Chapter Three

My Dirty Little Secret

Hikaru's POV:

And so, he finally asked me. After all of this hinting I've been giving to him, he asked if I was gay. I, out of the both of us, am the gay one. God dammit, what's wrong with being gay for your own brother anyways! He didn't know it was for him. So I was safe. All I did was change my sexuality. I could tell him anything...anything except for being in love with him. After that, I just weakly said "yes". He smiled and nodded, then got up and took a shower. I didn't even know what that meant. He excepts it? He's gay too? I just didn't know. I layed on the bed and slowly, my thoughts were more revolved around him again. His voice, his touch, his body, his...Nevermind. But wait. I looked down at my pants, only to find that I was turned on. again. Kaoru was in the shower so it would've been okay, but after the inncedent earlier I didn't want to take chances. My mind suddenly started to go crazy with desire after that. All of my innocent slowly draining. I got up, and uninentionally, I opened the bathroom door...

Kaoru was singing in the shower. His voice, like an angel to me. I blushed violently but still, my horny side was kicking in, making me go insane for pleasure, like a totally different person. "Kaoru..." He turned towards me. His face all, of the sudden going bright red. "Hikaru! What are you doing here!" I grinned. At that point I could see every part of him. "oh just...sightseeing" my grin got wider, making Kaoru cover himself up and shake a little. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around him. "Kaoru...you know I love you, right?" he looked at me, blushing badly. "Hikaru...we're brothers you idiot..."

"You think I don't know that?" I asked. Biting down on his neck.

"n-nya!" He kept blushing. Suddenly I heard a moan escape his lips. I started to lick and suck at his neck, making his moans increase. My hand made its way down to his member and started stroking it slowly. I earned a hoarse moan from Kaoru. "H-H-Hikaru.." His breath hitched. I squeezed my hand together and slowed down. Making it hard and slow. Just the way he liked it. Kaoru let out an unexpected loud moan. Making my erection even larger. Water was falling on the both of us, getting me soaking wet. "Hikaru...stop it...t-this is wro-" I interupted him by kissing him forcefully. My tongue immediatly roaming his mouth. It took a second but he started getting used to the feeling and kissed me back. My tongue rubbed tenderly against his and explored the caverns of his mouth. Once I thought it was enough I pulled away. Noticing he, too, was hard. I grinned, put my face close to his and whispered "I see you're turned on also..." He blushed and shivered. "I couldn't help it, Hikaru..." His blush made me throb down there a little. I pulled his hand and turned off the shower. "I can't wait anymore". I forcefully lead him to the bedroom and threw him on the bed. Stripping off all of my wet clothing. I got on top of him and looked at his blushing face. "Kaoru...you're okay with this, right?" He looked at me with innocent eyes and nodded slowly. "yeah..I want to.." I grinned wider and put two fingers at his mouth. "open up". He opened up his mouth and I let my fingers in. He started to lick and suck them. Covering them with his saliva. Giving me dirty thoughts. After a few seconds I pulled them out. "Kaoru, this may hurt a little." I stated, slowly putting my fingers inside him. He let out a small squeek. His face scrunched up, it looked like he was in pain. I felt bad for him, but I knew we had to take that step.

I started to move my fingers, scissoring them as I got in deeper. Kaoru started to let out small pleasured moans. "hahh...ah...Hikaru...mm...". I grinned, loving the sound of his moans, starting to hit his sweet spot. He moaned loudly. "Hikaru! There!" I hit it repeatedly, getting desperate, I finally pulled my fingers out. "Kaoru, I can't take it anymore.." He looed up at me. He eyes full of lust. "Hikaru, ne. Do me. Do me now." I blushed and positioned myself at his hole. Looking in to his eyes, I went inside of him.

Kaoru whimpered. His face was pained. I saw a small tears go down his face and I immediatly wiped it off. "Kaoru..are you okay?" He nodded and smiled a little. "y-yeah, it just hurts a little.." "just tell me when you want me to move". Suddenly, he grinned and pushed me down so he was laying on top of me. "Kaoru..." He started to move up and down. The pleasure started to rise and I moaned lightly. His moans rising also. He started to move faster and faster, letting me get deep inside him. "ah! Kaoru!" He kept bouncing up and down. Slowly going fatser and faster until finally, the both of us came at the same time.

"Kaoru! Kaoru! I love you!"

the white substance flew inside him and all over my chest. Our hot breath filling the air. He collapsed next to me and looked me in the eyes. Taking my hands. Panting, he spoke. "I love you too, Hikaru.." Our breaths mixed together. The air was hot and heavy. I wrapped my arms around Kaoru and held him tight. Proud of the love I created between us, our two hearts finally beated as one.

he was mine. And mine forever...