Okay, I'm off the phone, now I'm updating!!
Yes, Skyhe, the cookies are yours 3 heh.
Sorry for the lateness guys, I got called into work early a few times and went to the Dawn Service for ANZAC Day, and had to go to bed earlier than normal. But I'm back on track now, and I've got a few different ideas of where the story will end up after this chapter.. I plan to make it a pretty long fanfic but I just need to make it slooooowly swing in the direction I want. If anyone has any requests or anything, please let me know in a review or message, your opinions are ALWAYS helping!
Another huge thankyou to the people who've continued reviewing. It makes me happy! Smiling like this! 3
Well, on with the story then!!
PS: Aishiteru nani ga temo means 'I love you no matter what' in the previous chapter for those that didn't know.
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Gomenesai, Light Yagami. Aishiteru, nani ga temo.
But this was never meant to be.
L slowly walked across the kitchen to the hallway, and sat down on the windowsill, watching rain begin to lightly fall. He didn't particularly want to face Light, he felt like leaving in fact; but Light was Kira, and Kira needed to be stopped.
L hated himself for letting emotions get involved with this case; it would just cause problems.. and it had now. Light was enough trouble as it was. But now L's own heart was on the line, and he knew he had to get rid of his feelings for Light that were appearing very slowly but surely into his heart and mind. If he let Light get too close, and then gained sufficient evidence against him as Kira, he'd have to send Kira to his death.. Light Yagami to his death. Not only would he be saying goodbye to his only equal; but his first friend, first best friend.
He continued watching the rain fall, wondering just when this game was going to end. Who was going to win? Kira, of course. But, L pondered about whether he would be willing to keep fighting against Light, or just let him win. Yes, L wanted Kira to stop killing.. but would he sacrifice his own life for it?
Lost in his thoughts, L didn't hear Light enter the room behind him.
He only stirred when he felt a hand being put on his shoulder. L turned around to face Light, taking in every detail of his face. The glistening cheeks, the still watery eyes, the look of pure sadness etched in all of Lights features. His heart wrenched at the sight.
L, I don't want you to die.. not by my hands, not by anybody elses either. Please believe me.
L leaned up and gave Light a dry kiss on the lips for the second time, and stood up, facing him eye to eye.
"Light, did you ever wonder who will win this game? Will I die by your hands, or will you die by mine? How will this end? Will we both die, will we both live?" He said slowly, still staring directly at Light.
"Ryuzaki.."
"I am being deadly serious. This is a game with huge stakes; both our lives are in danger. You want to build a new world, and yet, you risk your own life, along with someone that you apparently love? Yes, you may create a new world; but you will never be there to experience it. That is the harsh reality, I'm afraid to say Light-kun" L said, his head dipping low, eyes moving towards the floorboards beneath his feet.
"Ryuzaki.. Ryuga.. Coil.. L. The day I took up the deathnote, I knew that the owner of that DeathNote would be the one writing my name down in the book. But I'm willing to sacrifice myself in order to save many others. I wish you'd see that"
"Yes, but you said so yourself; you love me, do you not?"
"Yes.."
"Well, you being Kira, you need me out of the way, therefore you will need to kill me. Are you willing to save people you don't know, and kill your only equal in this world, to just have that new world?"
"…"
"Ryuk" Light said.
"What?" L questioned, his heart beating faster and faster by the second.
The shinigami walked in through the wall beside them and stood beside Light, twitching slightly from the lack of apples.
"What is it, Light?"
"I give up my ownership of the DeathNote" Light said, his voice quiet but calm. He looked across to see L staring at him, his mouth slightly open.
"Death.. note..?"
"Alright Light. Damn I'll miss this fun! See ya round kid" With that, both Ryuk and L watched as Light fell onto his knees, blacking out.
L stared at the boy on the ground, his eyes wide, his heart pounding, his head screaming. What in the hell was going on?!
3 Hours Later.
Light stirred, his head throbbing and his knees stinging, turning his head towards the source of the clicking noises coming from beside him. Opening his eyes fully, he realized he was on the floor, with L beside him on a chair, sitting in his usual crouched position, typing away at this laptop, not noticing that Light had woken up.
I gave up the DeathNote.. I hope L's happy. No more Kira. Wait, what? Shouldn't I have forgotten this? I gave up my ownership, and the 'How to Use' told me that I would lose my memory of the DeathNote and Ryuk. I remember Ryuk telling me the same thing..
