Author's Notes:Alright, who did she chose, find out in this chapter, and sadly there is only one two chapter left in this story before It's over, so once again keep reading, and everyone don't tell me what you think until the end okay.
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Don't Go Breaking His Heart
I sat down in a chair in a bistro in Boston. I just messed around with my cell phone as I awaited for him to arrive. I didn't know if I still wasn't absolutely sure of what I was going to do next, I knew it was too late to change my mind now as I watched him walk in.
I waved to him signaling him to come over and sit down. He happily walked over and sat down in the seat across from me and placed his cell phone on the table. It was quiet for a second before he finally decided to break the ice.
"So, how's the ankle?" I smiled and nodded.
"It's much better. I'll be back in the ring in no time" He smiled
"That's great, I can't wait for you to come back." I nodded once again. I didn't bring him here to talk about my ankle, but I didn't want to just jump into the hard part.
"Matt. There's something I need to tell you-" before I could begin Matt interrupted by placing a finger on my lip.
"Wait me first, Torrence I made a huge mistake. I don't care if you still love Randy, of course you would you two were engaged. I know that the whole time you were there with me, and that's all that matters is that you are still with me, so I want us to be together again." I smiled as a tear rolled down my cheek.
That just made this a whole lot more complicated then I really wanted this all to be, why does everything have to come down on me, why couldn't I just hire and actor to do all of this crap for me. This is bull.
"Matt, that's so wonderful, and there is nothing more than I would rather do than say yes to that, but... I can't." Matt's expression fell, he looked like he was about to cry.
"What?.... Why not?" He asked inbetween sniffles. Oh crap, was he really about to cry, I couldn't do this. I didn't want to do this, but I had to for the sake of everyone .
"Matt I am so sorry. Your a great guy and the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you. I love you so much but..... I'm in love with Randy. And I have to try to work things out with him. I hope you can understand." I tried to reach out and hold his hand but he quickly pulled it away. He then looked to me and his expression showed nothing but anger.
"You hope I can understand! How the hell am I supposed to do that?! You played me like a foold this whole time and now you want me to understand! Torrence your full of crap! You go around saying that you love people and what does it all mean, shit! I don't have time for this crap, and I don't have time for playing games with you! I hope you and Randy are happy together! See ya!" After all of the yelling he quickly grabbed his cell phone and hurried from the building.
I looked around at all of the people staring at me. I quickly covered my mouth with my hand as tears poured from my eyes. I grabbed my things and ran from the building. This was not I expected this to go at all. Now I'd lost Matt completely.
I ran into the parking lot and threw my things into the car I had rented before hopping in. I then placed my head down on the wheel as a stream of tears flowed down my cheek. I cried, and cried, and cried until I couldn't cry anymore, I then started my car and slowly drove home.
This was horrible. I'd dumped Matt for good and probably crushed his spirit. And now I had to think about what Randy would say, if sweet Matt could say all of those things to me then imagine if Randy thought that I was just playing games as well.
I ask myself this every single day but here it is once again, why me? I couldn't even begin to process what I was going to do now, at least it was a long flight from here back to Chicago so I could think about all of this on the way back home.
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I walked back into my condo and threw my things on the counter. I heard the sound of my answering machine beeping, it was probably Ash who had called to ask me how everything went, I didn't even ant to tell her how bad it went because I didn't want to believe it myself.
I walked over to the red blinking 1 on the answering machine. I wiped away a tear before pressing the delete button. A three hour flight and I still hadn't gotten over the whole thing with Matt. It hadn't changed my mind about my desicion, but I still didn't think things would go that bad.
I grabbed a blanket from my closet in the hallway before walking back into the living room and curling up on the sofa. Another tear fell from my eyes as I sniffled myself to sleep, tomorrow I had to deal with Randy,
Just great.