I turned to look at Hap who was staring at me like always. Sometimes it would be nice to know what the hell he was thinking when he looked at me. I moved closer as he tighten his arm around me.
My plan was not to get together with Hap it just sort of happened and for once it felt right. We have our problems and we are still working on somethings but it gets better with time.
"Alright we have everything and we can now go out." I said as I heard someone knocking. "So who is at the door?" I asked myself as I opened the door and just froze as I stood there holding Jayden.
"Who's the kid?" he asked as I stared at him, it had been three years that I had not seen him and I could not say anything and all he did was ask who Jayden was.
"What are you doing here?" I asked as he walked in and closed the door.
"No one has heard anything from you." he said as Jayden wanted to get down. The only one that knew about what I was up to was Bobby and Luann and they were sworn to secrecy even though I wanted to go back home and I had just been away for almost three years.
"There's a reason for that Hap."
"When are you going to tell them?" he asked as I snapped out of my thoughts of when Hap meet Jayden.
"When the time is right." I said as I remembered I had things to do and I really never liked wasting time.
"What your going to wait six years?"
"Ha very funny. I have to get up." I said as I got up and grabbed the bag that was on the floor. Mom had offered to keep Jayden last night, which was good since I did not want him to stay at the clubhouse. "What's the hurry?"
"I have to register Jayden today." I answered as I began to get dressed as Hap sat up on the bed. "Clay wants to talk to you." he said as I closed my eyes. I was so not ready for him.
"I'll try to find time." I said as I grabbed my bag and keys and headed to the kitchen.
~A~
I started the coffee as I called Luann to see if she could get me the meeting with the realtor. I was not staying here at the clubhouse if it wasn't necessary.
"You left me for him." said Juice as I closed the phone. I did not turn around as I kept my eyes on the coffee pot till I realized how I wanted to handle this.
"We were not even together Juice. We had nothing, it was never going to work." I said as I turned around to face him as I leaned on the counter.
"So your plan was Hap, you left all this for him." he said as he looked around.
"All this. What the hell did I have Juice?"
"Morning baby everything alright?" asked Christina as she walked into the kitchen and put her arms around Juice.
"Yeah I have to go." said Juice as he just walked out as I turned my attention back to the coffee pot.
"I know what your doing Jenni." she said as I turned around to face her.
"Oh and what's that?" I asked interested in what she had to say.
"I know women like you." she said. I hoped she got to the point I have a lot of things I have to do today.
"Oh really, oh wait right I'm just a biker whore right." I said as she closed the kitchen door. Was this bitch serious?
"Just stay away from my man."
"You should stop worrying it's not healthy."
"Why would I be worried?" she asked as I just smiled at her.
"You know that if I wanted Juice I could have him, and lucky for you I don't want him." I said as I walked out.
"What the hell is going on in there?" asked Bobby as we heard a glass shatter in the kitchen.
"She might not be a morning person." I said as I put my sunglasses on and headed outside. I walked over to the office.
"Hey mom." I said as I walked in as dad passed by me without looking at me. How was he planning on talking to me if he acts like if I'm not even here.
"Hey baby, Jayden is not a morning person reminds me of someone." she said as she stopped what she was doing as I sat down.
"Really usually he is up before us, probably was tired from the road."
"You and Clay talked yet?"
"No, Hap said he wanted to talk to me but apparently I don't even exist right now."
"You just left Jenni without letting anyone know." she said as I got up "Sit down Jenni." I had things to do we could talk later. I walked outside and over to where Jayden was with Bobby at the picnic table.
"Hey ready to go?"
"Mom can I stay."
"No we will come back later." I said as we walked over to the car.
~A~
After spending the morning registering Jayden I went over to Luann's studio to pick her up so that we could go to lunch and meet with her guy.
One thing I loved about Hap was that I could make my plans and he would just go with them. I grabbed my phone and called Luann as I arrived at the studio.
"Hey come out I'm not letting my son run wild in a porn studio."
"I thought he was already registered." she said as Jayden got out of the car as Luann joined us.
"Yeah but he goes in tomorrow." I said as I leaned on the car.
"I've missed you, you should have seen your mother she went crazy looking for you."
"I missed all of you, it's just going to take a hard time adjusting back." I said for some reason I did not feel as comfortable as I had thought.
"What do you mean?" she asked as she got in the car so that we could go to lunch.
