For some reason, that didn't surprize me. It would explain his recent behaviors and possible attempts. I looked back down at him and watched him stare at the wall.

"Is that what all this was about? You're...gay?" My voice was calm so he didn't think I was disgusted. Itachi let out a sigh and turned back to face me. We stared for about 2 minutes until he stood up and walked past me. I stood up too and when I turned around Itachi pushed me to the bed. He jumped on me till he was straddling my hips, then quickly pushed his lips to mine and thrusted his tounge in my mouth.

I tried pushing him off, but he was stronger than he looked. He then placed his knee between my legs. A gasp escaped my mouth which made Itachi go further into my mouth. His tounge lapped over mine and his teeth would graze over my lips. The feeling was starting to take over me until Itachi lifted himself from my chest. His eyes wide with surprise but it also looked like lust. But before I could speak he jumped off and rushed out the door with a slam. My body still layed sprawled on the bed with sweat.

I was confused out of my mind. Was I a queer also or was I just a 'helpless' victim? My body was shaky from the experience but I had to get up and look for Itachi. (As much as I wanted to) Lifting my blue body off the bed I stumble on Itachi's bag. The contained Items scatter across the floor: empty scrolls, a comb, explosive tags, a few hair ties, clothes, and a black book with the Uchiha Clan symbol on the cover. I sighed and bent down to pick them up but paused as I came to his book. Flipping through the pages I noticed it wasn't a regular book but a journal. HIS journal. The first page had his name printed and explained the importance of these journals in the clan. Like how they help the member control their anger and keep impotant secrets inside.

But as I read on I saw what Itachi was talking about.

"I had sex with my best friend...who was guy."

Itachi wrote down everything that happened that night. He was referring this Shisui guy to me. I didn't understand how we were a like. Quickly I placed the book back into the bag and walked toward the window to see if Itachi was in sight. But he was'nt. I quickly closed the door and locked it then closed the curtains and rushed back to the book. He had the dates on it for each week. I flipped the pages to the most recent one. And scanned through it for my name. It was in there but I had to read the whole thing to understand it.

It started to talk about how understanding I was toward him the first week and how the two of us both related. He talked about my techniques I used and some of things that had occured during his week here. But what caught my attention was how he compared me to this Shisui. He said that the two of us have an indentical smile and how we both are looked up by him. Reading this I wasn't sure if he was really in love with me or just trying to get someone that just reminded me of his 'lover'. I couldn't read anymore it was kind of confusing and cold, so I placed the book where I had last found it, then looked at the clock to see I've read it for 38 minutes, and opened the curtains. I walked over to the door to unlock it and after I did Itachi stumbled through with two bags of take out. He caught himself and walked over to the table and started to take out the food.

Watching him pull out his food made me realized I was hungry also. Itachi seperated two chop sticks and motioned me over with them. My head perked up and he handed me a box that had warm food in it. I looked back up at him and he leaned toward my ear and whispered:

"We're going to have a tiring day tomorrow, so eat something so we can leave early." He moved away with a smirk on his face. I felt warm and I thanked him and began to eat across from him. Like most of meals we had a silence and I would always bring something up to break it. But for some reason I didn't have the nerve to even talk to him. I didn't mind him being gay just a little surprized he had interest in me. I never really had someone that admired me as much as he did.

My head slowly looked up at him and watched as he ate in silence. His eyes focused on his food and I started to wonder if he was angry with me. I felt myself blush and Itachi looked up at me to see me staring at him. I quickly looked back at my food and ate bigger bites.

"If you have something to say then you should ask me now." My body froze there was a thousand quiestions I wanted to ask him. I sigh.

"I dont have any." Then I realized there was one thing I wanted to ask. "Itachi?" He looked at me with a dango in his mouth. "Do you really like me?" He stared at me then finished the dango.

"Kisame..." I could feel my blush become more hotter."You have some rice on your face." I wasn't expecting an exact answer anyway. I let out a sigh and raised my hand to wipe it off. But Itachi placed his hand on my cheek and pulled me closer to get a better reach. Itachi moved closer and started to lick my chin and the corner of my mouth. It felt so...good, that I pulled him closer so he wouldn't break the feeling I was receiving. But he did and pulled away to eat the rest of his sweet food. Did he change his mind, did he lose interest?

I was confused. So I went back to eating my food. And when I finished I grabbed the blankets off his bed and started to lay them out. Itachi was still eating. My blue body callasped on the blankets and I closed my eyes to get some rest. I layed on my stomache and was feeling the nice blankets as they took control over me. And as I was about to fall into a deep slumber I felt two arms wrap around my body. The feeling startled me and I looked up to see Itachi rest his head on my neck.

"Itachi..." My breath was heavy and startled from the sexual contact.

"Kisame, please take me...NOW." His hands ran up my chest and could feel his body hovering over mine. The feeling was pleasurable and strange. Then something moist licked my ear and I felt hard. Itachi lowered himself and began to move his body on mine. "Please Kisame..." I didn't want this to stop. With out a moments notice, I pushed Itachi to the floor and stood over him. He had a small expression of confusion on his face.

"I'm sorry Itachi, but I am not gay." My voice was cold. Itachi's blank face showed the emotion of hate.

"I'm sorry too Kisame. I wont show any more affection for you anylonger. Good night." With that the Uchiha walked to his bed and I did also

This might not make sense, if so, im sorry --'