Chapter Two: Still hidden in the closet
Hikaru's POV:
I walked in just as his climax hit. I heard a loud moan escape his lips as he rode out the rest of the pleasure with his hand. The substance getting all over his chest. A dark blush spread across my face immediately. "K-Kaoru...sence when did you..masturbate?" Kaoru looked at me, his blush probably even worse than mine, not even able to move. "Hikaru, I...I can explain!" I covered my mouth and looked away. As if I didn't do it myself. I couldn't help but notice he looked kind of...sexy in that position..what am I thinking? I snapped out of it quickly and looked back at him. He had his put his member away and zipped his pants back up. The white substance still showing all over his chest. "Kaoru, go take a shower! That's disgusting!" He stood up. Leaving a suspicious bowl of chocolate on the couch, and ran in to our room. All of it happened so fast. I heard a cry come from the bedroom. Making my heart jump. Why was he crying? All I did was catch him masturbating. But I feel like there was something more to it. "God dammit!" I shouted, and ran in to the bedroom. Kaoru was laying on the bed and crying his eyes out. I swear, he's such a baby sometimes. But I still love him. Yes, I've loved him for a while now. And not the type of love brothers have either. I love him as a person. But that's not important because he won't ever love me back. I walked up to him and sat on the bed next to him. "Kaoru..." his body was shaking. "Kaoru, please tell me what's wrong..." I pushed him so he was facing me and lifted his chin. "Tell me what's wrong so I can make it better.." He looked at me with sad eyes and a pained expression. "I-I'm sorry, Hikaru! I'm so screwed up, I know!" My eyes widened and I pulled him in to a tight hug, realizing the error of my words. "No, no, Kaoru. It isn't wrong, I do it too" He gasped and looked at me. "y-you do?.." I nodded. "but..I have someone in mind when I do it." I looked away hesitantly and stopped hugging him. My breath getting more shaky. "Oh...it is...Haruhi?" My eyes widened and I shook my head violently. "No! That's horrible! She's still dating tono!" My mind was just a little too full with emotions. "Well...you don't know any other girls well enough..." Kaoru's eyes widened. When I noticed what his sudden realization was my eyes got large also. "Hikaru...are you gay?"