"When we were in Tacoma these last three years we found a balance between the club and family, and well here the club revolves around everyone."
"You just have to get used to it."
"I know but maybe this is not what I want for Jayden, he is going to have a choice and not just force him into the club because of who his father is."
"So your thinking about leaving again Jenni."
"No for now I'm staying in Charming." I said as long as Hap was here I was staying put.
~Gemma~
For now it was a good thing Jenni was home, but I knew for some reason something was going to fuck it up. I was still mad at Jenni she didn't have a reason to leave, let alone not tell anyone where she had gone.
Well she did seem to have stayed in contact with Luann and Bobby. Me and Luann needed to have a little talk over all this situation with her and Jenni. I was the mother not her, she had no right keeping Jenni's whereabouts to herself.
Clay was having a hard time accepting Jenni back, we talked about it last night as we watched Abel and Jayden play. I grabbed my phone and decided to call Jenni, now that I think of it I should have gone with her to know what she is up to.
"Hey where are you?" I asked as she picked up.
"Hey mom just finished with the realtor. My house might not be ready for another week or so." she said. "So I'm staying at Bobby's." she added.
"Why?"
"There is no way I'm staying at the clubhouse with Jayden."
"What's wrong with my house?"
"No I already talked with Bobby and Hap said it was better for Jayden." she said. "Hey I'm already there talk to you when I get there."
~Jenni~
Mom did not approve of my decision of staying at Bobby's, and he was going to lend me his house and was going to stay at the clubhouse. For now I did not even want to step into her house, let alone stay in it.
She would probably find a way to make me move back in. I pulled into the clubhouse and noticed that there was a commotion outside of the clubhouse.
"What the fuck." I said as parked as Luann looked at what I was looking at.
"Mom." Jayden called out as I cussed.
"Sorry." I said as Luann and me stood there as Hap and Juice were in the ring beating the shit out of each other.
"Does Hap know about you and Juice?" asked Luann as mom came over to us. Clay was glaring at me as Jax walked over to us as I sent Jayden over where Abel was by the shop.
"What the hell is going on Jax?" I asked as he just shook his head.
"They were at the bar talking next thing they were in the ring. Clay said to let them work it out." he said as he walked over to the ring.
"Jenni" mom said as she walked over to the office. I just wanted all this to be over and get back to normal if that ever existed here. I left Jayden with Luann as I walked over to the office, what else could I do it wasn't as if I could stop a fight.
"What is it that you want from me?" I asked as I sat down I was only going to have this conversation with her once.
"I want you to stop running."
"I'm not running anymore. Yes I left without saying anything because it was the only way I would ever be able to leave. You know that you would have not let me, dad sure as hell wouldn't either. If I hadn't run, I would probably had lost my mind raising two kids alone still doing whatever dad asked from me. I'm not having this conversation again I left yes but I'm back."
"Do you love Happy?" mom asked as she stared at me.
"What kind of question is that?"
"Why can't you answer a simple question?"
"Happy needs me." I said as I left the office, I noticed that the ring was now empty.
~A~
I walked into the clubhouse and went straight to the room.
"Mind telling me what the hell that was all about?" I asked Hap as I stood by the door as he stood in front of the sink.
"I don't have to explain anything." he said as I just shook my head as I grabbed one of the towels and helped him get cleaned up. "Don't fucking worry about it Jenni."
"You know I always worry." I said as I kissed him.
"Have you talked to Clay yet." I moved away from him, as I went to put the towel back.
"I will when I find the time." I said as Hap grabbed my arm and pulled me to him.
"Go talk with Clay/" said Hap as he let me go.
"Alright" I said as I left the room and walked over to the bar.
~A~
I noticed dad was in the chapel, I knew that if I didn't talk with him tonight I was going to have problems with Hap and I didn't really need that right now. "You wanted to talk." I said as he was sitting at the gravel.
"Sit down." he said as I closed the doors. I did not want to talk to him here, it was like if he held power over every one just by sitting in that chair.
"You think you are just going to walk in here and everything was going to be fine." he said as I took Tig's seat. I really thought I was going to get more shit from mom than dad.
"When did I say I wanted back dad I just wanted to be back with my family not the club."
"You will always be my daughter even if I don't approve of you actions. Your not trusted and you being here will just bring problems." he said as he left the chapel.
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