Naruto and Characters belong to Masashi Kishimoto
I reached my room and sank into my bed with the deepest scar of betrail lingering on my chest. I wasn't sure if something about his romp with Orochimaru is what scarred me or if it's because he showed affection toward me and I lost the chance to show it to him. Did I finally fall in love with him?
"Are you in love, Kisame?" (1) I started to talk to myself to bring my hopes up. Then I realized I bought a book on that sort of thing. I jolted out of bed and searched around the room searching for the bag I took to my mission with. When I finally found it I searched my bag for the gay-ass book and fished it out. Flipping through the book I stop on the last chapter.
'Finally, after all attempts to show you truly love your partner, You should confess your love to let the person realise this from your voice. Anyone could just tell ask someone to tell them or write a letter, but to hear it come from the person would mean they speak the truth. But even if you do confess there's still a chance they wont have the exact feelings for you. SO if it does happen move on. Continue to look for the right person and dont let the last relationship haunt you. But dont make it seem like they never happened. Be true to yourself, and true to your lover.'
There was more on how to attempt to take this action but being the rest pretty much useless I placed the book under my bed and layed down to forget this day.
2 months later.
I've grown tired of the affection Orochimaru was constantly giving Itachi. He kept on rubbing his head on Itachi and kissing him around the members. And occasionally the snake would look at me with a face of victory. Itachi would try to avoid my sight and walk off with a visible look of depression. He has also been trying to get my attention with meaning less abuse. Like throwing something at me and saying it was an accident. Or tripping/pushing me like he was in a hurry or didn't see me. And each scene was when we were alone with eachother.
I never got the courage in me to tell him I miss him. And it hurt even more when I walked past Orochimaru's room to hear the sexual contact the two were having. But I decided to keep this to myself, Itachi said he wouldn't ever show any affection toward me so I might as well get use to it.
"Kakuzu, there seems to be a problem with the connections you have with each of your partners." Pein had a serious voice and it sometimes ruined my appetite when at the dinner table. Tonight we were having curry and I had to do dishes after words.
"How so?" Kakuzu had his mask off and it was interesting to look at the stitches that connected his mouth together.
"Each of your partners have died when in your presense."
"They were all weak, thats why." Kakuzu lifted up his glass of water and drank the substance. I watched as some liquid dripped from the cracks of his stitches. I looked at Itachi who was watching the same thing. Kakuzu wiped the sides of face and listened.
"No...well yes they were but it's also because I was giving you the wrong person." Pein scooped a spoon full of the spicey food and placed it in his mouth. He ate it calmly without choking on the spices. "So tomorrow you will be going with Kisame to go pick him up." With that said and done he took the last bite of curry and went into the kitchen to put it away. Before he left the rest of us to eat he turned back to me and Kakuzu.
"Be sure to wake up early tomorrow and Kisame dont forget to do the dishes." I nodded back and continued eating. Itachi was next to leave along with Kakuzu, Sasori, and Konan. I finally stopped eating and hurried into the Kitchen. There was a total of five dishes including some that were used to make dinner. I grabbed the top dish and slowly began to wash it. The door swung open and Orochimaru walked in.
"You seem to be taking your loss pretty well." He plopped his plate into the water which splashed on my shirt leaving a wet mess. I glared down at him.
"What do you have against me and what the hell is between you and Itachi?"
"I have nothing against you I just like to see people in pain and at the same time having my own pleasure." He leaned against the door frame with a disgusting smirk plastered on his face.
"Your just another filthy man who's just taking advantage of younge men." Anger was building up inside and I continued on the dishes.
"It seems Itachi doesn't think that way about me. I mean in a way, he's in it for the 'ride' also."
"You know nothing about Itachi, so shut your fucking mouth before I rip it off you pedifile face!"
"Dont get mad, it's not like Itachi thinks of you in anyway." I felt a burn in my chest and turned on the cold water to cool me down. But it was useless. "Did you really think that the Uchiha would show any affection for you when he can have someone that doesn't resemble an animal?"
"You shouldn't be talking, snake."
"Atleast my looks are doing me good."
"..." (2)I couldn't look up at him, my self-control held me back from beating the shit out of him.
"See you around, Shark." I heard Orochimaru swing the door opened and pause.
"Hello my favorite weasle." My head turned to see Itachi standing in the door way. He looked at Orochimaru than at me. My heart sank, how long was he there?
"Oro, Im gonna get something to drink. Why dont you wait in the room?" I looked away, thinking about Itachi in the same room with me, after that conversation, didn't thrill me...at all.
"This time I be seme." Orochimaru snickered and kissed him then left. Itachi walked slowly toward the refrigerator took out a soda and walked over to where I was standing.
"Kisame..." Itachi had a 'cooing' voice and it made me more nervous than I was.
"You should probably get back to 'Oro', he might be anxious to see you ther-"
"DAMNIT KISAME!!" Itachi punched my face and stood over me, inhaling and exhaling furiously. I rubbed the warm flesh and got back up to return to the dishes.
"What do you want with me?" Seeing Itachi like this made me slightly happy having his pressence here.
"...Nevermind. Im sorry about-"
"It's alright." I cut him off I just wanted him to leave.
"Do you want any help?" The teen calmed down and he had that bored tone again.
"Do you want to help?"
"Not really." My heart sank,again. I sighed and fixed my head on the rest of the dishes. "Move." Itachi placed his drink down and moved closer to my side and began washing the dishes. He gently took the washclothe from my hand. "You rinse and dry."
"H-Hai." I couldn't hold in the blush, he was really nice and enjoyable to be around. When we finally finish Itachi opened up his drink and leaned on the counter.
"Thanks Itachi-san. I didn't feel like doing them today." Itachi stared into space.
"Your welcome, Kisame." He straightened up and began to walk out.
"Itachi?" He stopped and turned back.
"What is it?" I wasn't sure if I should ask, but I had to know.
"Do you love Orochimaru?"
(1) Are you in love, Kisame?- Lol i know a VERY cheesy thing to say --'
(2) Heh, the conflict between Kisa and Oro- Yep, probably the most dumbest things to say...I like to avoid fights.
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