I was having a lot to do with school and everything so here me out! I'm only going to be making the stories when I can now, since I have stuff going on. So probably Saturday or Sundays will be the only time you see these. I'm starting the sequel right after this chapter, but you might have to wait a while because I might do one on Renesmee and Jacob. I know it's a lot, but you'd understand if you were me. Anywho, ENJOY!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.

LPOV.

I haven't eaten. I haven't slept. I haven't showered. I haven't phased. I barley move from one couch to another. Sue said I was going to kill myself, but I didn't care. I couldn't even think nowadays. Just stare at the same spot for hours and hours, thinking nothing. It was like meditating for a whole year, and when someone asked you a question, you'd have no idea what the answer was because your brain had been washed. Seth and Amber have been trying to get me atleast outside to phase for a minute, but I knew from their whispering that they wanted to get in my head. Well all they were going to get was black, so I tell them off and go into my room. Jacob's came over from time to time to get me up but I would just growl low in my throat and tell him to go away. I wouldn't cry, I never cried anymore. Force of habit. Anytime the boys would make me cry at the old pack, I would force myself not to cry because I didn't want to give them the satisfaction. Sam would send me off with an alpha command to get myself together, I would punch him, and phase and go home. That was the usual thing. Now my usual thing was staring at the TV screen without turning it on. Just looking at a black blank screen for hours and hours. I thought it helped me heal. Lie.

"Bitchy Leah back again?" Paul asked one day at a pack meeting Seth had dragged me to. I glanced up at him, thinking I would see a smirk. But he had a worry look in his eyes, and I knew I was seeing things.

"Go away Paul. I'm not in the mood for your shit." I said in a final voice. Now, Paul's a idiot because he sat down next to me, and so did the rest of the pack. Even Sam's.

"Will you please eat something? Or… even look at something else!" Jared said, putting a hand on my jaw and turning my head making me look at everyone sitting in front of me. Kim who used to be one of my closest friends looked dangerously near tears. Quil was looking at me with a worried look. Collin and Brady tried smiling at me sympathetically. But when I rolled my eyes they smirked, they knew it made me sick. Emily, my cousin was even trying to comfort me, but I was going to shove her away soon. Seth was pleading me to look at him, but I tried to ignore it. Amber had silent tears rolling down her face.

"We all are worried about you Leah. With Embry missing and everything we need you right now." Jared pleaded. I rolled my eyes and stood up. My legs were a little wobbly from not eating or standing up. But I was ready to shout.

"Oh so now you need me. When you don't need me to do something, you call me all the names you want and say I don't belong, and no one cares about me." I snapped, walking towards the car. I wasn't going to drive I'm not stupid, I would sit in it and wait for Seth and Amber. I felt a warm grip on my shoulder. I flinched and turned around, thinking it would be (shudder) Sam.

"Let. Go. Of. Me." I growled and punched whoever it was in the stomach. Paul groaned and gripped it, and I walked off into the woods. Everyone yelled for me to come back but I wouldn't I just kept walking and tried turning my mind off.

I stumbled in the trees, hitting my head on one and cussing. I laid my head in my heads and rubbed, it and felt warm liquid dripping down my face. I didn't care though, I could bleed to death. I took off my shoes and began running, hoping to get sticks in my shoes. I already could feel the cut on my head healing to my fury. For a moment I thought about phasing, but remembering the pain I would feel. I winced and tried not to, but it's hard when you begin to think about what the person you used to love would do. It only made me… well pissed off. I wasn't going to faint though, I would be a wolf and run free once again.

But what if… he was a wolf too… I'm no coward no. I just don't want him yelling at me when I requested something that was really nothing.

Did I mention he was missing?

I screamed as I got tackled by something extremely heavy and large. I could vaguely see white flying in the air. I tried fighting it off me, and keeping it's face away from me. This might be a newborn and if it's venom got injected into me, I would die in minutes. I realized this was what I wanted though. I wanted to die a slow painful death. I deserved it. Just like the pack said. I've been making so much drama and causing so much hatred for myself, everyone wanted this. I did too. Might as well do them this one last favor. I stopped fighting and closed my eyes tightly.

