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Here's chapter 5 :))

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When I opened my eyes, I found myself in a white and bright place.

"Eh? Where am I?" I asked myself.

Heaven? I thought.

No, it can't be. People who commit suicide never goes to heaven.

Then, I suddenly noticed a beeping sound. I immediately searched for it. The beeping sound came form the heart rate monitor.

"Hospital? But, how am I able to get here?" I whispered.

I immediately looked at the part that I cut. It was already covered with bandage.

I stare at it for minutes until a voice came in.

"Ah! Chrome! Good thing you're already awake!" Boss said as he went towards me.

"I'm so sorry I think it's my fault." He said in a guilty voice.

"No it's not, Boss." I said in a low voice.

"But, you almost killed yourself because-"

"It's not you fault, it's my decision." I said.

"Y-your d-decision? Y-you really attempted to c-commit su-suicide?" He asked, stammering.

I didn't gave a reply. He looked at me with worried eyes.

"How were you able to find me, Boss?" I asked curiously, trying to avoid his question.

"We got worried when we heard something shatter form your room." He said.

"So, we immediately went there. But, when we reached your room, it was locked. Because of it, we got more worried. Especially when we heard something fell." He said in a worried tone.

"We tried to open the door with the keys. But, it won't. It seems like you have used your barrier in it. So, Hibari-san used his box weapon to open it. And, we found you lying on the floor with your wrist bleeding badly." He continued.

"Sorry…." I whispered.

"Eh? For what?"

"For being a burden…." I said.

"No, Chrome you're not." He exclaimed. "We understand your situation and I know that you have a hard time coping up with it. So, as long as we can, we're going to help you." He said.

"Thanks Boss." I said smiling. He smiled back at me.

Then, a voice suddenly came in.

"Get out of here, Herbiboss!" Hibari-san said furiously.

"HIIEE!" Boss shouted.

"Can't you hear me?" He said walking towards us.

"Hibari=san." I whispered.

He glared furiously at Boss which made Boss ran towards the door.

"Hibari-san, why did you do that?" I asked trying to get up. But, his hands suddenly pushed me back and pinned me in the bed.

"Was that Mukuro bastard really important to you?" He asked furiously, while staring directly at my eyes,

"P-please don't call Mukuro-sama a bastard." I said as tears slowly appeared from my eyes as I said the name.

"I will call him any name I wanted to." He said.

"But not when I'm around or in front of me." I said with teary eyes.

"Why are you defending him? He hurt you, right? You even tried to kill yourself because of him!" He said angrily and his hands pushed me harder.

I flinched as he pushed me.

"B-because I love him…." I said, tears continuously falling down.

"A-and you can't never understand that, because you've never been in love!" I shouted at him.

Then, the tears won't stop flowing.

His eyes widened in my response. He gave no answer. He just removed his hand on my shoulder and headed towards the door, hands clenched into fists.

I just continued crying as he left.

A while ago, I felt a little comforted because of what Boss told me. But, when I argued with Hibari-san, the pain I'm feeling because of Mukuro-sama, doubled.

But, why? Why did I felt pain upon arguing with Hibari-san?

There was another feeling. A confusing feeling. Why am I feeling this way towards Hibari-san? I asked myself.

I just continued to cry for minutes that I was unable to noticed that I already fell asleep.

Hohoho...

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~Aciel~