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Lyrics to this chapter are Paralyze by Tila Tequila, and I love Rock & Roll by Britney Spears.

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Hate That I Love You

When I grow up

I wanna be famous

I wanna be a star

I wanna be in movies!

I stood in my hotel room with Christy going over the moves we had to learn for our commercial. In the end me, Christy, Layla, Maryse, and Candice had been chosen to participate in the steamy commercial.

"Be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it" I sang along to the Pussycat Dolls as I did motions from my breast, to my thighs. Christy followed along before the door to the room suddenly opended.

"Wow. You two are looking great" Cody said as he closed the door behind him. I smirked to him before turning off the music and going back to to stand beside Christy. Cody walked over and placed his keycard on the table.

"Oh please. Don't stop" He said as he sat down in the chair beside the table which held the stereo.

"Sorry. As much as we would love to give you your little peep show. You'll just have to wait for the commercial like everyone else" Cody pouted his lips in disappointment before getting up from the chair and heading into the kitchen. I brushed my hair away from my face and turned to Christy.

"Okay I'm a little confused about the second verse. Is it, I wanna be famous, I wanna be a diva? Or is it I wanna be a diva, I wanna be famous?" Christy shook her head

"It's I wanna be famous, I wanna be a diva" I nodded and played that part over in my mind as I did the assigned moves to that part of the song.

After practicing for over three hours, Christy and I decided to go out and get some drinks, and do some dancing with the rest of the girls. There was this nice little club called 24/7 that served the best margaritas in the whole city of Newark. We walked inside of the building, it appeared a dark shade of blue by the stroke lights surrounding us.

"Last one to the bar pays!" Maryse yelled as we all hurried over to the bar and sat down. Cherry unfortunatlly had to pay for all the drinks we were going to get tonight.

The night was young as it was only about ten, and WWE parties usually didn't end until like 2 or 3a.m. Michelle ended up on the bar and we all started doing body shots off her. It was fun. Suddenly the song playing changed to the best rock song in history:

I love rock and roll

So put another dime in the Jukebox baby

I love rock and roll

So come an take your time an dance with me!

Christy noticed me dancing in my spot and then she turned to the bartender. "Looks like we've got a dancer for ya here Mitch!" She called. I looked around in shock as I was suddenly pushed on top of the bar. The crowd was cheering, the song was playing, why the hell not?

I gripped onto the pole on top of the bar and began twirling around as I danced to the music. I grabbed the pole on top of the bar and shook what my mama gave me. I then noticed a bottle of tequila on the bar.

I quickly bent down and picked it up and began squiritng it into some of the costumers mouthes. I then looked over and noticed a face of complete shock. Once the stroke lights hit it I noticed that it was none other than my non-amused boyfriend Matt.

I quickly climbed off the bar and almost slipped on my mickey mouse high heel wedges as they hit a wet spot on the floor.

"Matt! Matt wait!" I yelled. Matt quickly pushed the front door to the club open and began walking down the sidewalk in the cold city of Miami. I quickly ran through the front door of the club with my shoes in my hands.

"Matt stop!" I called as I quickly ran up behind him and spun him around by his shoulder. He didn't even look me in the eyes, he just stared down at the sidewalk.

"Matt... Matt please say something." For the first time he finally looked me in the eyes with his beautiufl hazel eyes

"Am I not a good boyfriend? Am I not exciting enough were you feel like you have to go around and dance on a bar?!" Okay, that wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear.

"No. Matt of course not" He then huffed

"Then what is it. Why did you feel that you needed to go up there?" I couldn't look him in the eyes now

"Matt it was just fun. The girls pushed me up there, and that is one of my favorite songs." Matt laughed

"Yeah I remember. I'm not mad at the fact that you were up there. I'm mad at the fact that it seems like you had more fun up there... then you've ever had with me" Matt lowered his head to the sidewalk and stared at his shoes. I quickly lifted his head back up and planted a passionate kiss on his lips.

"Matt Hardy. I love you. And I would never dream of hurting you." He smiled and placed another kiss on me.

"Torrence Lexington. I love you too. And I'm always happy when I'm with you" I smiled before leaning my head up against his chest as he wrapped his jacket around me and we headed down the sidewalk to explore the town on our own.

Every time you messed with my head

All the things you did and you said

See my scars spell out your name...

Damn phone. It was seven o'clock in the morning. What could Randy possibly want this early. I groaned before looking over to see Matt sleeping peacefully beside me. A smile plastered across his face. I smiled before leaning over and grabbing my phone from my purse.

"Randy. It's seven a.m. You'd better have a damn good reason-"

"Torrence. My dad's in the hospital" I quickly shot up after hearing this news. Worry trembled from voice as I spoke to his statement.

"What?! Why?! What happened?!" I had so many questions, and now I was so loud that Matt was even sitting up rubbing my arms.

"Babe. What's wrong?" He asked groggily as he rubbed his eyes. I held up a finger telling him to wait as I listened to Randy.

"I dunno. We're waiting for the doctors to come back now. I really need you here Torrence, we all need you here-" before I could respond to Randy the phone was suddenly in the hands of someone else

"Torrence. Torrence please come. For daddy" Katie Randy's little sister said to me that brought tears to my eyes. I quickly threw back to the covers to my bed and put on my pajamas.

"I'll be there in two hours. See you soon" I flipped my phone shut before throwing it back into my purse. I had forgotten all about Matt

"Torrence what's going on?!" Matt yelled. I turned to him and smiled slightly

"I have to go. I'll call you later, bye." I then closed the door to his room and quickly made my way back upstairs to my room. As I closed the door I suddenly heard the sound of two people snoring. I walked deeper into the room only to find Mary, and Cody in the bed together sound asleep.

I placed my hand over my mouth to avoid screaming eew so loud I'd wake everyone on the 11th floor. I quickly ran into the bathroom and closed the door before screaming eww without sound. I took a deep breath before jumping into the shower.

Twenty minutes later I was throwing my hair into a ponytail over my denim jacket and rushing from the bathroom. I then noticed Cody kissing Mary as she looked to me and frowned before waving and walking out the door.

Cody sighed before turning to me and frowning. "What's up Torr?" I grabbed my purse and headed past him and to the door. As I opened it I turned to him and sighed

"So much. So little time." I then closed the door and quickly ran downstairs into the lobby, and then to the airport, and soon I was on the next flight out to Knoxville, Tennessee.