Do it do it, I thought.

But when I stopped, I felt whatever it was stop too. I felt it's warm body hovering over me, and I figured it was Sam trying to get his way again. I opened one eye and scrunched my shoulders together. I saw white fur, and a sad wolfs face I recognized.

"E-Embry?" I studdered. He snarled his teeth at me and I gasped and closed my eyes again. I felt him sniff me, I didn't exactly look the same.

I was skinny now and my eyes had circles around them and looked at though someone drew a hole in them. My hair was straggly and uncombed, my skin was like Ambers. I didn't look like Leah. I wasn't Leah. As of right now I didn't know who I was.

The wolf grunted and grabbed me by the hair. I screamed waved my hands around, hoping for my fist to make contact with his face. He threw me on its back and began running; I was forced to hold on. We ran for miles and I whimpered for it to leave me alone, let me go, even drop me. But it would only run faster. I could smell nearby trails and flowers, pine and the wolfs scent. I was sure it was Embry but I would only say it if he phased back.

We stopped about an hour later; I must have dozed off because the surroundings were oblivious to me. I saw beautiful flowers and grass. The meadow looked as if it had been there waiting for me all it's life. Embry shrugged me off him, and I fell non-gracefully. He trotted over to the stream and bathed in it for a minute before walked out, soaked. I thought I would too soon.

He walked up to me, but I took a step back… I was terrified. He looked shocked but he nodded and walked into the woods. He came back out as my Embry, with longer, shaggier hair and he looked tired.

My breathing hitched. He was wearing clothes (Thank you!) but did he have to walk so close to me?

"Hi Leah." He said. I didn't say anything. I stood up straight and took a deep breath. I wasn't going to be a coward anymore.

"Ok… so you take me away from everyone. What do you want Embry? I'm not going to sit around if you don't have a good damn reason." I said boldly.

"I miss you. I know you miss me; Jacob and I stayed in touch. He tried getting you out here but you haven't even phased once. Will you please look at me?" he pleaded. I didn't. I stared at the flowing stream and never met his eyes once.

"I'm listening. Keep talking." I said. I didn't want to admit it, but I missed his deep voice. He sighed.

"Stop killing yourself. I really miss you and it would devastate me to see you dead. I keep thinking stuff I know isn't true, and it's driving me insane."

"Then why'd you leave?" I said in a whisper. "I would understand if you didn't love me Embry. I wouldn't care. We could still be friends."

"I did love you Leah. I still do. It's just that I thought you didn't think I loved you that hurt me." He said. I said 'No you don't' under my breath. He growled and strode up to me.

"Don't say that." He hissed. I flinched at the anger in his voice and turned to run away, but I couldn't. My legs were wobbly and my lips were occupied. His warm lips stood still, he was testing my reaction. I raised my hand as if to slap him, but I couldn't. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. The kiss was now a sweet and soft whisper in the silence. He groaned…

I was laying on the ground, staring at the navy blue sky and bright stars. I raised my head, trying to remember what happened. Embry's naked was next to me, warm and sweaty. I looked down at myself, I was naked too. I had grass on my legs and stomach, and I was sweaty too. I began to panick, what happened? Embry had an innocent look on his face, and he seemed happy. I racked my brain for something, anything. That's when it all came back to me.

Moans, kisses and lots of touching. Me pleading Embry to go faster, Embry's grunts, some screaming, lots of pleasure.

I gasped as all the memories flashed before my eyes and I began to panic again. I slept with Embry! I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MAD AT HIM! Not being seduced by him! I walked to the quiet stream and looked at my reflection. There was a lot of supernatural shit in my life, so I blamed it on the full moon that was shining bright on my skin.

