A/N: All people I really am sorry for not updating and this chapter's really short, but I got over with this chapter and I think that it's gonna be easier for me from now on. I know what the rest of the story is going to be like so I'll be updating more frequently. Thanks for all the people who have reviewed. There were some anonymous reviews so I want to thank them on here. Thank you so much!!! This was like the longest author's note ever! Lol
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"Fang no stop it, that's- that's-." I stuttered.
"It's what?" He whispered in what almost seemed like a seductive voice. I shook my head trying to shake off this feeling I felt inside me. I wanted really bad to just be in his arms again but I was scared that if I did he would eventually grow tired of me and I didn't know if my heart could take something like that. Too many things had hurt me already I didn't want to let anyone else close enough to do that again. Jeb betraying us had left a hole in my heart and later finding out that he was my real dad hadn't made it much better, it had only made it feel like an even greater betrayal. I felt tears stinging my eyes so I quickly stopped thinking about that.
I looked up at the ceiling so my tears would go away.
"Max look I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you feel bad or anything." He said and I looked back at him. I tried to smile but it probably looked fake and strained.
"It's not your fault." I said truthfully. It wasn't his fault that I felt this way.
"It really isn't your fault Fang so don't worry about it." I said in a low voice.
"Max I can't help it." He said putting his arm around my waist. I relaxed in his hold for a little bit enjoying the warmth radiating off his skin and his smell that intoxicated me in a good way. I looked up at him and looked into his eyes. Their dark brown color seemed to pull me closer to him, like they were hypnotizing me. His face was now merely a couple centimeters from mine. His lips were so close and I wanted to feel them against mine again. He was closing the gap between us and my heart started to pound in my chest. I wanted to kiss him but I just couldn't. I pulled out of his arms at the last minute. I was shaking from head to toe. I wrapped my arms around myself to try and quell the shaking but I couldn't stop myself.
"I'm sorry Fang I ju-just can't." I said still shaking. I couldn't meat his eyes; I was scared to do so. What if he hated me now? He walked up to me and made me look up at him. I almost smiled when I saw that he wasn't mad. He looked like he understood.
"Are you ok? You're shaking really bad." He said looking at me with a worried expression in his eyes. I nodded because I couldn't quite trust my voice right now.
"I promise I won't do that again." He said with a tint of sadness in his voice.
"No I-." I started to blush really bad. What had I just said? What was I thinking?
"No what?" He said grinning at me. I searched my mind frantically trying to find an excuse, something. I came to a decision and I only hoped I wouldn't regret it later on.
"Fang I really do like you and if you can be patient and stuff, I really wanna try this with you." I said looking down at the floor, too embarrassed to actually look at him.
"You're serious?" He asked. I looked up at him and looking at him just made me surer that I did want to try it. I nodded and he picked me up in his arms hugging me really tight.
"I'll wait as long as I need to." He said looking into my eyes. I smiled at him, a real smile this time. I wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him close to me.
A/N: I know it wasn't that good but please review anyways!! If you do I promise to not take as long to post as I did last time. : )
