So I realize that I suck at updating. Sorry. But like I've said many times before I have a lot of chapter writen already, its just a matter of me uploading them. Lol. Anyways I hope everyone is well and happy. ... - Brittnay
Those days were amazing. But every good thing comes to a end sometime. I was leaving in the morning, and dreading every thought of it. I mean besides all of the gossip about Pete and I, everything was perfect. And now I have to leave and Pete is going to Europe for the tour. So my life basically just went from the happiest time ever, to the worst thing ever. I mean my boyfriend on the other side of the planet? This was going to really suck.
"What do you want to do for our last night together?" Pete asked.
"I don't know. We could go out."
He wrapped his arms around me from behind. "I was kind of thinking we could stay in."
"Staying in sounds perfect." I said turning around.
"You know, I'm going to miss you so much while I'm gone." Pete said in between a kiss.
"Me too." He unzipped his sweatshirt. I turned away.
"What wrong?" He tossed his sweatshirt on the floor.
"Its nothing." I said as I sat down on the oversized chair close to me.
He got down on his knees so he could look me in the eyes. "Something is wrong, Peyton. So why don't you tell me what it is."
I sighed a little. "Its just." I began. "Its just I don't know if I want to do that."
He looked a little confused. "Do what?"
"You know. That." I said nodding my head to the bed.
Pete smiled a little. "Peyton I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to do."
I smiled. "I know that. Its just I know we are going to do it someday. And to be honest, I've never done it when I was in love before, and it scares me a little."
"Why does it scare you?"
"Because sex changes people. I just think once we do that, I'm going to get really attached. I don't want to be one of those girls that needs their boyfriend constantly. I mean I already feel like that most of the time. Imagine if we have sex."
"When ever you are ready I'll be too." I smiled at him. "Oh and if you think that you needing me is a turn off, your wrong." He smiled then got up.
"What do you want to do?" I asked
"We could watch a movie?"
"Ok sure. What movie?"
"The nightmare before Christmas sound good?"
"Yes! I love that movie!"
Pete went over to his bags and pulled the movie out.
I began to laugh. "You just have it with you?"
"Dude! This is my favorite movie! I bring it with me everywhere I go."
I plopped onto the bed, still laughing.
"Ok would you stop laughing?"
"I'm sorry Petey its just funny."
He chuckled. "No one has called me Petey since I was, like 10."
"Well then its about time someone started to say it again." I sat on the bed for a few minutes. Without Pete. He was literally standing like 2 inches away from the screen. "So are you going to stand there or come over here?"
He turned around then jumped into the bed with me.
When the song "this is Halloween" came on we both couldn't contain ours self's from singing at the top of our lungs.
"This is Halloween this is Halloween. Halloween Halloween Halloween" We sung. We both stopped, looked at each other laughing really hard at what we saw. Both standing on top of the mattress singing and dancing. The sight was pretty funny if I do say so myself.
"I think I may have lost a bit of dignity there." Pete said.
"Yeah me too."
"But hey, at least I was being a jackass alone."
"Oh for sure."
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Standing at the boarding gate Pete looked into my eyes and said,
"Peyton I love you so much. I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with someone in a sort amount of time. But it is. I'm going to miss you so much." He pulled me into a hug. I began to cry.
"God I'm such a girl." I said as I wiped my tears away.
"Nah, it just means you love me." He said with a cocky smile.
"Yeah your right." I said before kissing him. That kiss seemed to last forever. "Your going to call every chance you get right?" I asked.
"Nothing on the face of this earth could stop me from hearing your voice." He told me. I blushed.
"I'm going to miss you so much." I said hugging him again.
"When I get back from tour I'm going to come visit you. Maybe even stay in Tree hill for a month or two."
"And I'll come to L.A. I mean I'll be out of school. It will be perfect."
"All flights to Tree Hill now boarding."
"I guess that's me." I said grabbing my carry on bag.
"I guess so." I began to walk away. But her grabbed my arm. He pulled me close to him and kissed me. Like really kissed me. "Did you really think you were going to leave without a real goodbye kiss?" He asked.
"No. I was just waiting for you to make the first move."
"Goodbye Peyton."
"See you soon." I walked to the boarding area. I heard him yell a "I love you." to me. I smiled to myself and mumbled "I love you too."
