I jump when a hand touch my shoulder, and jerk my head up to see Draco kneeing down beside me. He's frowning at me "LillyBug, come on. We need to get that pretty little face of yours dry and get your shacking under control before we go to the train." He said softly as he helps me up. We walk the hall to the stairs and up towards my room. We walk up till we were at the fourth floor of the house and went straight to my bedroom. I felt safe in his arms; one is around my waist the other hand is on my right hand rubbing small circles with his thumb. Once in my room, he led me to my bed and guides me to sit. Once I was sitting, he left me there and went into my bathroom. I look around my room, its dark green with sliver trim. My bed set is dark cherry wood, hanging on my walls are posters, pictures of me with family or with friends. My eyes stop on my standing up dresser, there's more pictures of just friends and gifts given to me over the years, some is muggle stuff. I love them but the dark lord doesn't know that, he think it just for show for when friends come over. My eyes land on my desk just papers and photos. My bookshelf is by my balcony with an armchair with a small table with a reading light. The last thing I look at is my bed, the night curtains pull up the bed itself is made. The bed sheets are dark green silk with sliver trim. Then the quilt is dark green with a sliver rose with a snake going on to the rose. I love my bedding, I pick it out myself. I smile as I touch the snake's head then the rose. Just then Draco walks from my bath room with a wet washcloth and a dry towel. He sat them down and waves his wand and a chair appeared. "Draco you must watch how much magic you us" I said, my voice soft and raspy. "Oh Lilly, don't start with that, I saw you us some today." He said sitting down in front of me. I blush slightly look down at my hands. He left my face softly with his index finger and wipe my face with the wet cloth then with the dry one, he grabs his wand then redoes my makeup. He smiles at me and touch my cheek softly "There we go, there's my Lilly I know and love" he said still touching my cheek, I smile back at him. "I guess I was in here."I point to myself "somewhere, I'm glad I'm found now" I said with a little giggle. He laugh "yeah me to" he said as his hand went down my shoulder to my hand as he stood up all the way he pull me with him. The chair disappeared as did the cloths he us to clean me up with. "Now, I Draco Malfoy, promise you Lillian DragonStone that you will not get hurt on this mission as long as I'm with you all the way." He promises with his left hand in the middle of his chest. I have tears forming in my eyes again; just thinking of the last time, but also because of the promise Draco is promising to me, just thinking of it. "Awe Draco. I Lillian DragonStone take the Draco Malfoy's promise to heart and to soul and will take you up to be there for me" I said smiling just then a tear slid down my cheek. Draco's eyes went from mine to that tear. "Shh now let's not start that again, shall we." He said wiping the tear with his thumb, I smile "no we do not, Draco I must talk with you later. Please" I said looking down and smile as I saw our hands still together. He us his other hand and gently push up on my chain, my smile drop and I became eye to eye with him. "Ok, when" he ask me softly. I bite my lower lip. "On the train." I said softly. He smile and nods his head yes "let's go" he said as he start walking and pull me with him. We went down back to the guest house, as we got closer to the door he stop and turn to me "This year is going to be different Lilly." He said looking me straight in the face and touches my shoulder softly. I close my eyes scared of this year's out come. I open my eyes and all I see is Draco's face looking down at me. "Sadly, I know" I said moving my hand to touch his that is still on my shoulder. "I meant what I said back there lills." He said squeezing my shoulder gently. I smile "I know you did, we've been friends for a very long time Dra." I said still smiling, he smiles back not the Malfoy smirk but the Draco Malfoy smile that I love so much. "Lord we have been friends for a long time" he said making a face then smiling. I took my hand that was touching his and playfully punch him in the arm. "Ouch, what was that for?" he ask me taking his hand off my shoulder and grab where I punch him. "Oh you big baby, I barely hit you." I said starting to laugh, oh this feel good to laugh, even Draco join in. "you hit hard, even if you say you don't." he said rubbing his arm still laughing. "Oh I do not." I said still laughing at him; just then the door flew open to me holding my stomach laughing and Draco holding his arm laughing. There wasn't just one person behind the door it was everyone. Draco and I just start to laugh harder. "Oh shut up you guys and come on" Darleen said moving pass everyone and stepping outside. Stardust was after her then everyone else start to come out. "Sorry hon." Stardust said with a half smile. I know what she was talking about. The mission and coming out while me and Draco were having a moment to say. I smile back, still giggling I turn to start walking. Everyone was already ahead but me, Stardust and Gary bear. Draco wasn't ahead nor with us. He was walking alone most likely thinking of his mission he's like me he's not too into this dark arts stuff. He may seem like it but he does it to stay alive and for his mother he loves his mother very much. His mother is cold hearted when she needs to be but the truth of the matter is she us the sweetness. I didn't know I was smiling until Stardust pokes me with her elbow. I blink at her "What" I whisper to her. "Stop smiling" she whispers back. I blush and turn my head back ahead. I need to stop doing that. I shook my head and put my game face on, knowing my luck the dark lord is going to be there to send my family, friends and me off like last year. Stardust reaches over and held my hand. When we walk into the big family room everyone's parents are in here plus the dark lord. Once we are all in the family room, one by one we all went to the fireplace and said where we wanted to go. Then it's just my family left all my sibling went thru the fire. My mother said "I love you" to my father and also went thru the fireplace. "Father, you're not coming to see us off?" I ask walking up to him with sadness in my eyes. He smile at me "Yes, My lillypad I will not be going this. It sadness me but it must be. Now Lillian it's your turn to go. I love you." He said touching my cheek then pushes my bangs out my face and kiss my forehead. "I love you too daddy" I said with tears, and lots of sadness. "I'll you see you Christmas, now go" he said pushing me to the fireplace. I close my eyes for a second and took a deep breath. When I open them again I put my bitch face on and smirk. I took a hand full of flu powder "King's Cross" I said and with that I was gone, not knowing the pain and heartache to come.

A/N: i know the chapters havent been very long I'm having a hard time coming up with good details, just bare with me and i hope you like this story so far.

i dont know when i will be updating or if i will be. well see if anyone likes first!

thanks Krystal