I looked down, and saw a wide-eyed woman with bright brown eyes and russet skin. She had long wavy hair that was ruffled a little. I gasped because I knew this was me, but I hadn't looked like this in a long time. The last time I did, Seth was turning 13 and the Sam and I were together still. He took me on a walk on the beach, and it was the first time we made love. I still remember my mom walking in on us. I laughed my ass off because of the look on her face. Sam was blushing like crazy for the rest of the week when my mother looked at him. He felt guilty but I didn't care at the time, I was happy.

Was.

"Leah?" Embry asked and raised his head up to look around. He saw me turn around and I smiled vaguely. He blushed scarlet when he saw he was naked as well and tried to hide his hard-on. I rolled my eyes and walked towards him.

"I can't believe this." I said. He nodded in agreement and stood up. Confusion flashed over his face and he looked at me with an alarmed look.

I understood completely.

"You think I didn't enjoy myself? Ha! Your wrong Embry." He was very very wrong. I don't think it could've been better, my umm… peak I guess had more force than it had with Sam.

He grunted and walked over to wear his clothes were, but he couldn't find them. I tried looking for mine too, but I realized they were everywhere. My pants were shredded, and so was the bottom of my shirt. I looked for my pants, they were at the top of a tree. How they got there? Don't ask me. My underwear was in the bushes which I could easily find, and I put them on. I risked a glance at Embry, he was fully clothed and watching me with amusement.

"What?" I asked.

He chuckled, "Your wearing my shirt Leah. Yours got washed away." He said, doing hand gestures as if his arms were a flowing stream. I muttered something under my breath and walked upstream to find it, of course no luck. Embry chuckled when I came up to him and gave him his shirt. I was happy I was wearing a sports bra that day.

"So, what do we do now?" I asked as we settled up against a tree on either sides of a trunk.

"Well, we could go for round 2…?" Embry said, and I could feel a smirk forming on his face. I rolled my eyes, even though the offer was more tempting than it should be.

"Trust me, I think we had more rounds than one. Anyway, I think we should go home, I missed you and I want to be the way were Embs." I said in a whisper. Embry got up quickly and grabbed my hand, and told me to phase.

"You know we can wait till' morning right? I think my mom will want to know why I was out with a boy passed midnight." I said.

"No. A vampires near hear I smell him." Embry snarled and I franticly took my clothes and phased. Embry followed suit and we began running.

After 2 hours I came to a stop. I was tired. I ate a rabbit and laid against a tree, and Embry put his head on my back, and said he'd keep watch. I slowly began to doze off.

My dream started like this.

I was running, I have no idea from. I was human, and I'm pretty fast as a human but not so much. I could hear a familiar voice telling me to run faster, but I couldn't. My legs were getting tired and I needed to help him. I ran faster when I heard someone yell a shrill scream of anger. I was terrified. Why was a running? Amber was at my side almost instantly. I looked at her shocked but she shook her head and said,

"Your dream, not mine hon."

We were split up 2 seconds later. I began looking for her franticly, but when she screamed, I began running in her direction. I was lost within minutes, and I took in my surroundings for the first time

I was in what looked like a marble dome, but it was 100 years old or no one took care of it. Maybe both. The ground had grass growing out of it and the walls had plants growing out of it as well. I was about ready to scream, but I was tackled and pinned down before I could. Blood red eyes stared into mine.

My eyes shot open and I gasped.

Embry was gone and I began to panic. What happened to him?

"Leah your fine. You just had a bad dream. We're home." Embry's voice said, only it didn't sound like him. I looked around for him, but only found… well, not La Push. I saw tree's all around and there wasn't the smell of my house anywhere. I could always smell it, even if I was in Port Angeles. I raised my head. I saw multiple things: clouds that threatened snow, a face that was unfamiliar that was beautiful but reeked like vampire, Embry's body with blood all over it, and something even more terrifying. I saw a gang of vampires all ready to pounce on me.

"C'mon love. Let us introduce you to your new home."

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