Title; Until Forever Runs Out
Summary: Because love is forever and love is always.
Pairing; Fabina/whatever you want it to be
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Love is forever, she tells herself: her own sick little mantra. Love is forever: love never ends.
But she's lying to herself again.
"He says he loves me," she tells her mom later: the phrase is repeated so often she almost believes it. "I'm going to spend forever with him."
Because love is forever. Love doesn't end, it never ends, and if he says he loves her then he does and he always will.
"Our love is real," She writes that night. Their love is real. Not like the love she had before.
It's real.
It's real.
I'm going to spend forever with him.
Everyone else can see his wandering eyes, the make-out sessions he sneaks with other girls under the bleachers and behind corners. But they tell her, and she doesn't listen, she never listens, because love is forever and love is always.
Lies.
The day he proposes, she writes, is the happiest day of her entire life. See? She tells herself: You can have a happy ending, there's someone who loves you, someone who'll always love you.
He said he'd never hurt her. He said it, and she believes it.
Their love is forever.
Deep down inside, maybe she knows, knows that their love isn't true, isn't real.
It can never be true, because she's still in love with that boy that broke her heart.
But maybe—if she tells herself enough times, if she wakes up every morning beside him and says I love this man, maybe she can finally believe it.
Maybe she can finally let him go.
(Or maybe she'll realize he's cheating on her first.)