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Bella's POV

I took a deep breath as I walked in and thought about what I wanted to say. I sat in one of his office chairs and he closed the door. He was patient, waiting for what I had to say.

"I want to first start off with saying, I will never be able to forgive myself for what I did to you. I am so sorry. I was a complete mess and I complicated your life so much by doing that," I started off with my head down, unable to meet his eyes. I felt his hand on my shoulder.

"Bella, I forgive you completely. I understand and I've always known that you felt horribly for it. I am not angry with you at all," he said in a way only Carlisle could, calm and sincere. A huge weight had been lifted off of my shoulders, but the real challenge was part two.

"That's not all I came to say. I also wanted to talk about… Edward." I saw his face change from calm to curious.

"What would you like to talk about?" I took another deep breath and kind of rushed out my words.

"Well you see I really like him and he's super upset because I told him what happened. So, I really want to make it up to him. But, seeing as the problem started with me coming on to you I want to make sure you're ok with it?" I ended it out of breath. His eyes warmed and he had a slight smile on his face.

"Bella, you may not be able to see the changes in him. But my wife, Esme, and I can. He's more outgoing, more confident, more comfortable with himself. And it's all because of you. So, to answer your question, yes you have my permission. I wouldn't want to see my son with anybody else." I couldn't contain myself. I was so scared he would ban me from Edward and never let me see him again.

"Thank you so much, Carlisle," I said as I gave him a huge hug.

"This can't be happening," I heard a small voice say. I turned my head and saw Edward standing in the doorway. I hadn't even heard him come in. I quickly detached myself from his dad.

"Edward," I choked out. His watery eyes glared at me and then he took off running. I just stood there frozen, like a deer caught in the headlights.

"Well, what are you doing here? Go get him," Carlisle said with a nudge. I didn't need to be told twice. I sprinted out of the hospital, getting weird looks from the nurses. I could see Edward walking out onto the side of the road.

"Edward!" I screamed. I knew he could hear me but he chose not to turn around. "Edward, talk to me! You at least owe me that!" That stopped him cold. He turned slowly around and had pain and anger so evident in his green eyes it scared me.

"I owe you that? Isabella Swan, I owe you nothing. Why would I even want to hear what you had to say? I don't want to hear that you were trying to get with my dad again, ok?" I didn't know what to say, of course he would think that's what happened back there. But, I stayed quiet because he looked far from finishing.

"You know what? I knew all about you when I moved here. I wasn't stupid, I heard all the gossip. I heard how you kissed him and then fucked his best friend. But, stupid me, didn't listen. I got to know you. Well, I thought I did. You were amazing, such a good person, you couldn't be the same girl they talked about. But now I see you are just a stupid whore!" I didn't realize I was crying until everything was too blurry for me to see. My mouth kept opening and closing but no words would come out. He gave a disgusting laugh.

"Yeah that's what I thought. Now go run to Tyler or Jacob and do god knows what with them, unless you have something to say." That's when the anger rushed into me. I broke it off with every single guy I was with, for him. After the incident with Malaki, I was a saint. And I thought he knew that. I stalked over to him and grabbed his shirt collar, pulling our faces extremely close together.

"You know what Edward? I was with your dad apologizing for what I did. I was also there to ask him if it was still ok to be around you. You know why you're different? Why I can't seem to give you up like all the other ones? It's because I'm in love with you. I love the way you blush, the way you act with your mom, how you talk about all that space stuff, how you make me want to be the best I can be. I love every single thing about you."

He just stood there with a blank expression. There was nothing going through his head. I was about to come back with some snarky comment when I felt his lips crash against mine.

This was no ordinary kiss. This kiss wasn't nice or sweet or gentle. This kiss was raw and showed everything we both had been feeling over the last few weeks. Our noses bumped, our teeth clashed, but neither of us seemed to care. His lips were so soft, yet firm against mine. He tasted sweet but also like mint. I felt his tongue, asking for entrance, which I immediately gave. I didn't even try to battle with him. He explored my mouth while I just enjoyed the feel of Edward.

When we broke apart, I was out of breath and light headed. I looked into his eyes and saw all was forgiven. He leaned in, almost hesitantly, and placed the most perfect, soft kiss on my lips.

"Wow," we both whispered, out of breath. We laughed at our synchronized amazement. He took my ice hold hand in his.

"Bella, I'm so-" he started to say before I shushed him with my finger. I just shook my head and we walked back to his house.

Author's Note: Wow, this was actually out on time, I know I'm as shocked as you (: So, what do you think? How was their first kiss? I'm sorry this has been all Bella's POV but next chapter we'll get some Edward thoughts in there. Ok, now I'm debating between doing a lemon or almost a lemon. What do you guys think? Please review and let me know! Keep checking back for updates!