Sorry it's not longer, however,I'll make it up to you. Hope you enjoy it. Also , yes I am rewriting this. Review let me know how it is.

Chapter 3

It had been a month since I placed the ads. I don't know if I worded them wrong, or if this Edward Cullen never existed. Everyday was the same thing, Mason knew I placed the ads, but being a small child he didn't understand patience. He wanted his daddy now.

Lord, I know what I did was wrong, but I need You more than ever. Please help me fix this for my son. I repeated the prayer I used when I was writing out the ads. However, I think Jesus is mad at me too, which I didn't blame him one bit.

When Mason was finally in bed and good asleep, I got back on to the computer and resubmitted and ad worded differently.

Looking for a long lost lover/Friend

Male- Goes by Edward Cullen

We met on Winter break '05 In Colorado.

You can contact me

or 555-485-5308. Anytime day or night!

Bring on the crazy people.

Edward's POV

My apartment wasn't much to look at with me being a firefighter and gone at least twenty days out of the month. Ten days out of the month was home doing laundry and sleeping. It was a tiny one bedroom apartment with very little furnishings.

I was startled awake by my beeping alarm clock. The glowing numbers on the face of the clock told me that it was five o'clock in the morning. The sun wasn't up yet, and it felt like I had just fallen asleep. I didn't want to get up and function. I blindly reached out and slapped the worn top of the alarm. The staccato beeping ceased immediately.

Throwing the comforter off of my body, I shivered at the invading cold that permeated the room. I stumbled out of bed and made my way toward the bathroom to take a nice hot shower to wake me up. However, when I looked down, my body had other things on its mind. I couldn't forget about that brown eyed beauty from my winter break. My dick twitched, bringing me out of my thoughts. Cold shower it is.

I made my way into the kitchen where I opted to leave the lights out. I learned my lesson about the bright lights in the bathroom. I turned on the light in the bathroom and the bright light melted my eye balls. I flipped the switch off pretty quickly and took a shower in the dark. I didn't need lights to see why I was in there in the first place. It's not like I couldn't find it.

I turned the coffee maker on and watched it brew, while a sausage and egg biscuit heated up. I wish it would hurry up, I feel like I haven't eaten in days. I don't like days when I have no patience, but I especially hate it on shift days. Today is one of those days that I'm lacking patience, which isn't very safe for a firefighter. It's also one of those days when you know something is going to happen and it something that's going to change your life. Yeah well it's one of those days too.

I grabbed a mug from the dishwasher, not really knowing if it was clean or not. At this time of the morning, the only thing I could think about was in the movie Kindergarten Cop, where the little boy goes into a bar, and says ' Give me a cup of milk, in a dirty glass.'

I sat down on my couch eating at my nice breakfast and feeling the black coffee burn its way down my throat. I made sure I fed and watered Jasper, my black lab, before it was time for me to head back to the station. I grabbed my duffel bag and left.

I made my way to the station. It was going to be a long forty-eight hour shift.

"Hey Cullen, when you get a chance I need to talk to you," Emmett said as he pointed the paper at me as he left the room. I was making my way downstairs to the rec-room when I felt someone pull me by my arm into the main part of the station. Emmett was the culprit. "What the hell," I asked Emmett, more like demanding why he thought it was okay to pull me about.

"Shut up Edward!" He yelled back. "Care to explain why some woman has a personal ad in the paper looking for you?" He stated holding the paper in my face. I reached and took the paper from him not really believing him. He probably put the ad in there or Tyler . I recognized the ad, they had circled it in red sharpie marker.

Looking for a long lost lover/Friend

Male- Goes by Edward Cullen

We met on Winter break '05 In Colorado.

You can contact me

or 555-485-5308. Anytime day or night!

My mind was running, but my body was staying right where it was. Could it be her? Lover?