Light sat up, brushing his hair out of his face. He wiped his eyes and shook his head a little to wake himself up and yawned, using his hands to keep upright on the wooden floor.
L heard Light yawn and turned, putting his thumb to his mouth as he did so, watching Light intently.
"Nice to see you've gotten up, Light-kun" L said, his gaze still not wavering.
Another yawn from Light.
"Mmm.. yeah. My head hurts, do you have any pain killers L?" Light asked, not really paying much attention to L.
"In the bathroom cabinet, Light" replied L, his thumb finally dropping from his mouth.
Hearing that L hadn't said the honorary at the end of his name, Light stood up and faced L directly, then leant down and kissed him on the forehead, leaving behind a warm spot on L's cold skin.
"Thanks"
Light walked past L and into their bedroom, then into the bathroom and looked through the cabinets that went unused other than to keep hidden sweets away from Light when they had been chained together. He had a habit of taking L's candy away when L was being uncooperative, so L had taken it upon himself to get Watari to bring him a few lollipops and other little things to hide away from Light in the bathroom.
His eyes flicked over the many bottles, then finally came across a panadol box and took it out, thanking God that L had been smart enough to buy some. His head was pounding and he needed something to ease it or else he felt like his head would explode with the pressure.
Light took the box, and walked back into the kitchen, searching around for a glass.
L has too many damn cupboards! He only ever eats sweets, why does he have so many?!
After finally finding the right cupboard, Light filled the glass with water and took the pills, impatient for when they would kick in. Who wants to have a migraine?
Too busy worrying about the panadol, Light hadn't noticed L staring at him, his eyes wide and his mouth formed into a small frown. With a shock he remembered something, but before he could stop Light, he had already swallowed the pills.
Obviously pills didn't affect Light, seeing as he was still acting like himself about an hour after the effects should have kicked in. L had slightly hoped that the pills would work; he'd put a sedative in the panadol, hoping that one night when L hoped to get some actual work done, Light would have a headache and take one, allowing him to pass into sleep much quicker than usual, also stopping the noises of him having nightmares or dreams; which one was it? He didn't really want to know.
But now, he realized, he probably wasn't going to get much sleep. Light had just had another cup of coffee, and it seemed that his headache was disappearing.
Hearing a giggle, L looked across and saw Light looking at L, a blush rising in his cheeks, and a second giggle escaping his lips.
"Why are you looking at me like that, Light-kun?" L asked, looking strangely at Light.
What in the hell was going on!?
"No reason"
Another giggle.
The sound was infuriating L; he felt like he was the odd one out and the only one that wasn't in on some kind of private joke. It was humiliating.
"Come on, I'm tired L!" Light suddenly yelled, jumping to his feet and running over to L, pulling on his arm.
"But Light-kun it's only 7pm?" L replied, again giving Light a strange look.
"So!? Bed tiiiimmmeeeee!" Light screamed, even louder than the previous time, scaring L to wits end.
"If we go to bed, will you shut UP?!" L yelled back, feeling his own headache starting to form.
"Well.. I can't promise that.."
His tone had suddenly turned serious, and Light faced L directly again, giving him a wink, then walking on towards the bedroom.
Wink..? What did that coffee do to him for crying out loud!
Giving up, L followed Light into the bedroom, finding him already lying beneath the covers, curled up in a ball, looking up at L with big brown eyes.
Why was Light so God damned cute?
L kept moving and finally made it to the bed, setting down, lying next to Light ontop of the covers, wondering why the hell he was itchy all of a sudden. When he realized why, he jumped what felt like meters.
Light had been tickling his legs through his jeans.
Instead of stopping at L's reaction, Light continued, running his hands even higher, giving L the shivers.
"Light.. sto-" L began, but was cut off by Light pressing his lips lightly to L's, tongue running softly over L's bottom lip.
"Shh"
Light sat up so he was on his knees, and began removing his shirt and pants, earning himself an extremely odd look from L.
"What in the hell are you doing, Light-kun?"
"Stripping, I would've thought that'd be obvious!" Light said happily, giggling to himself once again
Alright, no more panadol for Light.
Light then moved himself between L's legs, giggling still, and starting pulling at L's buttons, eventually getting frustrated and ripping his shirt off, putting it on L's head.
THAT BLOODY GIGGLING!! L was screaming in his mind
With speed, Light moved to take L's jeans off, successfully pulling off the irritating dark denim, throwing it aside. He wanted to tease; but now, it was just too difficult to hold himself back. Upon that thought, Light leant down and began licking at L's flat, bare stomach, feeling his stomach tighten. Now he just wanted to get the hell on with it.
