f he knew my name well i also well i think i knew his to.
"your name jacob"
"yes bu how did you know that"
"well this is going to seem crazy but i drream about you almost ever night i know we have never meet before but i think i love you to"
" i love to nessie and i promisse soon i wil explaine everthing" then he turn a around a ran.i want to run after him, make him explain how he know me, tell it not a dream anything to know this is real. but for some reason i couldn't run after him. i felt like didn't want to know more i just want to be in his arm. so insted of taking after him i ran home in the other derection. once i reach the house i ran up to my window on the second story of the house and look up wow i a good thing i could clim. once i was in my room i didn't feel like i was alone which i want to be right now. then it hit me and i hope it was unclr Damon in here and not my parents. but once i turn around i saw someone i really didn't to see.
"dad, what are you doing in here?"
" i could ask you the same. why did you just come though the window?" oh great now what do i tell him? i can't tell him about jake. so what do i say?
" i just wanna to be alone dad i told uncle Damon before i leaved"
"ok i understand just next time tell someone beside your uncle ok"
ok dad. now get out of my room" and with he gave me a kiss on my forehand and leaved. then lauyed down on my bed hopping to have a dream about my jacob...
FEW HOUR LATER
i feel into a dreamless sleep sadly. i oke to a nous that i couldn't places. it sound like someone coming though the window. window? i couldn't be for me who would take my window to my room at 12:45 at night? then i heard the voices.
"renesmee..."
ph clifehanger now review or else it gonna to be a while to a write again so review and tell me what you think and who u think is in her room and tell me if in the next chapter you want me to contine from here or you want to here when renesmee and jacob meet agsin from jacobs pov and i promise i will thought in someone else pov from the cullens house soon ok review and tell me what you think and oh do u think i should add klause to the story and the voltrie
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