Without realizing it, L had let Light go beyond where he would've liked to go, but by now it was far too late. Light's constant lapping at his stomach made him clench, letting out small breaths trying to regain his cool. He knew this had gone too far, but his body was telling him different, the feeling gradually taking over his mind.
He no longer had the will to calculate percentages, nor make a decision based on logic. He had never once gone to pleasure himself. The one time that he had been before this was with Light.. but he had no recollection.
This was going to be an interesting night, to say the very least
Obviously Light was overkeen, because he had already begun to take off L's underwear, finally ridding L of the pesky material, then began to lightly bite and touch his thighs, moving his way up until he reached the soft skin around L's shaft, now licking and lapping at it, giving L more and more intense waves of pleasure.
Hearing L groaning, Light felt the pressure increase, and decided this was it; no more fooling around.
He stopped, and reached across to the bedside table, pulling out a bottle of lube and carefully unscrewing the lid, covering his fingers with it, then moved his hand downwards to L's entrance, pushing a finger inside, earning himself a moan from L, accompanied by a quick sharp intake of breath. Another one joined the first finger after a short while. When a third one was added, it touched something inside of him that made him see stars and moan, giving Light the shivers.
Biting into the soft flesh on his finger to keep the sounds low, L groaned in annoyance when the fingers were removed, but his displeasure disappeared quickly when he felt heat at his entrance. He wasn't quite sure what to feel at this point in time; it was happening. But as soon as he had fully gotten rid of the butterflies in his stomach, he felt Light move away, groaning a second time.
"What's the matter?"
"I want you.. to make love.. to me.." Light managed to barely whisper, turning to face L.
The butterflies increased, as did his heartbeat. He was disappointed that Light had stopped, and he wondered why the sudden change of heart, but then it hit him; the sedatives. It had to be that.
"But.. I don't know.." L began, only to be cut off by Light again, but this time he was being pulled ontop of him, a blush creeping onto his cheeks.
"You don't need to know how, it just happens"
Throwing caution to the winds, L reached across to the pillow where the bottle had been tossed aside and spread it on to his hands, smearing it on himself. Carefully, after lubricating 'himself' (again I hate that word) he slid ontop of Light fully, bringing their bodies together so that not even a needle could fit between them, and slowly pushed his tip into Light.
Light moaned, feeling a searing pain shoot through his body, but knew it wasn't going to stay like this. Or at least he hoped it wouldn't.
He was right though, as L began moving faster; it felt good. Really good.
"Go.. faster.. damn it.. L.."
Taking Light's 'advice', L moved faster, pulling Light up so that they were facing each other. Light instinctively put his legs around L's waist and clung onto him like a koala and it's tree.
He grabbed at Light's hips, pulling him down further, sending shock waves through both detectives bodies, Light going limp in L's arms. L had just hit Light's prostate, making Light see stars.
"Again.. More! HARDER!" Light screamed, replacing his grip on L. L didn't feel like he could go for any longer; his energy was depleting fast, but his desire was reaching breaking point, making him want to keep doing this to Light for hours and hours.
Again and again Light was being pounded into. He felt his climax coming soon, but he didn't want it to happen. This was just.. amazing.
"Ryuuzaki.. Ryuuzaki.." Light kept repeating in barely a whisper, making L move faster and harder, until finally Light was screaming again.
"FUCK! KEEP GOING!! DO IT HARDER L, DAMMIT!!"
"Jesus fucking Christ Light, now I know why everyone.. desires.. this.."
By now, both L and Light had stopped bothering to keep the noise down. Along with the clunking of the bed, the room was filled with moans and yells.
L did as best as he could to keep going, but couldn't; he was already seeing white and decided to give up trying to keep himself in anymore, it was too much to handle.
Light felt L release, letting out a loud and prolonged moan, a warmth filling him, giving him the release he'd been dreading. He spurt himself all over L's chest, then both detectives fell forwards, L landing ontop of Light.
Neither could be bothered to move for the rest of the night; they were too exhausted, and Light's even breathing made L's breath catch and heart pound in his chest. It relaxed him, but excited him too.
Now I see why everyone indulges in this.
"I love you, Light.." L whispered, planting a small kiss on Light's tinted lips, letting himself drift to sleep to the sound of the still falling rain.
Yes, cheesy ending guys! I wanted it to be a sweet chapter. R&R If you love me! And cookies!